Wednesday, June 1, 2005

Crap
Sorry I haven't been around lately. You see I was trying to fix my computer one random day while trying to get Pristontale to work again on my computer. I loaded up Spybot and what did it do after I rebooted my comp? It deleted all of my configuration files. So now I can load anything. So I'm without a comp unless I bugger my father to use his, untill I get off my lazy ass and try to fix my own. While I'm at it I'm probably going to crack it open and see if some of my wires going to the Disk Drives are unplugged because for a while after the hurricanes and all the moving around my computer was finished is when the disk drives started to not want to read. So I'm going to work on all of that.

Updates on the happenings:
New comic i'm working on with my friend Erin. It's really adult for my first comic that I seriously think is going to actually be seen by the populous. -_-; It's a yaoi, set in a fantasy realm. Crazy CRAZY shite happens. A lot of sex as well. My friend is friggin nuts. Luckilly the story is completly finished. It's really long. So this should equal out to be a loooong graphic novel. There isn't a whole lot of comedy in it like I had wanted but we're only at 11 pages at the moment. We plan on making a website for it and only have it pencil shaded and stuff like Megatokyo, and then if it's fame grows we'll probably bring it to print and then it will be in toned and inked style. Hopefully I can get all of this to work out.

I'm working 40+ hours each week at Ace Hardware now so that means even more time lost to do anything else.

I graduated from high school and I plan on attending college in the fall.

I'm no longer single, and I really love this kid so it's all good. ^_^

That's what's happening in my life since I last wrote. I'm probably going to go to the library more often and work on there computers.

Alrighty I'm off.

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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

   Last Day; Times of Reflect
Today, May 3rd 2005, is the very last day of my Senior year in high school.

That's it. It's all over. After this it's off to full time at Ace Hardware till I earn enough money for college and then I'll be working towards my Web Design career as well as continuing my art in hopes of becoming a manga-ka.

It's a really scary thought. To think after this it's into the big leagues. I'm no longer mommy and daddys' little girl. Of course since I lack funds I'm still going to be living with my parents for a while but it's still an amazing thing. To think no more roaming halls. No more tardy bells. No more homework. At times it's fun but at times I reflect on what has been fun. You never really realize how much you've done during your childhood and teenage years untill that final day when it finally sinks in. The though that you can't go down to the local park and run around and skin your knees anymore. It's time to be serious and start a new life. Get married and have a family. Grow old and die. It's amazing, and all you can think about is how you want to go back to those days of your childhood and do them over again, or at least sit there as your childhood self and reflect. It's a time where you laugh at how when you were younger all you wanted to do was grow up during those hard times where you were scolded for doing something wrong. All you want to do is grow up. Well, to those of you who are still young and in middle or elementary school, live these years to the fullest. Don't spend your time running out to the mall to have fun, or hanging at the movies as if you're an 18 year old. Go to the park and play in the sand. Goof around. This is your time to do whatever you want and have no responsiblities. When you become 17 and 18+ bills start rolling in. You have a job now and you're paying for things. You have car payments, gas to buy, food to buy etc. soon you're going to be strapped for cash unless you have really generous parents, and even then it's not always good to depend on them because they're not going to be there forever.

I'm saying this to all of you who are young still. Don't waste what you have. Youth is a precious thing and should not be wasted on "Oh I have a boyfriend/girlfriend now." that sentence should not be said at the ages of 10+. I never even knew what sex was at that age and neither should the rest of you. You'll have plenty of time for that later after you graduate from high school. Have fun and be a goofy kid. That's who you are and what you are. Don't waste it because when you become my age and you're on your last day of your senior year you'll be thinking about how you spent your childhood. And if it's full of the same things you're doing right now, you're not going to be all to happy.

Please, hede my views as an 18 year old who spent her childhood at the parks, playing with her dogs, running around with imaginary friends and real friends, making up games and worlds that you could travel to, pretending your a knight battleing a fire breathing dragon, pretending your that dragon. These are all things that should be done as a child and never missed out on because of societies strong hold over childrens minds. It's a wonderful feeling to be able to reflect on this and talk about these things with your friends at this important part in your life.

