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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
...o.o...
...I'm in a really odd mood...and I don't really like it...
All of a sudden I'm paranoid, about what? Well first let me ask you a question
Have you ever been so in love with someone, that you want to be absolutely perfect for them? Even when you know you can't be...-Perfect.-...?
Yeah, well...that's pretty much how I feel...Also, I'm paranoid about a very heavy, and deep fear of mine...which is...
...Well, pretty much...Being unsatisfying in bed...If you get my drift. <.< Which I'm sure most of you, if not all of you, do...
That's like, all I'm worried about...But it's been a fear of mine for years...I can't help it, at all...I just...forget about it, until it's somehow thought of again...then I go through this...
Extreme paranoia...Well not that bad...but I worry about it...Alot...I mean, Sex isn't the biggest thing...But I don't want to be unpleasing...you know? I want to satisfy my lover...I don't want to suck...I wanna be good, if not great. O.o Fantastic, magnificent. Lol...I'm a romantic, what can I say? Being a romantic is one of the only things I have going for me, other then my wonderfully charming girlfriend Steffanie.
:: Sighs. :: Well, in other news I talked to her(Steffanie.) for like Three-Four hours earlier...I had alot of fun talking to her, it was awesome...We have so much in common, and I can read her thoughts at times...We really have a fantastic connection. ^^
Well, I guess that's all...
-Ryan.
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