myOtaku.com: Aikou no Shinzui

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-02-25
Gender
• Male
Location
• Ask I'll be glad to tell you.
Member Since
• 2005-04-12
Occupation
• O.o Meh
Real Name
• Ryan.

Personal

Achievements
• Um..Being able to write decently. Becoming good at RPing. Being able to keep myself entertained for large ammounts of time.
Anime Fan Since
• Pokemon came out? XD
Favorite Anime
• Bleach/Full Metal Alchemist/Naruto/Outlaw Star/DearS. Manga: Aishiteruze Baby,Futari Ecchi, Bleach, Naruto, Ai Yori Aoshi.
Goals
• Find a goal...::Sigh::
Hobbies
• Anime, Reading manga sometimes,Writing, Singing...Rping.
Talents
• Giving Advice, though I may be somewhat cruel when giving it. Singing, Rping, Writing(Poetry mostly).

myOtaku.com: Aikou no Shinzui

Friday, April 29, 2005

Meh.
Hey everyone, shall we once again go down the path of never ending BULLSHIT? Lets, shall we?

Well well well...another somewhat fucked up day...HORRAY!!!!!...Meh

Well, I'm still slightly sore, by the end of tomorrow it SHOULD be gone...thank the lord..and damn my freaking unathetlicness...o.o

For the most part the day was OK...but....alot of confusion on my end...

Lets see, first off...the girl I like, sorta...well..said she might like another dude, but that quickly faded to my relief...I believe it was just a want for a boyfriend, more then anything else...jealousy...is a bitch..ah well...its over and she dun like him..so its all good...Sort of.

Well then,theres margot...she told me something, somewhat interesting before bed. She had told me her friend, that is similar to me, asked her out...after a little more talking...she said she was going to bed, I tolded her to wait, and asked her if she made a decision or not, she said she hadn't...then..after a min or two, before she went to bed, she said, "And just to let you know, I liked to be loved and cared for" "Hint hint " "-_-" So....erm...any idea what the hell that was about? ::Raises an eyebrow slightly.::

Well besides all that, which wasn't too bad. A hour or three ago, I found myself...kinda upset, a lil emotional, which isn't a suprise or anything, I'm an emotional guy, less then I used to be, unfortunately. I preferred being emotional than somewhat numbed, compared to before I am...because...well for instance, I could cry often...with ease..it isn't so easy anymore. My friend and I came to the conclusion that its because I don't think about the past, and because of that, its have an effect on me emotionally, and how I handle things...great. ._. I did finally let out a WHOPPING TWO TEARS....sad that I could count them...gah.

Oh well..anyways, that was my day, hope everyones was good! And will be good. Take care everyone, later!
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