myOtaku.com: Aikou no Shinzui

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-02-25
Gender
• Male
Location
• Ask I'll be glad to tell you.
Member Since
• 2005-04-12
Occupation
• O.o Meh
Real Name
• Ryan.

Personal

Achievements
• Um..Being able to write decently. Becoming good at RPing. Being able to keep myself entertained for large ammounts of time.
Anime Fan Since
• Pokemon came out? XD
Favorite Anime
• Bleach/Full Metal Alchemist/Naruto/Outlaw Star/DearS. Manga: Aishiteruze Baby,Futari Ecchi, Bleach, Naruto, Ai Yori Aoshi.
Goals
• Find a goal...::Sigh::
Hobbies
• Anime, Reading manga sometimes,Writing, Singing...Rping.
Talents
• Giving Advice, though I may be somewhat cruel when giving it. Singing, Rping, Writing(Poetry mostly).

myOtaku.com: Aikou no Shinzui

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh..
Well...Life as it normally is, is confusing as FUCK! What can I really expect, though..

Oh well, haha, thats life...I'm becoming a person that says that often...Ah well!

I'm still ruddy confused about the Danielle and Jackie thing...I really care for Jackie, but she isn't here...But I really care about her...but I know she doesn't even do the online thing anyway,so I shouldn't feel bad or anything, but I can't help it...I just feel so close to her...and...I dunno...I just feel such a strong connection I haven't felt in so long...I love her, as a friend or something more, I don't know...this feels alot like the past loves I've had...which really isn't a good thing...

But then there is danielle, when I'm with her, I forget about everything else...But the same is with Jackie when we talk. But I can look into danielles beautiful eyes, and see her smile, which brings the same to my face...And hug her, damn I loved that hug...I dunno what to do, or even how SHE feels yet...I intend on finding out monday though, may even tomorrow...who knows.

I really hope its just a strong infatuation, I really do...But that would mean most of my other relationships were just that too...I don't know...I wouldn't mind that, but that would mean I lied when I said I loved them...but atleast it wasn't on purpose...

Bloody hell this is complicated! It may not even be, it may be simple from someone in a second person view, but...it isn't for me.

::Sighs::

Well, Jackie and I started writing a story together, we have two chapters, six pages total, and so far its a brilliant beginning. I know, I know..its a bit short...I was hoping for 5 pages each chapter, but...yeah...I'm still new to this so meh...Its all good, and I'm pretty proud of myself. I can't wait to start writing chapter three.

Oh, if anyone wants to read the story, IM me sometime..or PM me..^^

Take care all~~~ And please comment~!
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