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• singapore
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• 2007-08-04
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• student/ crazy person /mad insane artist
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• Aiko kurobara

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• finally getting my art teacher to say tat my art work was nice..
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• 2004... ^^U
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• to be a manga artist
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• ehh... drawing..?




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Monday, December 24, 2007

i've just been so darn lazy lately. i dont feel like doing anything at all...

i'm currently dating my ex aufa... remember? yeap. things arnt exactly moving between us at all... oh well, all the more. i feel like i need to sort things out in my head.i dont feel like myself. + he lost his phone and is waiting for a replacement.

its like. i dont know how to explain... i feel really empty again... i feel almost as if i'm going into depression again. My school people taunted me online. saying mean stuff to me. indirectly saying that they hate me and have no respect for me etc.

and i'm starting to feel lonely.

i dont noe why. even though my best buddies are still talking to me and stuff, i still feel really lonely.. my phone is awfully quiet... no ones calling.. no ones smsing me just to talk anymore. Even though i'm really not alone.. i feel that i am alone.

gah. there i go again being my emo self. my family just called me sick just because i like yaoi and draw... naked women... its a different form of art. and i'm sick for drawing a different form of art. how nice. so what. i must draw butterflies and faries and women with clothes on. and no,no, there must not be a single drop of blood in the drawing. otherwise i would be "sick"

i got to admit. my drawings are a lil mature. if u cant accept it, then shut up dont call me sick.

and all that just made me feel lonlier.














i really miss him.
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