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Monday, May 30, 2005

   Two more poems...
Fake Reality
Naught to fear.
Nothing to be.
The way I feel,
It’s melancholy.

Can you understand?
Grasp what it is I’m saying?
I’ll only say it once,
So I hope you’re listening.

This loneliness eats me,
It leaves me unloved.
It cuts me deeper,
Than any physical blade.

You see I’m here,
Do you know why?
You seem perplexed.
Here goes, one more try:

Depression holds me,
Its icy clutch tight.
It’s slowly choking me,
I fear and loath it so.

There’s nothing I can do,
And nothing more to say.
You’ve left me, you know.
You’ve left me here alone.

Desire to be held is wrought,
Of fine emotions tied,
Threads strung together,
To withstand the sands of time.

Here is how I see it,
This fragile bond that once was,
It’s fading fast right now.
Will it be whole again?

Can it be repaired,
And be what it once was?
Or is this all a dream,
Some sort of fake reality?

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Let It Burn

You can’t stop it.
It tears me up within.
If you want to know,
I’ll show what I can.

This searing pain,
Cuts me quick.
It festers constantly.
Ever growing.

This swell of emotion,
Flames rising.
Passion, depression.
Let it burn.

Everything simmers.
I’ll let you take a look.
Can I scorch you?
Do you see inside [of me]?

This constant crest,
Complex yet so simple.
It’s driving me
I fear I shan’t stop.

This swell of emotion,
Flames rising.
Anger, desperation.
Let it burn.

Burning me, I
Feel it always.
Shouting, crying,
Bleeding internally.

Emotional blood,
White hot and ice cold.
Struggle to break free.
Never ceasing.

This swell of emotion.
Flames rising
Uncontrollable, unstoppable.
Let it burn.

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Yep...that's all for today... No such speaking about how it's gone just yet... I'll put something up when I get home.
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