Saturday, June 18, 2005

   Long post. o.o..Ee.
Hey everyone! Heh, well...my day had its ups and downs! But more ups! Definitely. ^^

Well,I woke up; changed clothes; went to Aarons; came home; got ready; Mom came home; Jeremy told Mom about a garage sale; We went there; got exersive equipment; came home; got in the car soon after.

Now, since Mom pulled into the yard, we have to drive out through the yard, and guess what? We hit a bump! Guess what again? The exhuast fell off. -.- Yup, mofo hit the bump and there ya go, mofo fell off. Cool huh?--No.

Well, work itself was alright...Exept when I was trying to put butter knifes in their respective places, and dropped them on the ground...just after they were washed...Meh. I hate making mistakes, and doing things like that...makes me feel like shit...but that's life sometimes, eh? Lol

Soon after that though, maybe--maybe 20 mins, Elizabeth ask me to take out a trash can full of beer bottles out to the dumpster, so I do that, and I acidentally put it in the wrong one...And this guy, evidently named Ron, which is apparently Erics(Owner.) Father! He said something to the effect of "It goes in the RIGHT dumpster, the RIGHT one! Get it right next time!" It wasn't so much what he said, but rather the tone that he used when saying it. After that, I walked back into Mojos, just beginning to hold back tears and I asked where to place the trash can and I put it where it was suppose to be...

I walked back into the kitchen, and realize that a few minutes prior to me going outside, Mom had told me dad was waiting outside. (Mom is the manager, if you didn't know...) So I went outside, and sat down. I was pretty upset...and I was trying really hard to fight back tears. He asked how it went(Dad did.) and I said it went alright. Then he asked what was wrong, so I said nothing like three times, since he asked me that many times, or so...Well then I started to let tears fall when we started to pull away. Damn it, I couldn't help it. Then Dad was telling me I shouldn't take things personally(Understandable.) but of course I retorted stating that I couldn't really do that...I couldn't really help it. I tried, I tried, I tried, I tried...it didn't work...But oh well, I got a good cry which always freakin' owns.

Well when I got home, Amanda was on the porch; Guess who she was talking too? You guessed right, Steffanie. :P Well, I grabbed a little bit of something to eat(Yeah, that was all I ate..two pieces of pizza...all day..My appetites being really weird lately.)all day. She wanted to hang out and watch a movie with her friend in Antsville, I think it was? So she came over, and I got in with a piece of pizza in hand. XD Then I ate it, of course, and we started off.

To make a longer story short, we couldn't find her, and she called Steffanies Moms house, heh...Steffanie told her mom we'd be there...but..yeah...Heh...I really hope she isn't in trouble...

Well, we went to the park, and it was really nice out. The moon was out, and it was setting a very nice light...though there where normal lights, but still! Nothing beats moon light. So we played around in the kiddy train, haha, and just talked and had fun. ^^ Which it was indeed very fun. She definitely cheered me up.
Well we got home, I showed her around my house a little bit, and we went up to my room where amanda was talking on the phone with..someone or another while laying in my bed. (Cord phone is in my room, she does that when the cordless dies...<.<...>.>...) We listened to music a little bit, then she said (For like the third time. XD ) that she should get home, and that every time I whimpered(I do a little puppy whimper..<.<...)she had to stay. XD Or something similar to that. So we finally went downstairs, got outside, I opened the door for her, and I turned around and we hugged for a while. Mmm...I wanted to just stay like that forever, heh...then I moved my head back a little bit, and I looked into her eyes, moved foward and we kissed a few times. ^^ It was quite nice really, heh. That's all I'm gonna say. XD For fear of making Steffanie blush harder then she probably already is. o.o Woot for Ryan. Hah. I made a comment that I sucked at kissing but she said I was alright, and that I just needed practice. XD I was like "Fine by me." heh. After that I just hugged her for a moment or two, and she had to go...So unfortunate. Heh...^^ So, I'm rather happy. Lol.Yay! It's hard to be around her and not smile. ^^ I miss her! Lol. Jesus, I hope I'm not being obsessive...maybe it's because tonight I'm just...kinda emotional, my emotions are everywhere really...I was like Bi Polar today.XD...One minute I was exetremly sad, next I was brilliantly happy, then sad again. O.o It was strange, but not horrbile or anything. ^^

Well that's it for the uber long entry!
Take care all!
-Ryan.
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