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Monday, January 3, 2005


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Alright, I think it's about time I'm due for a post here...long overdue, really.

Today marks the last week of our vacation for me. Truthfully, I'm not quite sure I want to go back, but another part of me wants to do so. But, seeing as I've been procrastinating...again... I'll be working and studying this week. Ten school days after next Monday, finals start for us, and I admit I should have been studying or at least looking over my subjects. What will be, will be, I suppose.

oO; Well, things haven't really been on the upside lately...and I suppose they've not been too bad either. Well, maybe a few days ago they were drooping...badly. Maybe...yes it was around Christmas when it wasn't looking too good. Why? I suppose I'd better come clean now, maybe it would weigh better on my conscience. The holidays are supposed to be bright and chipper for most, and I realize that there are many that were probably in the same state of mind as myself... But, very simply put, I was lonely. Not in the truest sense, I'm sure you know, as I had family and some friends. I'm sure you all realize by now where I'm heading with this, and I loath saying anymore, because I feel selfish enough as it is. Some things just aren't possible, and I completely understand, but it doesn't make things any easier to deal with.

Isn't it human nature to be selfish in those ways? Perhaps, and that truely is of little comfort for me, an excuse more so, I suppose.

Anyhow, I'll probably turn around in circles after that, so I'll cut this entry short.

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