Wednesday, June 8, 2005

Konnichiwa, darklings...
Current Mood: Accomplished
Current Song: B.Y.O.B by System of a Down

Aw, thanks you guys for all the nice things you said. I received a dollar, food, a ticket to Japan and a backstage pass to a j-rock band, and Kyo-sama! Thank you all of my dear darklings. I love you all. I feel loved back. ^_^

The reason I am calling you all darklings is because I like the word and bloodandtears told me about it. One of her friends goes to a school where she is friends with a bunch of goths, but the friend isn't goth. So she calls all of her friends her darklings. It's so funny and cute, I love it. This one guy goes around with razors in his mouth. His tongue is all cut up all the time. XD

Yay! I am so happy today because I got to see the music video for B.Y.O.B. by System of a Down and it is so awesome!!! I love it, the song speaks the truth about everything about America's government. The helmets in the music video are awesome because they say "Die, Buy, God, Lie." I want Mezmerize so bad but I'm broke. I'm making allowance now, but I have to save up to buy a guitar and at the same time buy all the cds I want! So much j-rock... *eye twitches*

I'm feeling angsty today, so I'll put up the lyrics for B.Y.O.B.. It's great!

Why do they always send the poor?
Barbarisms by Barbara
With pointed heels
Victorious victories kneel
For brand new spanking deals
Marching forward hypocritic and hypnotic computers
You depend on our protection
Yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth

Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine

Kneeling roses disappearing into Moses' dry mouth
Breaking into Fort Knox stealing our intentions
Hangers sitting dripped in oil
Crying freedom
Handed to obsoletion
Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth

Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine

Blast off, it's party time
And we don’t live in a fascist nation
Blast off, it's party time
And where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?

Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?

Kneeling roses disappearing into Moses' dry mouth
Breaking into Fort Knox stealing our intentions
Hangers sitting dripped in oil
Crying freedom
Handed to obsoletion
Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth

Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sun

Where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?

Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
They always send the poor
They always send the poor

I have to go, I've been babbling for too long. Sayonara, my beloved Darklings! ^-^ (Hey, Gackt has his dears, I have my darklings.)
+Shiyume, ruler of darklings+
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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

   Lalalalalalala...
Current Mood: Hyper
Current Song: Closer by Nine Inch Nails

Here is a little quiz by Yume-sama and I thought it would be intresting to put in here. I may post later, it depends on wheather I feel like it or not. I love you guys!



1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression [of me]?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. What song are you listening to right now?
17. Do you love me?

Muhahaha...
+Shiyume, scary demon child+
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   Swimsuit season...
Current Mood: Happy
Current Song: I'm Afraid of Americans by David Bowie and Trent Reznor

Konbanwa, minna. I'm pretty happy today because I went to Goody's with my mom and I found the perfect bathing suit. I usually hate bathing suit shopping because I hate my body and it is quite irregular. Luckily I found some guy's swimsuit shorts and a bikini top that matched. It looks quite flattering on me and I'm really happy. I feel good about myself. ^_^ See, bloodandtears? I took your advice on getting a bikini top. There. :P

Today I watched the music video for I'm Afraid of Americans and it was great! I love it. Trent Reznor is in it, but he looks kind of odd because he shaved off his original mustache but still has the go-tee. It looked good, though. Good, but odd. Anyhow, it was pretty cool and it displayed the way I feel about almost all Americans- mindless barbarians. All of you homies out there rule, though.



I gotta get off so my otosan can do his work, I'm sorry the post was so short. I'll write a longer one tommorow! I promise! Ja ne!
+Shiyume is in America, looking for Johnny :P+
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Saturday, June 4, 2005

   Randomness.
Current Mood: Decent
Current Song: American Idiot by Green Day

Konnichiwa, minna. I am confused. I don't know wheather I am happy or okay. I don't know. Maybe some of my bipolar weirdness or maybe I'm just plain weird.

Today I had to wake up at 8 and go to Aikido... *grumbles* The usual time I wake up is 12-2 p.m. I know I suck, but I'm a freaking insomniac! I can't help it! Anyways, back to Aikido. I went and for half an hour sensei read some chapters out of The Art of War. How I truly detest war. Inevitably it will consume us all in it's crushing fist with no mercy. Our future is spiraling downward. (THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL!!! ^^ *giggles* As you can see, I'm not doing so good on breaking my addiction. -_-;) Okay, sorry. End of dramatics. After that we practiced the "Big 10 Throws" and made my butt hurt even worse. I've had a cramp in it since yesterday morning... X_X Ouchies. But it was really funny because I kept on doing these hand movements from Naruto and babbling in Japanese like "INU CHIKARA!!!" and crap like that. My brother got really angry at me and it was really funny. ^_^ There was this really cute boy (at least for a gaijin) in the lobby and I couldn't look at him, at least when he talked to me. (I sneaked looks at him during class. ~_^) I feel like such a girly-girl. -_-;