[wipes eyes] Now I'm getting all teary eyed now. ^_; Be happy and live your childhoods to the fullest. Your not grown yet.
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Monday, May 2, 2005

   Manga Creation
I've been developing multiple different manga ideas and such with either co-authors or just by myself. It isn't an easy task and I still haven't gotten past 20 pages on one comic yet and I've been trying to develop one for over two years now. It's a difficult full time job, especially when you're not even out of high school yet. But what happens when you run across someone who has a story already written to completion and they themselves aren't that bad at art either. O.O You get the idea that you might actually be able to finish one.

My friend, Erin, has been reviseing a story she wrote but a year ago. The story is 8 chapters long but each one is a good 24 pages long at 7 type font. It's a long story and one paragraph alone can equal 3+ pages of a comic. The story is complete, the characters are all well developed. I'm liking this outlook.

Let me go over a little bit about this new comic. It takes place in a fantasy world. The main character is a fairie familiar to a human who is reciting his entire life to a young girl who was interested in her fairy familiars world and life. Unfortunetly for her, his life is filled with rape, drugs, scorn, hatrid, war, love, and revenge. Not to mention his life long partner happens to be one of the race of Paige, a demonic race who rests in between the realms of dragons and fairies. This Paige is also male, so you know where this is leading to.

It's going to be a very graphic novel especially since it seems this is my first one that could possibly make it to book form, hopefully if life doesn't get in the way to much. [shrugs] Once the character designs are finished I might through some pictures up here of them for people to see and check out. I have a thing with bishi guys so if I can't immedietly fall in love with the guy and instantly want the character to be real so I can rape his cute ass, then the character will be trashed. Yes, you'll come to know me as being rather perverted but what's to say to an interesting conversation in one's own millenia?

Well that's it for todays little tid bit of my life. Next post I'll put up images of the main chacters. I still need to completly finish the story itself.
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

   Rant #1
Okay well I did write up a post and hit something and it erased it all so right now I'm rather aggrivated at that. Anyways, I was going to come on and rant about how I stupidly wasn't paying attention to what I was doing while checking out my GB and by mistake deleted someones entry. To whoever posted that entry thank you so much for the comment and I'm really sorry that I deleted your post. I was in the middle of checking out everyones sites that had posted in there to leave a message saying thank you in there own GB and then all of a sudden I go to yours and I hit the wrong link. >< This is where MO needs to come up with a saying stateing "Do you want to delete this entry?" and you have the option of picking 'yes' or 'no'. Really pissed me off so yeah. There's one negative point added to MO. Sorry.

In other news after my recent purchase of the Slayers Try Treasury BGM I have re-adopted by love for the Slayers series. Of course since I grew up with seeing Try I'm planning on heading back over to Suncoast and making another purchase of Slayers Try only on VHS because I'm poor.

Finished my Odin pick. Only in B&W at the moment but I'm working on colouring it. It may take longer than I had originally planned mainly because of my senior year coming to a close on May 7th. OMG I'M ALMOST OUT! It's friggin crazy! So hopefully I'll be able to get it up by next Friday depending on my moods.

And in conclusion here is another one of my most recent obsessions I'm going to just throw up here.

[pukes up the picture and smears it onto the post]



BWAHAHAHAH! This is me after mowing the lawn in my to cool for school BRIGHT orange senior t-shirt. FEAR ME AND MY CAR WASHING SKILLS OF JUSTICE! [insert Stephen Lynch reference here (this man is so god)] But yeah, just bought it. 2005 Scion xA. It's PHANTOM gray. Heheh, it's Phantom. XP [insert my love of Phantom of the Opera here] It's name is Sirius, mainly so I can run around saying "I'm going to ride Sirius!" [insert Harry Potter reference here] Big inside joke amongst my HP fans and of course myself. XP And if you read HP then you'll know as well. XD The man is shmezzy.

Yes well. Not to much else to say. My site I'm working on for my final is almost complete. Here's a pic of what the main page looks like.



When you hover over the little paint brushes they go and bevel emboss themselves. I <3 my nav bars.

Okay that's it for today. Peace Out! XP
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