Wednesday, February 22, 2006

a poem
i have been dormant for a while and would just like to say hi..i'm back...and i decided that for this special occassion i was going to post a poem from my "death and life" collection..enjoy....

DESPERATION..i want to know

Cold and hard as steel,
The pain he felt
It soaked his heart and being
Took all his wealth

And death was in his cry
Blood in his eyes
Scars on soul and mind
Hurt was his life

You'll never see the beauty
It is under the fog
The darkness of the night
Hid all his love

Hit me, scar me, torture my mind
The violence, the insolence, from in to outside
Rape me, take me, do as you will
I want to, I need to understand your pain

The stars are night's diamonds
The blood pigments of rose
In darkness is beauty
Under pain there is gold

**I have an alternate state of mind
It's near but always far behind
If and when I do let them out
Art is produced, as is love.**




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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

merry christmas
MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS...imma gettin back my internet soon...
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Monday, August 15, 2005

   Takin' things easy..
hi..hi..long time no write..things are going quite great for the holidays so far....but sadly school is reopening soon.....i don't know when next you'd see me..because i don't have internet anymore...so hopefully..i'll see you soon.....anyways..byes..good luck in life
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Friday, July 29, 2005

   gone 2 b fixed
My computer has finally been sent to the (computer fixer) to be fixed..and my mother has cut off the internet for 3 months(I ran the bill up too high)....so i'll post posts when i have the chance......by the way..WE'RE GONNA GET A NEW COMPUTER...with SCANNER.....and PRINTER..and everything else...so we'll have 2 computers at home...so that's something to cheer about..anywayz......you'll see me when u see me..(or will u?..u'll see my posts....)byez.....
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Monday, July 25, 2005

   Philosophy by Dr. Kalifa


yesterday..today..and probably in the following days the members of my family had..are having..and will have a clenup campaign..this brings me to my PHILOSOPHICAL STATEMENT of the day...if you don't want to have a lot of work when cleanup time comes..don't store/collect junk(useless items).......right that done..all i have to type now is.... byez
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

   Beautiful

This is a nice picture..so i posted it
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   Music class
I have nothing really to say right now..so i'll keep it short...yesterday i went to music class.....the practical teacher wasn't there..she knew that she wouldn't be coming this week and didn't tell me..or any of my siblings..why?...she probably just wanted us to come to class anywayz...punishment for me not practicing enough maybe..i don't know..anywayz
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Saturday, July 23, 2005

   My day....yesterday
yesterday..lessons were ok...we got homework...and people commended me on how the jersey i drew on came out...anyways i went to buy some stationary yesterday....i bought 9 pencils, 2 gel ink pens...a sharpener..and a huge eraser....so i'm just about fully stocked on my drawing material...after shoppig...i passed by a friend who sells at a school....we talked a bit..it had been a while since i've seen her...and for the first time..she gave me someting..in fact 2 things(to eat) 4 free...so...after our talk i went home...slept..took a bath..watched tv...made something 4 everyone home to eat...ate it...brushed teeth...went to bed.....yeah..that's the basic rundown of my day..u didn't need to know that..but i couldn't think of anything else to type....
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Friday, July 22, 2005

   Jersey Art
hi...i went to my first lessons class yesterday..it was alright..the teacher seems good...and the best thing is that we don't have to pay for the classes...but anyways....i drew on my first jersey today with pretty fabric markers and stuff...it came out really nice...i drew this little girl with a firey thingy in her hand.....if you're an artist and you haven't tried that yet..(painting..drawing with markers..etc on clothing)..u should try it out..I've wanted 2 do it 4 some time but i didn't have the equipment,but now i do...i used crayola markers...anywayz.....yeah....
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Thursday, July 21, 2005

   Philosophy by Dr. Kalifa
Hey there all my peoples...today is the first day i will be attendig my AS Math lessons....i didn't go the one day last week,....as horrible a subject AS math is i chose to do it so i have to live with its devastating cosequences.....as you've probably picked up by now..i'm no good in that particular subject..but math in itself isn't bad.....that brings me to today's PHILOSOPHICAL STATMENT----When at first you don't succeed, go to lessons...and try and try and try...AND TRY...AGAIN...
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