Tuesday, July 12, 2005

   In Dreams...
Current Mood: Unknown
Current Song: Violent Fetish by Disturbed

Yesterday was one month ago since my dog Coconut died. I miss him so much... it seems so empty here without him. Whenever we come home, he's not waiting on my brother's bed to eagarly (sp) greet us... he was so sweet. Bloodandtears said that he was the prettiest and sweetest dog she had ever met. I want to visit his grave at my grandfather's house. We bring him flowers and on top of him grave we planted some orange flowers that kind of look like hibiscuses that he loved to pee on. I miss him. I talked to him yesterday for a long time. I talked to him until I got hysterical and screamed "It's not fair! I want you back!" and the wind blew harshly against me. I don't think I'll ever be able to get over him.


This isn't him, he was a little bit less fluffy.

Anyhow, enough of the dramatics. I got a (4 page) letter yesterday from bloodandtears. It basically covered what she did on the plane and at the hotel. At the hotel, she bought 20 erasers and the staff gave her 20 more! When she and her mother went to the bath house in the hotel, her mother forgot the erasers and by the time they realized it, they were all gone!!! Poor bloodandtears... she has to buy more. The reason she bought so many is because she says that Japanese erasers are supposedly really good. I was so happy when my father gave me the letter and I saw that it had a Japanese stamp on it! I was so happy to hear from her, I was highly anticipating her normal babbling that I miss so and how Japan was. She said that it was the time of the school year that a lot of students have field trips, so there were a bunch of high schoolers running all over the place. She said that there was this gang of guys hanging around and they looked pretty feminine, but we can tell them apart (YAY FOR J-ROCK!!!)... I wish I could've seen them... Japanese boys are so incredibly adorable... ^o^ I love them. She also said that there was this cute Japanese guy on the plane and she completly described him... I thought it was pretty funny that she observed him that well. ^^ I can't wait to hear from her again.


I believe these are Geiko... I love Geiko and Geisha!!! ^o^

I love Disturbed... they're so awesome. My dad got to see them in concert (NO!!!!!!) and has all of their albums. Of course, my favorite album is The Sickness, but Believe is much softer than their second album. For some reason, I have this certain love for heavy metal... I can't live without it. XD The lead singer has this piercing that is awesome. Apparently it's really popular now (my cousin's gives people tattoos and piercings for a living- so far she has 19 piercings- 15 in her ear) and it isn't made out of metal. It's made out of plastic and they pierce your lip twice and put in these tusk-like piercing that curl down under your chin. Awesomeness, ne? Disturbed has tons of awesome songs, but many people only know them for them for Down with the Sickness and Stupify. BUY THEIR ALBUM AND LISTEN TO IT!!! They rock and I'm sure you do too, so do it before I break your neck.


See the spikes? Eh?

Alright, here I am with another movie review. I suck, don't I? Ah, well, so do you (j/k). Okay, today I am reviewing a Japanese horror movie (*squee* My favorite!) called Infection or in Japan, Kansen. It's about a hospital that is slowly losing employees because the pay is slowly slipping away since the money is all going to hospital supplies that are drastically dropping in number. Soon enough, they decide that they can't take any more patients since their limits are so low. Suddenly, one of their patients goes into critical condition but they lose him. Now they have to cover up the death if they are to keep their jobs and reputation. As if that wasn't enough, an ambulence comes with an emergency patient that will die if he is not cared for. The doctors find that the patient has symptoms of a disease that has never been heard of before and they realize that they could be pioneers in science... that is if they can stand to diagnose the disgusting patients. Soon enough, just like every other horror movie, people slowly begin to become infected with the disease and they have to fight it off before it kills them all. Over all, I thought it was a great movie and I would watch it with somebody if I were you. It's a shocker for sure, and know I look at anything red or green with great caution... out of a 1-10 rating, I'd give it a 9.5! So check out Infection before I infect you...



Alright, my filthy stink children. I am done with you... for now. I shall return.
+Shiyume brings your fluffy dreams with black vampire bunnies XD+
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Sunday, July 10, 2005

   Eh... Chicken!
Current Mood: Happy
Current Song: We're In This Together by Nine Inch Nails

Sorry about the headlining topic, I couldn't think of anything really cheesy to say. Gomen nasai. I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've been really lazy lately. Actually, I take that back. I've been working really hard on my Japanese. Go figure.

Anyhow, I decided to change my background because I found a lot of really spiffy Naraku-sama icons, so I had to change it to Naraku. I changed the background to one I have previously had, something that is very rare, but it's such a good Naraku background (which is VERY hard to find!). I'm sorry, Sasuke-kun, but I love Naraku!!! ToT I know a lot of people don't like Naraku, but to be a friend of me and a frequent visitor of this site, it is required that you have an open mind. I mean, come on! It's ME we're talking about! ^_^ Heh heh... I love being weird.


Aw... he looks so sweet. At least until he comes and rips your face off!!!

Today I saw the Fantastic Four with my family and it was cute. I use that word for everything, don't I? Ah, well. -_-; Anyhow, I thought it was very good regardless of how much it differed from the comics. I think they all did an excellent job portraying each of their own characters and I'm sure had a good time doing it. My favorite character was Ben Grimm, The Thing, and Micheal Chiklis (sp?) was excellent as showing the human side of the Thing. Johnny Storm (the Human Torch) was very witty and sarcastic, just like he was in the comics and Ben and Johnny always had thier fights like brothers would. Also, Johnny and his sister Susan (Invisible Woman) had cute little fights just like brother and sisters would, justified by the fact that I have a brother. I wasn't to fond of Reed Richards however because he was quite stuck up and timid. Finally, Dr. Von Doom was alright and was a great villian. I wasn't too happy about the fight between them all because it'd didn't last long and wasn't too impressive in my opinion. Overall, it was a cute and funny superhero movie, fun for the entire family. Sorry... I sound like a critic now... -_-; Heh heh... I bet bloodandtears is going to tease me about being a geek whenever she finds out.



Ah, alas... hurricane Dennis is here. My advice for everyone in Florida.... RUN FOR YOU LIVES!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!!! Thank you for your listening ear. Anyhow, I feel bad for the people where the hurricane hits and like my dad said- "We might as well take Florida off the map now." Heh... he's so brutal. I hope DisneyWorld is okay there.... DON'T LAUGH AT ME!!! THAT PLACE ROCKS!!! Especially Epcot because they have a replica of Japan there. It rocks. ^^

Speaking of Japan, I watched Hello World on IMF (International Music Feed) today and it was great! They had backgrounds and information on Japan and showed some music videos from different artists such as AI, Thee Michelle Gun Elephant, Wakusei, and 10-Feet. I thought they were pretty good and very intresting. I thought it was really funny because they were talking about all sorts of technology in Japan and there are vending machines there that you can buy women's underwear from. Hehe... ^^ Also there were cell phones that can act as credits cards (just press the screen again the designated place on the ATM- and wala! How cool is that?!) and electronic toilet seats that warm the seat and stuff... teehee. ^^ It also said that the average Japanese business man bow an average of 200 times a day. My dad said he would get motion sick... @_@


A rice vending machine! How awesome!!! ^o^

Tommorow will be a month that my dog has been dead... it seems like a lifetime. I miss him. It's hard without him. I know that he will be in a new life soon and be happy and loved... I know I always will.


This isn't an actual picture of my dog, but this one looks a lot like him.

Anyhow, it's dinner time so I suppose I shall have to get off. I'll talk to you guys soon (hopefully) if I get my lazy butt to do it. I love you all, my little darklings. Ja ne!
+Shiyume, your ever friendly future movie critic (Yeah right!)+
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Monday, July 4, 2005

   So lonely...
Current Mood: Undecided
Current Song: Wish by Nine Inch Nails

Waaahh.... me so lonely. T.T Bloodandtears went to Japan on July 1st and I miss her so much! ToT I know, I'm sad, it's only been 4 days, but she is my best friend and I feel empty without her to call me every single day and babble about nothing. At least she is happy there and isn't homesick anymore. That's where she truly belongs. She's gonna come back on the 17th, but it's gonna be horrible for me. I'm happy that she's happy, but I miss her so much!!! ToT I suck, don't I? Eh... sorry. I just miss her a whole lot and hope that I can get through it without being a miserable sack of skin the entire time. Meh, but isn't that what humans are?

I saw War of the Worlds yesterday since it was my dad's birthday and it was soooo cool. My dad thought it was even better than Batman Begins and Star Wars (and that's saying something! My dad is even geekier than I am!)! I admit, it was awesome. The sound and special effects were breathtaking and unbelievable. It seemed 3-D in some parts, but you got really in the movie. I love it. I think it was Tom Cruise's best work yet! I hate Tom Cruise, but he did an excellent job in this movie. Also, Dakota Fanning, my favorite chibi gaijin actress, rocked!!! She's a wonderful actress and really makes you think that she's a helpless little kid. I really suggest it, I can't put it into words. I liked it so much that I'm reading the book by H.G. Wells now, which takes place in Victorian England. I love it and you should really see it.



