Friday, October 12, 2007

hey all.

i've been thinking about it.. and after chatting with sherman, my guy friend... i kinda realised i like being single. and i'm sure tat hideki is not takeo coz well, we cant really talk much to each other... the language barrier is KILLING MEEE.. (btw elves. we speak english all the time here) and the only topic we can talk properly about is sex. T_T and i'm getting quite bored. the mushiness is also getting abit nauseating too. i really like the fact tat hes giving me lots of love and attention.. but... i think its WAAAAAAYY to early for him to be calling me 'hunney'. T____________T

what woke me up from 'i hate being single' phase? the fact that this guy is interested in me.. kukuku... and i found out that, if i'm stuck with hideki, i wont be able to find takeo and meet more guys! they will be all like 'ooohh shes attached.. better not play around or her bf will kill me'

and.. i hate to admit this but........... i like the attention guys give me... *flushes a deep red* i remember the time when i was coming back from my CLB lessons and i was going home with this bunch of guys, 1 year my senior, most of them are very cute. and after they asked whether i had a bf, and i shook my head, i saw some light in their eyes and they started flirting with me. *flushes* so i guess... i'll tell hideki that i'm not ready for a relationship..

OOOH GODDDDD... i dont noe how hes going to take this. *hides in a corner*

SOMEONE TELL ME HOW I CAN TELL HIM ALL THIS WITHOUT BREAKING HIS HEART!!!

oh and try and make it into simple english... >.>

WHY ARE ALL THE GUYS WHO AN SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH IN SINGAPORE LOOK LIKE FUCKTARDS?!?!? (except for christopher..)
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Thursday, October 11, 2007

hey.

omigooodd.. hideki was sooooooooooooooooooo sweet to me last night~!

okay before i continue... i might damage ur brain cells.... skip the next paragraph if u want ur brain.

okay. so u have chosen to loose ur sanity... kukukuku.. anyway, last night was my grandads birthday and it was the first time in a VERY long time tat i stepped out of the house~! woo~! so anyway, hideki took this very small opportunity to see me in person. so he took the cab all the way to see me... (his cab fare cost $16) but he only could see me for a few minutes because my dad was getting very very very suspicious. so... then WE MET~!! and we juz talked abt random things for a while and before i ran off, i hugged him and he hugged me back and gave me a peck on my cheek and i ran off before i got screwed. (omigosh its like an anime) and then he took the cab back home ($ 16) i told him that i was so sorry for making him spend so much money juz to see me for a few miserable minutes and he was like " i'll do anything to see you. no matter how short the time is juz to see u" KYAAAAAAAAAAHHHH~!!!!! *is SUPER happy*

alright. brain damaging part gone.

life at home now is SUPER BORING. nothing to dooo... even if i want to draw, i've got noooo inspiration... i've got the artists block at the PERFECT time. grrrr... my mums being a wee bit too overprotective by not letting me go out.. AT ALL!!! RAAAWWWRRRR!!! oh well...

i guess tatz all for now.. cya~!! :3
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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

ellooooo

nothing much happened today.... juz lazed around and watched pathfinder.... which wasnt very good and very cliched.... T_T the falling off clif part and stuff... the fighting parts were okay.. nice gore here and there...but i prefer 300... with SO MUCH ABS!!

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH~!!!!!

but the storyline was awesome and the fighting was juz as great!!! i LOVE 300!!! btw, i watched it on a VCD. haha... my dad brought me to a VCD rental store and i borrowed 3 VCDs. 300, electra and pathfinder. electra was so-so... but i was very dissapointed with pathfinder... T_T

did u notice i borrowed all action movies..? coz i HATE those cheeshy lidsay lohan kind of movies. GAAAHH..

alright. got to run~! bb~!!
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Monday, October 8, 2007

hellooooo

hideki and i chatted last night and we kinda made it clear to each other that we really linda had sm sort of attraction to each other.. and he always sends me very super sweet goodnight messages... sigh...

but.

his english SUCKS.

SIGGGHHHH... if only he spoke like christopher.. :< oh well, no ones perfect... i'm feeling much happier and much more relaxed now of these days...

strange that i was always so full of emotions when i liked you wei.. now that i've put him aside i seem so much happier.. *shrugs* oh well..

i went to the botanical gardens to day, and my dad and i had some bonding time while looking at the fish in the pond.. i also had fun trying to push him in~! XDD and we met this bunch of english tourists who were making a big deal of the commonest of common birds in singapore. they were like "oh~! tats the call of the common mynar.. beautiful isnt it?" and i was like " well, that particular call irritates the fuck out of me. T___T"


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Friday, October 5, 2007

hey..

good news~! i'm out from hospitaall~!

