Thursday, February 17, 2005

   HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KAORU!!!!!!!
Yeah, it's Kaoru's (from Dir en Grey) birthday!!! Today he is 31, but he is still a sexy old fart! :P Bloodandtears and I basically did the same thing we did yesterday. We dressed up like j-rockers and wore purple nametags that said "My name is... I LOVE KAORU!!!" Yay! My other friends who aren't into j-rock think I'm crazy. IT'S NOT A CRIME TO BE OBSESSED OR CRAZY, AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I AM!!! LEAVE ME ALONE, I DON'T HAVE PROBLEMS!!! Eh, sorry. Random outburst. ^-^ For Kaoru's birthday, I wore the nametag and styled my hair in an odd way, wore a pair of torn jeans, a black tank top, and a sheer black top with ruffle sleeves over it. I don't know what is with me and ruffles lately, maybe Mana (from Malice Mizer) has taken over my body. o.0 Scary. Anyhow, here a pics of Kaoru!!!


Kaoru: *gasp* What's that? Shinya: Hide me from the scary fangirls, Kaoru! Oh, no! My doggie!!!


My favorite pic of Kaoru-san! ^-^


I want my hair dyed like that!


Kaoru with black gauze over his face... *sighs* ^^


Kaoru with a fan. ^^


I just love Kaoru's hair. It's always changing. ^_^


The voices in my head tell me that a obsessed fangirl is coming this way...


Kaoru without makeup!!! *hotness*


Ooooh, Kaoru's been kissin' somebodeey.... oooooh...


The bluriness makes you feel like you're drunk... @_@


This one's for you, Kei-chan and jrockfangurl! ^^

Okay, I'm done with the pics and the obsessing. ... Alright, I lied about the obsessing part. ^^ Today was okay, I guess. I got to buy a book at the book fair at school about a girl who sees into the future and her best friend is missing. I just read it today and I'm on page 41, so I guess it's alright. It's called Preminitions. Yeehaw. Also, today was the last day of P.E. (yes!) but next I have study skills with Mr. McCrackhead. Curses! *shakes fist at sky* We had to watch a musical today on aparthied in South Africa called Sarafina! and bloodandtears and I were talking in Japanese all during 6th period. It was awesome. ^^ Also, I finished my homework in 7th period, so I suppose everything is going alright. Except that bloodandtear's dad caught her on the computer at 4 o' clock last night. Ouch. >.< I don't think I have anything else to babble about mindlessly to you guys except to watch out for Kei-chan and jrockfangurl today. It's Kaoru's birthday and they're gonna celebrate! Take cover! (Jk, jk. You know I love you guys. *hugs*) I gotta go, bye, and Happy Birthday to Kaoru-san!
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

   Happy Birthday, Nimura Taoru!!!
Yup, that's right. It Kyo's birthday!!! *in Gir voice (from Invader Zim)* I'm dancin' like a monkey! ^^ Anyhow, bloodandtears and I celebrated and it was fun. She made nametags for us that said "My name is... I LOVE KYO!!!" I wrote the kanji for Kyo on my hands and I even wore a special outfit for this occasion, even though I look like a goth ballerina. -_-; I wore a black shirt with ruffles, lace and ribbons (bloodandtears said it reminded her of Mana :P), my black courduroy (sp?) pants, all my usual jewelry, my hair combed in my face, and my awesome black shoes. I had fun today. Now for pics of Kyo!!!















I love Kyo. ^_^ Sorry about the lack of pictures. he's still hot, though. ^^ Ugh.. I ate a small bag of pretzels and I feel like I'm gonna puke. Too salty. -_-;

Last night's orchestra concert sucked. We had to wait FOREVER for the sixth graders to finish. Then we had to get up on stage on our pieces and they were horrible. My orchestra teacher was also really pushy. I wasn't expevting anything more, though.

I don't think I have anything else to say except that I'm worried about Purgatory... she's been having some problems. *sniffs and hugs* Poor Purgatory. Well, I gotta go. Bye!
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

   Konnichiwa, crazies!
Hi, everyone. I'm back. Ugh... I have an orchestra concert tonight so my time on MyO will be limited. T.T Me sad.

Anyhow, I got a teddy bear yesterday from my parents because of Valentine's Day and all and I decided to name it Shinya because they both are so kawaii!


Awww... ^^

I'm so pathetic... I'm naming teddy bears after j-rockers now... o.0 Anyhow, bloodandtears gave me special Gackt pictures today... (PM me if you want to know.) He may be full of himself, but he's hot! ^o^ I also woke up at 6:15 this morning to paste pictures of j-rockers on my binder and people started freaking out whenever they saw Mana from Malice Mizer. It's not his fault that he's pretty!