Right now I'm really pushing on my Japanese studies so that I can master it soon and that way I can go to Japan! My parents said that if I keep up my good grades, if I master Japanese, if it's safe, and when I'm old enough, I can be an exchange student in Japan! ^_^ Bloodandtears sent me a website on it and I was so happy because so far all of the qualifications are perfect for me! I can't wait and I will do my best so that I will be able to succeed and fulfill my dreams! I know that sound cheesy, but I want to make something out of my life and I want to be a successful gaijin! I will not die being a failure. I will succeed, no matter how much it takes to get there. So far I already know how to write in Hirigana and Katagana, and I know a few kanji. Now all I have to do is learn how to speak it. Curse it all... -_-;

I am sorry for the short post, but I don't really have anything more to tell you about my uneventful life. Thanks for your time and sorry for not updating in a while... I was grounded for a little while. ^^; Well, Ja ne, my beloved darklings!
+Shiyume, hopeless American idiot+
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Thursday, June 23, 2005

   WATAHI NARUTO SUKI!!!
Current Mood: Happy
Current Song: Beast of Blood by Malice Mizer

Hello, everyone. I am particularly pleased today, yet I do not know why, nothing in particular has seemed different. Ah, well! I shall cherish this feeling until it will inevitably flee. ^___________^

Yesterday was like every other day, blah, blah, blah. But today I had to wake up at 12:30 p.m. (rather early for my schedule, I usually wake up at 2 p.m. ^^;) The exterminator came and sprayed our house full of poison so that it would kill all the fleas left over from my dog. My family was being eaten alive, but the fleas didn't touch me. ^-^ We had to stay out of the house for an hour so I stayed at my mom's work and read Teen Witch for a while and then went back to the house. Basically I kept on reading and I looked at a few people's sites. It was pretty cool. Then my mom and dad came home and I sorted all of my Shonen Jumps, counting exactly 10, despite the fact that I have had a subscriction since December and bought a few extra... -_-; After counting them, I decided to read the Naruto chapters that I didn't read before because I wasn't intrested. Pah! How could I be so naive?

I LOVE SASUKE, GAARA AND KAKASHI SENSEI!!! Eh, sorry, random breakout. ^^; I a popularity contest in Japan, Kakashi sensei ranked 1st place, Uchiha Sasuke ranked as 3rd and Gaara of the Sand ranked as 7th. Yayness... ^^ I like Sasuke because he reminds me of Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho, and any shojo can't help but become his fangirl! I know that I like Gaara because I have a thing for villians... no idea why, don't ask. -_-; Yet, I have no idea why I am fond of Kakashi sensei... there is just something alluring about him. Any Kakashi fangirls out there that can explain? Because I can't. Speaking of fangirls, Sakura is awesome! I know that she's not the strongest of the Kakashi team, but she has intellect and the mouth to prove it. Also, she's got spirit and isn't your everyday girl next door. I was thinking of dying my hair light pink like hers, but I only like pink if it's so light that you think it's white. It's really sad about her and Ino, though because they were such good friends and then they hated each other just because they both like Sasuke. It's so sad.. ToT Anyhow, like I said, SAKURA ROCKS!!!



My dad is going to a comic convention this weekend to sell of some of his comics from his childhood. Last night I helped him bag a lot of his comics while I watched The Young Ones, The Tick, and Family Guy. It was pretty funny because I was staring at all of the comics, making sure not to get drool marks on them as I turned every action-packed page. There was this really cool X-Men one where Wolverine was going to marry the Japanese Emperor's Daughter. It was awesome and had tons of Yakuza action in it! :P It's sad that my dad is selling his comic books because he learned how to read off of those things! (As for me, I learned off of closed captioning. ^_^;) He felt really sad whenever he was packing them... poor otosan. *hugs* He is selling his childhood.

Whoa... my toes are amazing. I painted them last night and I'm really not used to it because I just paint my fingernails... they're so very pretty... 0.0
+Shiyume, Naruto obsessed and confused fangirl+
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

   Fushiga na kami..... o.O
Current Mood: Confused
Current Song: The music of Spiderman 2 (DON'T LAUGH!!!)

For some odd reason, the magic of origami has taken it's toll on me and I am now captivated and not able to escape! Curse you, paper cranes! Curse you!!! So far I have made 13 paper cranes, 3 boxes, a happi coat, and I am working on a lot of other stuff. I normally do it whenever I'm talking to bloodandtears and my other friends on the phone. For some reason I have to do something whenever I talk to my friends on the phone or I go crazy. Yay for speaker phones! ^-^



Bloodandtears thinks I'm a comic book dork... she would be right, though. I'm a Japanese comic book dork and an American comic book dork. I watch/read Spiderman, Batman, The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, Martian Manhunter, Squee!, JTHM, X-Men, Constantine, Dark City, The Sandman, The Crow, Spawn, Sin City, Superman, The Green Lantern, Wonder Woman, Elecktra, Daredevil, etc. I can't even keep count of how many American comics I like... -_-; But come on, there's a dork inside all of us, right? RIGHT?! SOMEBODY ANSWER ME, CURSE YOU!!! ToT I feel so unloved. *hugs comics*



Yesterday was two Wiccan holidays in one jam-packed day!!! Whoo! It was Summer Solstic/Midsummer and the Full Moon. Wiccans have 21 holidays per year, 7 main holidays and 14 full moons. *wipes sweat from eyebrow* That's a lot of work, but it's worth it. My favorite holiday is Beltaine, or the celebration of the mating of the God and Goddess. Beltaine is so lively and friendly and everyone is so happy! I love it and all of nature is singing and showing it's true beauty. I know it really doesn't sound like me, but the happiest holiday is my favorite. Yay for Wiccan holidays!!!



Eh... are any of you guys familiar with the anime Paranoia Agent? I've been watching it this past week and I find it VERY intriguing, witty, and unique. I like it. Despite what many people said, I liked the episode they showed on Saturday. I thought it was quite paradoxical that so many crimes were permitted by a police officer... and then by commiting a crime he was considered a town hero. How odd this world is. -_-; Anyhow, it really intrests me and I hope to add this anime to my favorites list soon. Me likey. ^^



I have to go, I can't think of anything else to right. I love you all, my precious little darklings... mm... the honey of the night. Gomen ne, I'm thinking of I Feel Sick and the bee-mummy-lady. LOL Weird... o.O
+Shiyume, your friendly neighborhood LUNATIC+
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Monday, June 20, 2005

   Ripe With Decay
Current Mood: Content
Current Song: Somewhat Damaged by Nine Inch Nails

Whoo! I figured out why I have received so many blemishes in such a short amount of time... the big -> . Stupid monthly cycles. ARG!!! *breaks down crying, eats candy, and takes tylonel*

Yesterday was Fathers day. How was it for everyone? Anyway, I drew a picture of Goku from DragonBall Z for my dad and my mom got The Killers: Hot Fuss and Nine Inch Nails: Broken for him. I had to tell her what to get, but whatever. We went to go see Batman Begins because we've all been dying to and it was freakin' sweet. *laughs like Peter Griffin* Sorry about that. But anyhow, Christian Bale did a great job portraying Bruce Wayne and Batman, but my favorite character was Dr. Crane/The Scarecrow. Dr. Crane scared the crap out of my brother, but I thought it was awesome. The movie had a fantastic story line, had a great cast, and was unlike any other Batman movie I had seen. In my opinion, it was even better than the first Batman movie with Micheal Keaton. That's saying something!


Scarecrow...


And Dr. Crane. I must say, he looks rather attractive for a Mad Scientist. ^^

Last night I had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that I got to ride in a Mini Van with Dir en Grey and my family. Kyo sat in the front seat with my dad, my mom sat in the middle with Kaoru and Shinya, and Totchi sat beside my brother. I sat in the back seat with my brother and Shinya sat in front of me and peered at me from the headrest and I giggled and waved while babbling to him in Japanese. He just smiled and laughed, since he's not one for conversations. My brother said something about Kaoru and he got really angry, turned around and said roughly in English, "Bite me, monkey." That's all I remember, but I thought it was pretty cute and funny. ^^ I loved it.



I think this is really all I have left to say. Curse my short attention sp- RAMEN!!
+Shiyume, the biter of monkies+
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Friday, June 17, 2005

   Argg...
Current Mood: Embarassed and angry
Current Song: Sexual Beast by D'espairsRay

Arrg... I am so angry. Yesterday I woke up with TWO pimples that formed over night right over my lip. The cause? Putting on too much lip gloss. It's the only way I can play Mortal Kombat: Deception, though! Now it looks like herpes, I can't concentrate while playing Mortal Kombat, my lips hurt, I can't put on lip gloss, and I can't get rid of the pimples! I am really angry and upset about it. Grrness.