*throws confetti*

and i dont need to go to school~! yaaayy~! whooohooooooo~!!!! before i was discharged, my art teacher (who likes to scream) and two other folks from my class came and yes... one of them is jed. who.. likes me. *shudders* hes not ugly. its juz tat.. i juz dont like him. as in.. i have absouletly no feelings for him. and he was trying to get fresh with me. T__________T and i promptly smacked him with my manga. :3

i think i might have found takeo, my dream guy~!

*swoons*

but his english isnt very good.. sadly.. :< but we have ALOT in common.. like our love for visual kei music and cats~!!! :3 haha.. hes romantic too~! OOOOOO.... but..

HES GOT A GIRLFRIEND WHO IS A BIMBO.

she was like. " lao gong(husband)~~ i lurve u alooot~~~ muackzzz.. i hope u feel the same way for me~!! muackzz."

i promptly vomitted over my keyboard. (i read that message over friendster. which is smth like myspace)

but he gave me LOTS of hints that he was interested in me... -.- i didnt do anything!! i swear~! he made all the moves!! not me!! >.>

and i'm feeling MUCH better. :3

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Wednesday, October 3, 2007

hey..

my folks from school came to see me... i wasnt too happy considering the fact that i never really liked them in the first place...

even though they make me laugh, they always say mean things to me and *sniffs* i dont like tat..

jowin came.. he lay on the bottom of the hospital bed and curled up like a kitty.. awwww~!!! i couldnt help myself but to stroke his hair... :3

i wan a kitty!!! :<

oh and a hot doctor came to take blood from me this morning... i coudnt stop myself from thinking he was a hot vampire taking blood from me.... *melts*

shit. vampire knight is getting to me.... >.>
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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

helloooooooo....

being in hospial SUCKS. T.T i thought HBO was a really good channel...* looks at two characters making out in an really ugly way*

i changed my mind.

i went for a CT scan... i dont really noe how to explain how it went, but i was pretty normal... >.>

old ppl scare me... and there are PLENTY in this crappy hospital.. grrrr....*kills random old patient* and nurses are evil too.. they made me starve before the scan... *kills random nurse* they woke me from my peaceful slumber juz to take my blood... >.>

i hate them...

grrrrr
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Monday, October 1, 2007

horrors of horrors...

Aiko-chan is in HOSPITAL!!! noooooo..... apparently, i've been sick for the past week due to some thingy... >.> but it has to do with my liver... O.o i dont noe... nobody noes yet till i go for my liver ultrasound... >.> dont worry.. it wont hurt... i hope.. O_O

you wei and yuki visited me yesterday. well, you wei made it clear to me that he does not like yuki and stuff like that. so i wasnt reall worried. lol. yuki was so sweet!!! she bought me flowers!!! which were... >.> pink. she said the red ones werent very pretty... oh well. nonetheless, i glomped her when i recieved the flowers. :3

now to you wei.

well, he wasnt exactly all concerned abt me or anything and he behaved as if he didnt really care.. then when yuki left, i hugged him (i've always wanted to) but he didnt seem very happy abt it. then he told me that friends dont hug and that he was uncomfortable because of that. i was very upset and i cried... but i'm okay now.. i coudnt have expected more from him anyway. T_T

and,

JOWIN'S COMING TO SEE MEEEEEE~!

he sounded soooo concerned... awwww *glomps jowin plushie* lol. he was like... aww don worry, jo jo (thats his nickname. mines vivi XD) i here..

AWWWWWWW~!!!!

i look like a frog with my swollen eyes.
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Thursday, September 27, 2007

OMG

SAAVVVEE MEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well.. *shivers*

my friend of mine... had this dream *sniffs* and.. *shivers* *sniffs* he said he.. he... saw..

me

and this 24 year old guy i noe.

GETTING MARRIED

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO

*soul leaves my body*
*miffy grabs soul and stuffs it back in*

*struggles*

*dies*

by the way i was sick for 3 days in a row and couldnt got to school.. T_T
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

yolz

rawr. i didnt go to school again today. my fever was up in the morning juz before school.. T_T

so i guess i wont get birthday bashed at all~!

WOOOOOOOOO!!!

other than that, the day was pretty boring...

AND I CANT DRAW GOOD STUFF!!!

RAAAAAAAAWWWRRR!!! *kills random people*
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