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Wednesday, November 17, 2004


11/16/04
kari asked me the other day when was the last time my mom or dad told me they loved me - or hugged me. i couldnt remember. can u remember when the last time ur parents said that to u?

kari asked me if i kno my parents loved me or not. i told her that i didnt kno because they never tell me. my dads too wrapped up in either : work, smoking, drinking, sleeping, or computer game (Star Craft) <--which is a pretty good game... my mom is always yelling, nagging, screaming, sleeping, doing too busy to do anything with me. now she has a reason for doing all the things she's always done : her brother died.

she acts the same tho. she just has a reason now. u may think its mean of me to say so, but its true. i just went to hug her and she kept on watching tv so i turned and left. she asked me wat i was doing when i was walking away. i told her i guess the tv was more important than a hug from me. she continued watching tv and i have now retreated to this computer.

am i being selfish? is everyone treated liked this? the way kari was looking at me when i answered in the negative to her questions just made me think about it. i always thought it was normal... but is it?

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