My friend Dylan started talking about stupid stuff today. For instance, he started daydreaming and made up a stupid story where InuYasha dyed his hair purple and wore a purple kimono. And instead of having Tetsusaiga, he had a pimp cane that he used to beat Naraku with screaming, "DIE, MONKEY, DIE!!!" Also in science class we were talking about mixtures and crap like that and he started talking about Juicy Juice. o.0 Dylan needs help. Oh, also, it was really funny because he called Mana gay and I made him apoligise by persuading him with select few pictures of Japanese girls... it was funny. ^o^

I feel bad for bloodandtears, she has to wake up at like 4 in the morning to get on the computer... poor thing. Oh, did you guys hear? Kei-chan got her hair dyed red!!! Whoo!!! ^^

I gotta go check out all of your sites. Don't worry, I'll babble later. Bye!
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Monday, February 14, 2005

   Valentine's Day... Kill me.
Ugh. It is Valentine's Day, the holiday that I loathe more than all of the others. Valentine's Day is nothing more than a holiday that a green card company started in the 1900's and named after St. Valentine to make money. How very stupid American culture is... Japanese culture would never have such ludicrous ideas... grr. (I just realised that a lot of people say "Happy VD." That could also mean "Happy Venerial Diseases"... o.0)

Sorry for being so angry about that, it's just that it makes people feel really bad if they don't have anyone. I know, I've been through it when I was younger. It is not a pleasant feeling. Anyhow, my weekend was all right. My brother went to his friend's house for the weekend (YAY!!!) and my parents and I went to go see "Blade Trinity" at the movies. It was awesome, there was a cute little paumeranian vampire dog and some vampire dobermens. So kawaii. ^.^ I also rented "The Grudge" and it was good, but not as good as "Ju-on", the original Japanese version. I also went to the gym and ran on the treadmill for 30 minutes, which was awesome. It made me feel really good. On Sunday I went shopping with my mom and I got a pair of gym pants, three pairs of underwear, and two pairs of pants. Yeehaw. Today we had a health fair and I got to poke some human lungs. Bloodandtears and I were the only girls who did it, but it was fun. My hands smelled like fish afterwards, though. >,< They also gave out loads of free stuff, so that was cool (yeah, I know I'm cheap, so shut up). I've been staring at my bookmark that has a picture of Naraku on it that bloodandtears got me... ^^

Since it is Valentine's Day, I will be slightly festival and provide you with pictures of J-rockers. Enjoy.


Totchi is a bleeding heart. ^^


Kyo-sama! *bows*


Kaoru!!! ^^ (For Kei-chan. ~.^)


Die... *drools* (For Purgatory. ^^)


Shinya, kawaii smokin' hottie. ^_^


Miyavi-kun is so kawaii!


How can Miyavi be so hot?


Even though he is a jerk, I agree that Gackt-san is hot.


Malice Mizer... *drools*


It's Nightmare!!! *glomps*


Hitsugi... oh... *heart flutters*


D'espairs Ray!!! (Zero is SO hentai... :P)

Okay, I gotta go, my mom is almost home. Bye!
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Friday, February 11, 2005

   YATTA!!!!!! ^_^
Muhahahahahahahaha!!! My parents banned me from the internet and encrypted the link to the internet, but I found a flaw in their security net! They just can't face that their teenage daughter knows more about computers than they do. Imbeciles.
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   Konnichiwa!
Hello, everyone. I'm back at school and there is an adult right beside me and she doesn't even realize that I'm on the internet. Sad, eh?

I feel like crap. I have caught a cold from my brother when I am just getting over pneunomia. Grr... Anyhow, yesterday I was on the verge of cutting. School work was piling up, some jerk started spreading rumors about me (I threatened to rip his tongue out, by the way), and I felt like I was a poser. I don't know why, I just felt that way. I had to write reminders on my legs to not cut myself. I wish I could just be better and not have to worry about crap like this. Life sucks, but we have to catch each other when we fall.

Bloodandtears has been reading her InuYasha books from Japan like crazy. She's already on like 28 and she started on 11 this week! It was sad because she was flipping through 38 and she told me that Naraku gave Kagura her heart, finally. But he stabbed her and killed her. Bloodandtears said the look on her face would make a grown man cry. Naraku is so mean, but he's so hot and so smart! Psychostalker9 and I are about the only fangirls of Naraku on MyO! Everyone else is a Sesshomaru fangirl (so am I, I have a plushie of him ^^). Naraku needs love too! Even if he is evil and has demons growing out of his body sometimes... -_-;

I am so angry. My parents encrypted the internet at home so I can't get on it! I think my mom is the only one that knows it...