(Sorry, Cardcaptor Sakura fans... )

I've been listening to Green Day's American Idiot all day and headbanging until I almost passed out, especially to St. Jimmy. It was awesome. ^-^ I love Billy Joe's voice and how crazy Tre Cool is. (Dey muah homies, dawg) I'm not to much of a Mike Dirnt fan, though. I saved a lot of Green Day icons today and most of them are from American Idiot's music video. It kind of makes me angry that Green Day has all these fans from American Idiot when they were basically ignored in thier younger years. I've been listening to Green Day (and Nine Inch Nails) since I was still loading my diapers! I'm thankful that they have so many fans, but they were great wayyyyy before this.


Haha, fangirls must have gotten a hold on them! ^o^

I took a few Naruto and Hikaru no Go quizzes today and it was really funny because in one quiz it said that I was Hikaru or Sai and in others it said that I was either Sakura or Sasuke. Sometimes I was even Kakashi... (0.o Kowai hentai sensei...) Don't get me wrong, Kakashi sensei is awesome, he just disturbs me sometimes. I can't believe I had such a wide spectrum of characters, it just truly shows how much of an enigma I am. :P Just for the sake of it, I am going to scream something I have been longing to scream ever since I started reading Naruto- "WATASHI WA UZAMAKI NARUTO! RAMEN CHODAI!!!" :P





I'll stop babbling and leave you all alone. Gomen ne, I must be hyper today. I forgot something important that I was going to put in here, but oh, well. I doubt that I'll remember. Ooh, look it! The Matrix is on!!! ^______^
+Shiyume has A.D.D.+
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Friday, June 3, 2005

   Yayness!
Current Mood: Content
Current Song: Dead Tree by Dir en Grey

Konnichiwa, minna! Thank you to everyone who commented and I am so glad that you all approve of it so. Isn't it kawaii? ^-^ And I am very sorry to everyone who cannot see it. ToT Here, have a cookie. *hugs*

Naruto is sooo good! I love it! And Sasuke is dreamy... *drools* I know why Sakura and Ino always chase after him now. For some reason Sasuke reminds me of Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho... ^o~ But he's awesome and Sakura is pretty cool too. It's really sad that she and Ino are enemies now just because of Sasuke... poor Sasuke-kun. ToT Naruto is so funny! He's no Yoko Kurama, but he's pretty cute (more in a brotherly way than anything) and is really funny. He's adorable! ^^ Gaara of the Sand is awesome. He may be evil, but when have I ever had a problem liking villians? I drew a rather nice picture of him today and another one of Sasuke-kun. I also drew a picture of Hikaru from Hikaru No Go, another good manga. (I mostly read it for Sai, though. ^^) Not to mention a picture of chibi Botan (Yu Yu Hakusho) for my brother. He's in love with her. (I hate Botan... >_<) I'm getting much better with my art, I must say. I wish I could show you all, but I don't have a scanner. Stupid computer!!! >_<


Uchiwa Sasuke


Gaara of the Sand (the back on his back is sand that he controls)

I went to Media Play today and got Teen Witch by Silver Ravenwolf!!! I had wanted that book for over a year and I finally have it. Me so happy. I shall hug it forever... ^_^ Okasan was pretty angry about it, though. She started asking me when I was going to read some real books and stop with all the research books I've been reading. I've only been looking up dream psychology and Wicca! I really don't see what's so wrong about learning new things instead of forever lingering in fiction. Besides, I love Wicca and dream psychology. I hate when she does this type of thing. >.<

I got to talk to bloodandtears for about an hour today and mostly we babbled. We also talked a lot about Withering To Death (Dir en Grey's latest album) and she let me hear a few songs and it is almighty!!! (Yes, I haven't heard it yet. I know that I suck... ToT) That's all we ever do... -_-; And she finally updated! ^_^ She was talking bad about Trent... (>=#), but I shall forgive her for that. I shall keep in my displeasure... *eye twitches* Pink Cherry's new layout rocks! It so blue... ^o^ Sorry. Randomness.


(Isn't Kyo-kun just adorable?! ^^)

So far I have done pretty well on breaking my Nine Inch Nails addiction, all I have listened to today is Dir en Grey's Vulgar. I keep on trying to instinctively reach for Nine Inch Nails' The Downward Spiral, though... -_-; Maybe I'm not suitable to break an addiction until I grow out of it.

