Birthday • 1992-09-24 Gender •
Female Location • singapore Member Since • 2007-08-04 Occupation • student/ crazy person /mad insane artist Real Name • Aiko kurobara
Personal
Achievements • finally getting my art teacher to say tat my art work was nice.. Anime Fan Since • 2004... ^^U Favorite Anime • bleach, hellsing, D.grayman, inuyasha, Fullmetal alchemist, naruto, death note, vampire knight, trinity blood, kami.kaze Goals • to be a manga artist Hobbies • anything tat is fun. tat includes, watching and drawing anime, and running into walls Talents • ehh... drawing..?
myOtaku.com: AikoKuroBara
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
sorry for my super long absence...and if u say u miss me, your lying.. *shifty eyes*
heres a lil humor for all of you
i am making fun of the anime bleach. XD
PANDA ATTAAACCKKK!!
One day, a huge robot panda stormed into seretei!!! The evil panda wanted to take over Seretei!! Our heroes try to save the daaaayyy!! The heroes include, soi fon, yourichi, byakuya, kenpachi, shuuhei (the hot guy with 69 on his face), and my darling uryu.
i've been very lazy lately and all i want to do is eat, sleep and draw.
yesterday,i was at a shopping mall when i saw a group of jap high school boys. and one of them totally checked me out. AND HE LOOKED JUST LIEK HOW I IMAGINED TAKEO!! OMFG!!! i couldnt help it, i stalked him.. >.> one look wasnt enough for me. so then i followed him and his friends into a store full of watches. i pretended to look at a watch while he was standing right behind me... *is in totall bliss* i could feeeeel his breath against my neck.. wow~!!! *squeals*
then i "accidently" dropped a one dollar coin and started acting like a damsel in distress... but to no avail.. and btw. i lost one dollar to boot. =.=
note to self: never attempt to flirt.coz u suck so much at it. T_T
i thought i could handle it but then, the other day, i just broke down and cried like a big fat baby.
i talked things out with him. though there were a few moments we yelled at each other but i finally really understood why he decided not to go on with the relationship.
its because of the flings i had. those fucking flings. And also, curiosity DOES kill the cat in my case. i just wanted to know what it felt like doing... all that. and i didnt wait till i had a boyfriend. i couldnt wait.
right. so i regret. i regret and i shall not have anymore flings. no more. no matter how tempting it may be. infact, right now, i feel dirty. i feel... like how i felt after ryan used me. i didnt noe what took me so long to realise tat what i've done is wrong?
well, good things must come to an end. marcus and i broke up because i didnt tell him some stuff i should have told him eariler... so yeap. and he said i LIED. i didnt LIE. i just didnt TELL him. so. oh well. he lied to me too. because he said he loved me. well, i dont think so. coz if he really loved me, he'll forgive me. hmph. too bad, he just lost a good deal. *points to self* :DDD
this is the first time in after a relationship that i'm not crying like an oversized baby. WHOOOSH. coz i already phycoed myself. see? being a pessimist is GOOOOOOD. :D
nontheless. PEOPLE. VISIT MY DEVIANTART ACCOUNT!!
www.aiko-kamero.deviantart.com
I'M IN DESPERATE NEED TO IMPROOOVVVEEEEEEEEE.. =.=
-hello there, i'm a random person who asks random questions to fill up journal entries.
+er... ok
- okay, first question. what kind of stuff do u draw?
+ ehhhh... i like drawing gore and raunchy sex scenes. but more recently i'm into drawing nauseatingly sweet love scenes.
- alright, which of the drawings u have drawn is ur favourite?
+ SINNERRRR.. OMIGODDDD.. I LOVE THAT DRAWING.
- which of ur drawings do u hate the most?
+ erm.... i have no idea. i guess its this drawing of a girl in fighting gear crying... her head was too big for her body and no, shes not a chibi
-whats ur favourite colours?