It was so funny in orchestra today because everyone started making the noise from "The Grudge" and our teacher got really mad. This guy started freaking out too, it was awesome! ^^

Last night I worked on a project for school for more than 3 hours. My mom tried to help but that didn't make things any better and I didn't get all of it done. Oh, well. Screw school. I don't like that teacher anyway (even though I have her for 3 periods... >=()

I don't know if I will be able to post on Valentine's Day, so here is a picture to celebrate.


Love hurts, doesn't it?

Well, I must go. 3rd period is almost over!
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   Eh...
Hello, everyone. It's me, Aimai-Kagura. I don't know if any of you are going to read this, but I'm living and not in the mental hospital. Thank god. Thank bloodandtears for posting for me, please!

Yeah, my parents found out that I was cutting again when I promised to stop. I carved "FAILURE" and the anarchy sign into my skin. They started screaming and me and crap like that because I lied to my psychiatrist and they don't want me to kill myself. I'm going to give it up. What's the point when your only source of realease in the one that holds you captive? All I've recieved from it is a load of crap and a body covered in scars. Yeah, life sucks, but we have to make the most of it before we are forgotten and lay in our grave.

Anyhow, bloodandtears thinks I'm crazy. It's not a sin to be in love with Naraku!!! He is hot and sexy, even when he does have weird stuff coming out of his body! I like that! (o.0 Be quiet!) My doctor put me on wellbutrin and paxil, so I'm a little crazier than usual. Not my problem, though. I've been spasing out about Naraku so much that I've wrote his name in Hirigana and Kanji on everything I can get my hands on! He rocks!

I'm posting at school and the librarian is starting to get suspicious, so I suppose I need to get off. CURSES!!! I'll try to visit your sites. Bye!


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Friday, February 4, 2005

It's bloodandtears, not Aimai-Kagura.
Aimai-Kagura is grounded from everything, so I'm posting for her. She was caught cutting. Her phsyciatist might send her to a mental hospital.

I talked to her on the phone last night. It hurt that I couldn't do anything for her. We mostly cried but she can't go to that place! They can't take her away! I really wish everything was back to the way it was.

I don't know how much I'll be posting. I don't even know how long she will be here, where I can see her everyday. Today could be the last day she stays here. She can't go! I don't want her to go! Life is so harsh. I wish I could wash away all of the fears and problems in this world. If it be just nature. Humans are so stupid!!! We created this world when people could be happier with simplicity. I wish the world would stop turning. Just stop for one minute. Just so I could feel true happiness for that small moment...
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   Happy Birthday, Hisashi!
Yay! Today is Hisashi's (from Glay) birthday! He is alive, unlike Kami (T.T) and is the guitarist of Glay. He is also very cute, ne?



By the way, is it just me, or are almost all of the J-rocker's birthdays in February? Anyhow, it was so funny today because in Social Studies, bloodandtears was staring at her notebook with TONS of pictures of all the J-rock guys she likes and I dared her to make out with the folder. She didn't, but she licked and I had to stop myself from busting out laughing. I licked the other side of her binder and when she picked it up, she could see the saliva shining on it and she almost puked. It was hilarious. ^^ Also, today we had to write a story where someone calls up on the telephone and says we win something (we got to pick what we won.). So, I picked that I got to go to Japan and have a backstage pass to the Japanese concert of my choice. I chose Dir en Grey, of course. Too bad I had to write it for school....

Today I had assigned seats at lunch today and I was so bored that I made up a story where Naraku and Sesshomaru fight over a bowl of ramen. That would be awesome to see. ^_^

Eh... I can't think of anything to write.... I FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF FRIED CHICKEN!!! Sorry. I've been watching too much Invader Zim lately...

BYE!!!
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   Happy Birthday, Kami!
Konnichiwa, everyone. It's Kami's (from Malice Mizer) birthday! Unfortunatly, he will not be celebrating this year. In 1999, he was found dead from a cerebral embolism, a blockage of an atery in the brain. Even though he may not be living, we will not forget the joy he caused his fans and his bandmembers. He may be gone, but his ambience remains.



Anyhow, today was amusing. For instance, I was talking to my friend Cassie and I was feeling curtious and I told her that her case for her flute was pretty. (Yeah, I know that sounds gay, but shut up.) She said, "Yeah, but it's ugly on the inside." How oddly stereotypical, ne? ^.^ Also, we had to read our essays about movies that we wrote in language class today. This girl was reading her essay about A Cinderella Story and my friend Rachel said that she wanted to cover her ears and the whole entire time she was thinking, "HILLARY DUFF SHOULD DIE!!!" It was quite amusing.

I've been freaking out about Naraku from InuYasha since Saturday night, where the episode when Sesshomaru and Naraku fought aired. I mean, who can resist an evil, sadistic, masochystic, genious, bishonen who can detatch demons from his body? o.0 Okay, maybe a few people can, but not me! *sigh* Naki... o.o SHUT UP!!!

I gotta go get ready for Aikido. Laterz.
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