Thursday, October 20, 2005

I will survive...
I hope for it! I am so depress right now.B'coz I have an argument on one of our line leader,he's actually our former line leader..here's what happened..I was working when he approach me shouting and asking me something..assuming so I thought we are that close to joke around I answered him the wrong answer.He then shoout back at me and defending himself and again I assuned that he was just joking I kid-back and said "Why are you mad?Is there any reason to be mad?" in a loud tone..and then he suddenly got mad and told me not to talk to him that way,and then he walk away.I thought that thing was through he suddenly come back and told my new line leader to talk to me about my attitude coz he didn't like the way I answer..I was like "What the F*ck!..so It was my fault now!"..
I then gain consiousness and answer "you are the first one to shout at me!" and then he again walk away.My line leader ask me what happened and I was already teary-eyed then explaining my side until I didn't help myself to burst-out in tears..until I sob so much and didn't able to speak..so my line leader told me to calm down and we talk later..But I cou;dn't stop crying thinking that there is no way I could depend myself from that as#ho*e..one of my co-worker told me to go out for a sec to calm myself down and she will sit-in for me..and so I did!..But when I got out I even cry so hard than I was inside letting it all out I didn't notice my line leader approach me and again ask me about what happened..more calm now I told her what happenede and admitting my fault on talking to my ex-L.L. in a loud tone but I was just really joking that tim e and I didn't mean to be rude coz I still know where my position is...and that I never tought that he will take it so seriously.She then told me to just forget about it and that she will talk to that line leader about my side.
By now It's been 2 days since that happened and he isn't talking to me since and I didn't even bother to do so.I wasn't even looking at him as of now.
The only thing that's keeping me in this job is my salary and the tought that I only have 2 months until my contract ends and also the bonus that I could get by the month of december...So I do think that I can Survive!!!

By the way my mom told me that they already cancel our buying of the house where we supposed to transfer.She said that we won't be able to pay the amount on that time b'coz by that time I don't have a job anymore and worst I am planning to go back to skul..so there really is a lot of reason for us not to make it.On the 2nd tought I like It that way coz I don't need to leave my friends behind...







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