Right now my family is watching Racing Stripes. Maybe I'll just go in my room and stare at Sasuke or draw another picture. By the way, Sakura, you have the cutest little icon! I love it so much! ^________^
+Shiyume can't break an addiction until taking up another+
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   Curses!!!
Current Mood: Frustrated
Current Song: Marmalade Chainsaw by Dir en Grey

Can anyone see my background? This is so irritating!!! For over an hour I've been trying to make my website look decent and it's not working!!! I want to kill my computer. Also, I am trying to break my "Trent addiction" with Dir en Grey... Grr. Today isn't going to well with me.
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

   Hooray, Trent!!!
Current Mood: Celebratory
Current Song: The Hand that Feeds by Nine Inch Nails

Yay! I am so happy! Trent Reznor won his lawsuit against his buisness manager and received $3 million!!! I am so happy because he can make more money, thus he can buy more instruments for his music and release more albums. YAY!!! But I am sad because bloodandtears said that Trent's voice sounds funny and that he has weird music videos. I (personally) am quite fond of his voice and of his music videos (Err... except for maybe just 1 ^^;). His videos give you a different perspective on things and reach into the deepest resivors of your imagination. Besides, she only saw the one that I don't like. I must hypnotize her into liking Nine Inch Nails... >:)



Speaking of bloodandtears, she is a breathtaking artist! She has painted quite a few pictures and they are gorgeous. I must say, I am a bit envious of her gift, and I think she should sell copies of her art work for money. That way she can buy an unlimited supply of J-rock! Muhahahahahahahahaha!!! ^^



I recorded in my Book of Shadows today and I am quite proud of myself for picking up the pace on my Wicca again. I have been writing in my Book of Mirrors frequently as well, recording my thoughts and desires. I have also started a Dream Diary, exercing my ablity to interpret dreams. I am quite proud of that gift... I received it naturally. ^_^ I want to get Teen Witch by Silver RavenWolf so maybe my parents will understand my Wicca better. I have been wanting that book for over a year because I'm not the best Wiccan I can be and I know that. God and Goddess, bless me!



I have to go, I need to call my friend. If she doesn't, she's going to send Kurama and her minion squirells of doom.

"I could lighten up a dark room with the undersides of my arms."-Trent Reznor

+Shiyume is afraid of minion squirells of doom+
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

   So very tired...
Current Mood:Lethargic
Current Song: The Hand that Feeds by Nine Inch Nails

Goddess, I'm tired. I've been staying up until 2 am every day this week... insomnia- curse you!!! I need to take some sleeping pills or get some tea that will put me to rest because I am so jittery and hyper at night. It just isn't normal. And then I wake up at 2 pm so I barely have a day. Grrness. Oh, well, at least I have more night that day. Whooo!!!! ^-^

My poor doggie has fleas. Last night I stayed up about half an hour picking fleas out of his fur. Poor baby... ToT I love my dog. Unfortunatly, I can't find any spells for prosperity or health for animals so I might have to write one for a human and use it. I'm so afraid for him. I did a Tarot card reading last night and I received a reverse "The Tower"- one of the worst cards you can receive. I started crying. What will happen to me? I think my dog is going to die. He's 15 years old and he's in really bad shape. Every night I ask the God to take care of him. If he does die, I know that he will be taken care of, but I want to be with him when the Goddess takes him to his next life. I can't stop trembling.


Reversed meaning: Pointless misfortune that you may find difficult to cope with. The situation you are in could be frustrating and, moreover, unnecessary, yet all you can do is endure it. Disaster may have been avoidable, but look to the future. The destructive influence of The Tower will certainly not last forever.

Crap. Crap. Crap. I don't know what to do. Okay, maybe I do. TRENT!!!








"I mean I'm sitting there in my underpants and it's like whoa!"- Trent Reznor

+Shiyume, disgruntled little stink child+
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Thursday, May 26, 2005

   YAY!!! NO MORE SCHOOL FOR ME!!!
Current Mood: HAPPY!
Current Song: Career Suicide by Kittie

Whooooo!!! No more school for me! Gomen ne... I don't mean to be obnoxious to all the others who still have it, but I am really happy because I worked really hard this year. I wanted to rip my hair out... X_X Yay! I can start the piano, play with my dog, practice my Japanese, practice my singing, learn how to sew, and update more! I can also learn how to ride a bike so I can be prepared when I go to Japan. *determination* I shall not fail!

Yesterday I watched an entire Yu Yu Hakusho DVD just to listen to them speak in Japanese. I only picked up on a few things, but I am proud of myself because they speak so rapidly and I was able to make out a few things! Me 'tis proud. Gomen ne! I'm gloating! Please forgive me! I don't mean to get a big head!!! ToT

Last night I visted an entire page full of some of Trent Reznor's quotes and it was so great! Trent can be even more random than bloodandtears and myself sometimes. And that is TRULY a scary thing. Ah, well. He is my role model so I guess it's good that we have some things in common. Trent Reznor is my rolemodel... I wonder what my parents think about that. :P




Trent when he had his beard and mustache. XD (It's okay, we still love you, Trent. ^^)




WHEEEEEEE!!!!!



"It wasn't me standing over that bowl of fruit loops!"- