Monday, January 3, 2005

   N/A
Alright, I think it's about time I'm due for a post here...long overdue, really.

Today marks the last week of our vacation for me. Truthfully, I'm not quite sure I want to go back, but another part of me wants to do so. But, seeing as I've been procrastinating...again... I'll be working and studying this week. Ten school days after next Monday, finals start for us, and I admit I should have been studying or at least looking over my subjects. What will be, will be, I suppose.

oO; Well, things haven't really been on the upside lately...and I suppose they've not been too bad either. Well, maybe a few days ago they were drooping...badly. Maybe...yes it was around Christmas when it wasn't looking too good. Why? I suppose I'd better come clean now, maybe it would weigh better on my conscience. The holidays are supposed to be bright and chipper for most, and I realize that there are many that were probably in the same state of mind as myself... But, very simply put, I was lonely. Not in the truest sense, I'm sure you know, as I had family and some friends. I'm sure you all realize by now where I'm heading with this, and I loath saying anymore, because I feel selfish enough as it is. Some things just aren't possible, and I completely understand, but it doesn't make things any easier to deal with.

Isn't it human nature to be selfish in those ways? Perhaps, and that truely is of little comfort for me, an excuse more so, I suppose.

Anyhow, I'll probably turn around in circles after that, so I'll cut this entry short.
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Saturday, December 11, 2004

   Hmmmm....
Wah! I’ve been neglecting this… Better start posting again…or trying to. Not much has been worth mentioning, certainly not how down I was last week. Oh no, we’ll just veer away from that.

Today wasn’t a bad day at all. Nope…not at all. Despite the fact that my babysitting job was cancelled because of the weather. Actually, we went into the parade at good ‘ole McLean. Actually, it was pretty good. My colt was in it, being led, as he’s a bit too young to be ridden just yet. His name is Zorro…and my other one is Outlaw… I guess you can see where my train of thought was going. Oh well. They’re both sweethearts, really affectionate little guys. Actually, Outlaw isn’t so little!

But, it was good, actually found my mother a Christmas gift, bath salts, because she likes them. Citrus scented. Smells so good. And, at the end of the sale, there was a bunch of draws, raffles, if you will. I had bought six tickets (spent two dollars) to split between a girl and boy bear. I was asked to bring them up to the stage, so I decided to sit on the edge of said stage, thinking it would be ironic if I won them. The first draw, after a few announcements, was for the girl teddy bear. White colored fur, silver and blue dress with a bit of lace and velvet. …ironically enough, I was the one that won it.

Right after was the draw for the second bear; white fur, and dressed in a purple-ish tux. Ron, the one who was announcing the winners, said something along the lines of: “Well, it would seem Brian’s luck is rubbing off on his daughter…” And I won the second bear. A set, huh? Whoo! And…my mom bought four cookbooks, thus winning a draw for a wreath… o.O Weird, huh?

And…that was about all the interesting things that happened… Nothing else really worth mentioning. :mellow:
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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

   Hmmm....
Hm, well, my day was…pretty much the same as all the others…except…

Is it possible to be considered Chinese just because you know how to wield chopsticks?! People at my school seem to think so. Not that I wouldn’t mind being of Chinese or Japanese origin, oh no, I’d rather enjoy that. But, there I was at lunch, draining my noodles before going to eat them. o.O Next thing I know, someone snickers and starts talking about something, and the next thing I know, I’m being called Chinese… Odd, right? People can be so…oh, I don’t know anymore. :mellow:

But, all in all, nothing bright or exciting happened today. And, if something did, someone’s going to have to slap me. XD

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Saturday, November 27, 2004

   ...er... I'unno. -shrug-
What a day! :lol:

I was dragged into the city at around 11:30 this morning, and was up there until around five. Had pictures taken [I hate my pictures] and browsed around other stores. XD I got something I needed…something yellow to complete the “Blue, yellow, and aqua”. I’m not about to say anything about that, though. ^^

My parents made plans again, so we’ll be going over to a friend’s house. The only problem with that is, my friend may not be there. He’s been my best friend since I was very little. [Not kidding either, I’ve known him all my life] But, no need to get nervouse, he’s got a girlfriend, and he doesn’t even see me in that light. Whatever though, it’s best for it to be like that, I’ve got David. <3

Otherwise, the day hasn’t gone too bad, I’ll probably take along my things: sketch book, DVD and a picture or two… But, I think I’ll cut this short for now…I don’t know how much longer I have till we have to go.

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Thursday, November 25, 2004

   Hmmmm
Well, today was…long, as usual. No surprise there.