Whooooo!!! Cartoon Network is now showing uncut episodes of DragonBall Z at 10:30 every Monday through Thursdays! Yay! Yes, everyone, that means all the blood, all the violence, and everything in the middle! Yay! Right now it has Raditz in it with Goku and Piccolo fighting him. Yay, Piccolo (my favorite character)! Poor Gohan is so adorable, though. Whenever Roshi-sama, Bulma, and Kuririn (Krillin) met Gohan-kun, it was so adorable! Also, Goku still uses Nimbus in these episodes, which I think is spiffy. Yay for DragonBall Z!!! ^_^



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Alright, I shall continue my post have taken my Wellbutrin, and a belly full of ramen and orange juice. Yummy. ^_____^

Curses... there are so many mangas I want to get, but I am broke. Most of the mangas I want are by CLAMP, but then again there are many others I want such as Chobits, Kare Kano, Hana Kimi, InuYasha, Alice 19th, X, Tokyo Babylon, Cardcaptor Sakura, Miyuki-chan in Wonderland, XXXholic, Clover, Angel Sanctuary, D.N.Angel, Yu Yu Hakusho, Mermaid Saga, and many others. I just can't remember them right now. ^^; I'll need about a couple of hundred dollars to get the mangas I want. And then comes the animes and all of the merchandise... I wish we were in Japan because mangas are only around 500 yen (approximatly $5)!!! Whenever bloodandtears told her mother (who is Japanese) that Kill me, Kiss me was $10, she flipped out. She was like, "Nani?! Ju doru?!" It was kinda funny. ^^

Last night I had a lovely conversation with CowTipper, who is a rather charming gentleman. Mostly we talked about Paranoia Agent, Invader Zim and the annoyance of the human race. You know, the things that my conversations usually consist of. He thought it was weird that we were watching the same thing at the same time, that wasn't really all that amazing to me. I always watch Adult Swim at night. How very cliched... Anyhow, my point is that CowTipper is a very nice person and you shall visit his site or I shall hand you over to the clutches of Naraku-sama and his evil, meniacal laughs!!!



Okay, I don't think I have anything to order or babble about. I love you all of my darklings! Sayonara!
+Shiyume, the weirdest child you will ever see+
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

   ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
BLOODANDTEARS CAN SING AS HIGH AS KYO-SAMA!!! YAY!!! EVERYBODY PARTY!!!


Kaoru-sama says so, so you must!!!

Announcement is done.
+Shiyume+
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   Getting better...
Current Mood: Unknown
Current Song: Social Enemies by Orgy

I'm better than I was yesterday. I can't cry over my dog forever. I realized that I have to move on and that he is safe in Summerland with the God and Goddess and I will watch over him while he is in the next life. He was my guardian angel in this life, and I'll be his in the next. (Whoa... being optomistic... who's talking for me?)

Yesterday bloodandtears cheered me up a whole lot and made me laugh. Arigato, Chiyuki-chan! We mostly talked about yaoi (see her site to see why) and doujinshi, but it was still fun. I'm talking to her right now and she feels so special. ^^ She is painting again, but her Dir en Grey picture is taking her a long time. (I can multitask. Yay!) Now we are talking about sabatoging the dentists. Muhahahaha. ^^

Speaking of dentists, I had to go to the dentist today. I hate going. They're always telling me how pretty my teeth are, how smart I am, and how polite I am. I don't mind, but they repeat it until I start thinking that, and that would be bad. My gums hurt now and I ate chocolate ice cream after the appointment in spite of them. I am a filthy rotten demon child. Hahahahahaa...

I want to listen to Withering to Death so badly but I suck so I can't buy it off the internet. Maybe I can get bloodandtears to burn it for me... I'm so pathetic. -_-; But I am getting better at Japanese so I can hear some of the things Kyo-sama says, but it is difficult nonetheless. Right now bloodandtears is singing one song and it's so adorable. She sings so well... I can't wait until I start a band with her. She rocks.

Last night there was a really kawaii episode of InuYasha and it revolved totally around Sesshomaru-sama and Koga. I'm not a big fan of Koga, but I was alright with it because he was nice to Sesshomaru-sama and saved Rin-chan from a demon. Good boy. *pats Koga on head and gives him dog biscuit* But it was really funny because Ginta and Hakkaku imagined what would happen if Koga and Sesshomaru-sama met up. They imagined that Koga would try to start a fight and Rin-chan would tell Sesshomaru-sama that Koga was the wolf that attacked her and Sesshy would turn into his demon form. So kawaii!!! ^o^ *huggles*



Bloodandtears is talking to me about Dir en Grey and I'm getting distracted, so I must go. We're listening to Raison D'etre! YAY! ^____________^ Sayonara, my cute little beloved darklings.
+Shiyume has serious A.D.D.+

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

   I am dead...
My dog died. I want to die with him.
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