+ red, black, purple and a certain shade of blue
- dogs or cats?
+ CAAAAATTTTSSS!!!!! :33333333 dogs SUCK.
-what is ur view on homosexuality?
+ homosexuality to me is perfectly normal... if ur a les/gay/bi so be it! i have no idea why ppl are making a huge fuss over homosexuality. T___T btw, YAOI IS GOOOOOOOODDD
-are u les/gay/bi ?
+ lol. if i said i was les or bi, marcus would faint.
-what is ur first childhood memory?
+ my sister squishing a frog to death. i'm serious! my mind has been SCCAAARRREEED by it.
-what were u like as a child?
+ i was.. ehhh.. very talkative, i loved blue ALOT. i loved dolphins coz they were blue... ehh.. i was supposedly "cute". thought goths ans punks were scary. OMG.. THE IRONY. hahaahahaha
- if your old self were to look at u now, would would ur old self say?
+ " MUMMY!! THERE IS THIS WERID GIRL WEARING ALL BLACK STANDING IN FRONT OF MEEE!!'
-which part of your body do u like the most?
+ my leeegggssss... :3333 oh yesh. they are long and sexy and their main purpose is to walk, kick and seduce marcus. XDDD
-which part of ur body do u hate the most?
+ my boobs. they are too fucking small. T_T i've been called an airplane runway.
-recount the happiest day of your life.
+ i've had many happy times in my life. (i'm not emo) but i guess the happiest day is the day when i met marcus for the first time. hahaha.. i was not supposed to meet him but haha! i did! so after seperating myself from my family, i scurried off to meet marcus. and then, after walking and talking to each other for hours, and when it was time for me to leave.. we kissed. WHooOOOooHOOOOOO~! the best feeling i've ever had in ages.
-recount the saddest time in your life.
+ ehhh.. when i found out this guy i really liked for a really long time liked someone who he had juz met in a few days.
marcus is feeling much better. u noe how sometimes, when u cry and then when u sleep after that and then when u get up.. it feels much better? yea.. i guess that kinda happened to him
RYAN talked to me out of a sudden last night. juz as i thought he was dead and gone. POOF he came back to haunt me once again. *dies* we didnt really talk much though. THANK GOD. i was getting very very very freaked out. he acted as if nothing happened. i was kinda pissed at the fact that he took advantage of me and still pretended nothing happened. but what happens if he didnt noe he took advantage of me? hmmmmm...
nonetheless, heres a little "survey"
SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1.Manga
2. Random books
3. lights
4. pens
5. pencils
6. a round penguin
7. SEX TOYS. nah, i'm juz joking
SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1 do you like someone?
yeeeeaaaaaaappp.. :3
2 does someone like you?
YEEEAAAAAAPPPP.. :33333
3 who was your last crush?
eto... this guy who was a gamer and an artist going-to-be... i thought he liked me but in the end he liked this other girl.. =.=
4 have you ever been lead on?
.. whats thaaaattt?
5 have you ever been cheated on?
nope.
6 do you want to be in a relationship?
i'm already in one..
7 do you wanna get married?
maybe. *shrugs*
SEVEN THINGS YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT:
1. Drawing
2. Music
3. my significant other
4. my friends
5. A house
6. my "artistic talent"
7. my art materials
8. my family wait.. there isnt suposed to have a no. 8.. XDDD
SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. whats my significant other doing..
2. why do i keep on sneezing.. =.=
3. i've got noooo insipratiooonn... RAAAAWWRR
4. why cant my family except my draawwiinngss.. rawr
5. yaoi, need.. yaoi.. nooooowww
6. to kill a mockingbird is pretty interesting... O.o
7. if marcus and i were in the shower, naked, he would be- AHEM.MOVING ONNN
SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1 Believe in God?
unfortunetly no. unless there is hard core proof. :3
2 Had a dream come true?
... ehhhhh.. er.... erm..... i dont think so..