Other than that, it seems I either have a great deal of people mad or frustrated with me. Mostly, it’s to do with the way I am and act. They tell me I’m withdrawn (and they’re probably right), and…depressed. o.O The depressed part isn’t true…mostly. True, I seem to be…down (Oh, real descriptive there, ne?) more often than not. But, it’s just the way I am. I’m happy enough, don’t get me wrong, it’s just the way I happen to be. And now I have a feeling I’m talking in circles, so, onwards.

But, all in all, today wasn’t as bad as it could have been. Now I’m doing a bit of multitasking…getting a few pictures together and writing down a lot of things, preparing what I need to prepare…and trying to brain-storm on where to take this co-op fanfiction I’m writing with a friend. It's madness, I tell you!

Witty Comment of the Day? Are you kidding? My creativity left...just up and left, said something about refreshing itself elsewhere.

Oyasumi nasai, minna-san.

Lemme.Nice.Comments...Please.
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

   Cool subject? Not today...
Well, today was like any other, long… These past few days I’ve had tests: Physics Tuesday, Math today, and Chemistry tomorrow. Not bad at all, I sail through Math and Chemistry, pretty easy, I’ve got to say.

It seems as though I’m always looking towards the weekends ( and who doesn’t? ), but perhaps for different reasons. One of the most prominent is not because I don’t like or enjoy school…but the fact that it would seem there is quite a few people that have perfected the art of getting on my nerves. And then there’s the matter of gossip…and talking about others. I’ll admit freely that I do occasionally do so, which makes me no better than the rest, but when you constantly hear one of your friends talking about someone else…well, you get the picture, don’t you?

Other than that, things aren’t too bad, so I really can’t complain. Anything special happen today? Let me think…other than the fact that I babysat for about an hour, not much. Babysitting special? Yes indeed, I’ve got to make money somehow, if I ever want to get a plane ticket. ^^ To where? Hm, where else? To see David. –nods-

Announcement of the moment: When life hands you lemons, throw them at people!

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Friday, November 19, 2004

   Whooo! [Not!]
Well, the good thing is....I had the day off of school. An extra day of respite...not that I don't like school....just some of the people in it have perfected the art of getting on my nerves. x.x;

The bad news? I got diddly-squat accomplished. This French project really is going to be the death of me. I think I'll just have to hurry up a bit...er...a lot.

But, otherwise, it wasn't too bad a day. ^^; Joined in another RP at Gaia...a good one too. -noddles- Oh yessums...

Yessums...now where did I get that? I don't know, but, I like it anyway.

Other than that, I managed to change the intro for a person in the tag-team fanfiction I'm writing with a friend. x.X lol; our writing styles are so different at times. He writes in the present and switches into the past, while I write how most fanfictions are: in the past. It just seems to make it easier to visualize.

But, oh well. I'll be editing it to keep his style, but make sure it sounds better. lol.

Lately, my creativity has gone spiraling into nothingness. -gasp!- Oh my! I've still got to reply to the RR between me and another friend! X.x

Oh, I forgot to add what my marks were in each subject.... Meh, I'll stick it right here. XD

Math: 96%
Chemistry: 93%
Accounting: 90%
French: 90%
Physics: 84%

Oyasumi nasai, minna-san.

You see the lil blue link just underneath this sentance? Lemme.A.Comment...Please. ^^
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Saturday, November 13, 2004

   Another day; another moment in time.
Well, today wasn't bad... The babysitting job took till about 12am, and I was paid $35 (Canadian, of course! XD). Drove home and slept until about nine in the morning...holy did they wear me out! lol. Managed to do a few chores and then go online to wait for David to come online.

Unfortunately, mom needed the computer... When she wanted to log into her account, I had MSN for me to appear offline...and he was on. T.T ...sorry David. As soon as I signed out I was like "Crap...real smart, Tanya...you could have said something." I was able to talk with him after, and more tonight. ^_^

Now I'm slowly working through translating a pile of French for my project. Ironically, it's a magazine. It's fun, but due at the end of the week... x.x;

Oyasumi nasai, minna-san.

Lemme.Nice.Comments...please. ^^
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Friday, November 12, 2004

   Hmmm... A long day yet again. [Nov 12/04]
Well, today was...interesting, to say the least. -sigh- Some people don't realize how much the simplest things can hurt someone. Sure, I realize that Sam was joking...but with the way I've been these last few days it didn't matter that she was.

But, I've got Physics and French for homework (insert sarcastic "Yay" here). Oh yes...got my report card. 90.6% average and the thing is that I don't really try. Hmm... I'll have to try now. lol.

^^ Oh, but was my day boosted when I received a PM from David at the forums. Picked my whole day right up. Thanks, hun.

But, now, I've got to drive into town to babysit four boys, younger than seven years old while their parents go to the Paul Brandt concert. Got to make money somehow. ^^;

Oyasumi minna-san.
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