myOtaku.com: Aikou no Shinzui

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-02-25
Gender
• Male
Location
• Ask I'll be glad to tell you.
Member Since
• 2005-04-12
Occupation
• O.o Meh
Real Name
• Ryan.

Personal

Achievements
• Um..Being able to write decently. Becoming good at RPing. Being able to keep myself entertained for large ammounts of time.
Anime Fan Since
• Pokemon came out? XD
Favorite Anime
• Bleach/Full Metal Alchemist/Naruto/Outlaw Star/DearS. Manga: Aishiteruze Baby,Futari Ecchi, Bleach, Naruto, Ai Yori Aoshi.
Goals
• Find a goal...::Sigh::
Hobbies
• Anime, Reading manga sometimes,Writing, Singing...Rping.
Talents
• Giving Advice, though I may be somewhat cruel when giving it. Singing, Rping, Writing(Poetry mostly).

myOtaku.com: Aikou no Shinzui

Thursday, April 14, 2005

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Hello everyone...damn...today was rough as hell...but even worse omaesan, Emily...After..an incident with her father she ended up cutting, and...well I wont get into detail...

When I heard her tell me to stop her, I was already beginning to draw the conclusion that something like that had happened, but I wasn't sure, I hoped it was more like eating too much ice cream, but seems I wasn't that lucky. After a two hour long conversation, yelling fits, major use of the word fuck, and attempts at comforting her as best I possibily could,he had to go...And I was left with; Is she going to be alright? Is omaesan emily going to be alright? Will she keep her promise and not cut again? I trust her...but I'm still worried...

She thought she fucked/fucks up my life with her problems, when that is surley not the case, she makes my life brighter, no matter what...she gives me love, and a reason to wake up in the morning. She makes my life alot better then bad, she needs to under stand, and fully understand I love her unconditionally.

She said I only know her on a certain level, of course thats true, but I know her enough to love her, which is quite alot, isn't it? In any case she thought she was a horrible person, why I don't even know or remember, but I know she isn't a horrible person, shes a magnificent person, caring kind and sympathetic, beautiful and loving, and I can't get enough of her...Don't think your horrible omaesan.

I don't know what else to say exept that I love her with all my heart...and that...I hope she can fall into my arms soon, and that...soon...it will be a fully real hug...rather then just words..and I seriously, cannot wait...but I will...I dont want too.....at all, but I will, for her...Because I don't want to live without her at all cost...I love you maesan, Emily.
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