3 Read the newspaper?
i only read the comics. :3
4 Pray?
nope
5 Have a best friend?
YEAP. :3
6 Had braces?
-___________- the word is HAVE.
7 Wish on stars?
i cant really see them half the time.. how can i wish on them... T_T
SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
1 Fallen in love?
YEAAP
2 Kiss someone of the same sex?
it wld be nice to try.. I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING!
3 Cheated?
yeeeaaappp... and got away with it.
4. question 4....where arree uuuuu...
5 Ran away from home?
yea. a few times. but i came back coz some freaky old man was staring at me
6 Played strip poker?
i wld love to try..
7 Pulled an all nighter?
eto?
SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1 Cried?
yeap
2 Had fun?
sadly no.
3 Been kissed?
Nope.. >:
4 Felt stupid?
ehh.. i feel stupid half the time... but in the last 48 hours.. was the other half of the time. so no. :3
5 Talked to an ex?
T____T no,
6 Bought anything?
Nope. i'm FUCKING GROUNDED THANKS VERY MUCH. :3
7 Used chapstick?
whats thaaaattt?
yesterday was the day i realised that peoples emotions can change within seconds.
when marcus first called, he was his usually happy self and then.. when it was time for me to call again, suddenly he sounded different.
marcus has family problems... i would love to tell u guys what exactly happened but.. well, i think its private. so er.... yea. but he was VERY upset abt it and i think he cried.
and it was because of this incident that i also learnt that at times like this that u feel the most helpless. i was upset that the only things i could say was "no marcus... dont be like this.. dont be too hard on yourself" and that was it. i couldnt help him solve his family problem no matter how. i was totally helpless. useless. the only thing i could do is lend him my listening ear...
i feel so useless....the only thing i could do in this situation is, sit on my bed, listen and be all upset. i think fate/karma is at it again. torturing me. WHAT DID I DO THIS TIME BITCH!??!!?
sorry for my absense. i felt juz so darn lazy. and also for a fact that nothing much happened...
today, nothing much happened too..
just went to my club...swam a little.. got turned off by some kids even though they were meters away from me.. etoo... bowled a lil and had a few strikes.. (to me getting a strike is a big deal coz i suck at bowling) and walked around a little and saw this guy take a small stingray and throw it into this styrofoam box... .______. the stingray was TOO smaaallll... >A<
i went to marcus's house on friday.. in the end.. yaaayy~!
we had lots of fun.. hahahahhaha... i loved the cuddling in the end.. :3
i went into kitty mode and tried to curl up next to him but my legs cramped up.... T_T so yea..
gooosshh.. i miss him like hell now.. bt then fate had to be a bitch is make my mum ground me.. RAAAWWWRRRR
i read a post made by hitomi's boyfriend in his deviantart account on ppl in singapore being assholes and not giving proper comments on art pieces and also the anime 'society' that only copies the style of animators in japan.. which is very upseting... it just shows how sallow singaoreans are.. and that we are still behaving like a 3rd world country when we are actually a 1st world country. RAWR.
i hate singapore. i want to go to japan and stuff marcus in my suitcase... RAAAWWRRR
i really wanted to visit marcus (who is at home) today, in the morning and skip my literature lessons.. but the fucking angel in my head got to me and i didnt see him. UGH.
so i am visiting him tmmr. I DONT FUCKING CARE.
fridays literature lessons are cancelled so i decided to go and see marcus. FATE! DONT BE A BITCH YEA?
RAAAWWRRRR
i met my friend on the way home. doesnt sound very interesting except for the fact that my friend, i noe doesnt live around the area. and hes not visiting anyone in my area either, coz none of his friends live in my area. so when i saw him, i was very shocked. apparently, he was in my area for tuition.. HMMMM..so after hollering insults at each other, we went our seperate ways. now, i'm super paranoid that hes going to come to my house with his buddies and freak the living daylights out of me.
