Monday, March 21, 2005

   Okey....
Okey...I'm very nervous...Why my friend (not from my school) can't believe me when I say that her ex boyfriend love her still!!! And besides she loves him too..she just won't admit it to herself!!! Well...I try to calm down and that goes on...
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   Wheee!!!!
Yay!!! This is soooo good day!!! ^_^ And I am sooo happy!!! I would really like to go celebrate but it's tuesday...so no one doesn't go to celebrate! And that is sooo unfair!!! o.O blaaaaahhh!!! Okey, I try to clam down...heh ^_^;;;; ...all right, I did calm down. So, this has been sooo good day that nothing will make me be unhappy today!!! Well, that is what I hope...cause my little sister can make me unhappy...so, I hope that she does have a good day also...
Then some pics!!!


...she is so beautiful that I were have to put it here...^_^;;;


She is cute...n_n


That is quite cool pic...


n.n sooo........


Oh..he is sooo good-looking...*faints*


Uih!! *faints again*


She is just sooo beautiful!!


They are ssooo cute!!!! ^_^


Uih...^_^;;;;
Well, this was last one from this day! I wish that you all will have great day!!! See ya!!!!
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Monday, March 14, 2005

   Pics!!!!
Okey, now is time to put some pics!


She is quite cute...


So cute litle girl...


So, so, so cute!!!! ^_^;


...heh...


Some witchcraft....


^_^ Cute!!!!! ^_^;;;;


Aaawwwww...she is just soooo cute!!!!! ^_^;;;;

Okey, there were all from this time!! See ya!!!!
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Thursday, March 10, 2005

   I can't believe this!!! She is did it again!! I mean that my friend in here..again. She told me that I don't know anything about her and that I don't understand her! How she know what I know and understand! Besides she is so extroverted that I see her feelings through her!

Well, she apologize a while ago and I gave her the last change but if she does it again I won't forgive her!!!

Whitout that my day has been good and I hope that the hole day is!


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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

   Hi!
Great! I cried today...in school and it did go to hysteric... beacuse I argue with my frind in here...after that she did apologize and we did sort it out so thing are going better now. I was so embarrassed when I were have to walk through school burrows and there were people..so they saw me crying...but things are really going better than earlyer. I just can hope that that my friend understand me now better...ofcourse I hope also that rest of the day will go better!
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Tuesday, March 8, 2005

   Not depressed
Okey, I'm not depressed right now...wich is very good to me.
Things are relly going better now and I hope that it won't end soon. (This could last hole day!)
That my friend in here, school is very revolting to me. She just can't understand me because she doesn't listen to me at all. But I don't let that depress me, because other peoples have been nice to me. I hope that you all have had good day!!!
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Friday, March 4, 2005

   Yesterday wan't my day at all. I argued with my little sister. *sigh* Arguing is awful! I hate it! Because it hurts! *sigh again*
Well, I think is time to put few pics to here...


Sestsuna...He looks sad...


Setsu and Sara...they are so cute together...

Okey, that was all from this time...got to go..
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Thursday, March 3, 2005

   Again some thoughts or are they poems...I don't know...


Tears are falling down my cheeks. Inside of me is only pain. I hardly can stand it. How I wish that, that pain would go away. I can't stop cyring.
In real world this all happen in my mind. If someone would look into myeyes he/she would see that pain but no one doesn't look into my eyes. So, no ona will know that and because of that, that pain won't ever go away...


Okey, I'm almost crying, only thing what stops me crying is that Im' in school...Why, my frind in here, doesn't care about thing what I say? Then I shoul listen and care about thing what she say to me! I just can't stand it! Why she doesn't see that it is hurting me!?!?!?!?! I hate her because of that!!! My hands are shakening... I hope that shaking will end pretty soon...
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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

   So annoying!!!!
AAARRGGHH!!! I just hate my "friend"!!! Why she can't understand me? She doesn't understand me if I say my own opinion or then she will misunderstand it. Like I couldn't say my own opinions to her...and I hate it!!! Why she doesn't listen to me??? Everything would be so easy if she would listen what I say to her. Then she also puts, in my words, words that I really didn't say! And that is so annoying!!! How I hate her right now!!!! Okey, she is pretty nice girl but I can't stand that she say that we are friends but then she don't even understand me! *sigh* Or is it just that I can't reveal myself clearly enough???

Ou and xSakurax can you mail me that thing what does weighs your mind??? My saldo is almous empty...or something like that-.-;

next my thoughts...

I want that someone would pull me to his arms and would hold me tight. I want that someone would whisper to my ear those sweet things about love. I want that someone would make me feel so special.
That is all I want. Is it too much to ask or is there some other reason to that, that I can't have it?


okey, that was that...please give some comments...~_~
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Monday, February 28, 2005

   Something weird...and angsty
Hey everybody! I just came back from holiday. In last week I did celebrate but I was also depressed, but it did go well. I even did have some time to think about every kind of things...like who I really am and how I have come to like this...pics...


Gabriel...she is so beautiful...


Astarte...she is also very beautiful...


Astaroth...he is Astartes brother...


Then I put here lyrics of Gregorian

The Gift

Forgive is a word I am learning
If only to pass the time
I love you for all of you weakness
I love you for all your lies
Will you grow
Will you understand
The damage you caused in time
The past is behind we are facieg
A punishment for the crime

The gift you gave me
Our sweet encounter
Became so fragile and flew with the night
I willbe witness
I will not falter
Till we are risen again to the light

Would you forgive me
My heart was broken
But I will mend I will be as before
Just give me one chance
To make it better
Uhh let me be yours

Whitout you I'm weak and I'm listless
Without you I find I'm blind
I watch you alone, are you dreaming
Of happiness left behind
Do you drift in your heart at night
Walk through the rooms of your mind
Open the door I'll be waiting
Remember this is your life

Chorus


That some how it could tell about me...xSakurax you know what I mean. This life is just so hard...
and sometimes I wish that it would be over but...
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