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Wednesday, November 9, 2005

   I don't like this feeling...
Today on lunch break I did have a bad fight with Riina. (She is that "friend" in my school.) And gosh how I hate her right now...she did compare my depression to her own problems..and that's not right...she can't do that! Why she won't understand that, that does hurt me...like I wouldn't have pain enough. She makes me feel that my problem is so small that I souldn't even feel it..but how she knows that!! I'm person who has feelings too! She didn't even understand how it did hurt me...she did laugh to me when I said that, that what she said did feel like she would have turn knife in my heart...

"For You"

To my mother, to my father,
It's your son or it's your daughter,
Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me?
Should I turn this up for you?

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way too fast!

The silence is what kills me
I need someone here to help me
But you don't know how to listen
And let me make my decisions

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way to fast!

All your insults and your curses make
me feel like I'm not a person
And I feel like I am nothing but
you made me so do something
'Cause I'm fucked up because you are
Need attention, attention you couldn't give

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence get us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way to fast

by Staind. That is how I feel right know...I hope you guys feel much better...Take care!
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