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Monday, May 30, 2005


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Well, I've realized I'm a bloody fucking idiot for what I wrote in Jackies comments...which was basically saying everything I said yesterday about her in this post and more..V.V

Well evidently her friend Phil likes her, and...I'm not going to compete...I don't want too, and I realized something else...

I can't be with her, damn it. As much as I care about her, and everything...she isn't HERE...I suck with long distance, I do...Why? Because...I end up feeling useless when I can't help with a hug, or something. And...I dunno, I just don't handle it well. And I DO NOT!!!!!!!!!!!! want our relationship hurt because of this..I want it to stay how it is forever. I'd perfer it...As long as she doesn't mind me getting a bit jealous of whoevers shes with, I'm fine...

Sorry if I upset you Jackie...you know I never want too.

Well thats it for this post, later all.

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