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Thursday, November 25, 2004


Thanksgiving
I have been wondering what I am thankful for. The only real thing I am thankful for is... here. Everyone here is so much more caring than any where else I have been.

I am thankful to be alive. I almost killed myself the other day. I had a friend on aim screaming at me not too and I felt so alone. All my friends have guys who treat them right, parents to give them money and presents, and seem to not have a care in the world.

I don't think I will go to the police. The belt marks went away yesterday. I can't see any bruises, so it must have been not that bad of a beating, right? If there aren't any marks, she must've hit me that hard. The only thing that hurts is my shoulder... and I don't remember hurting it.

I had my friend ask her mom if I should go to the police because I need adult advice (no offense to all you guys out there). The answer came out negative. Even if it was a positive answer, I still do not think I would have gone. If she does it again, I will. It has been nice since she did it though, we havn't spoken since then. My life seems a little more peacful.

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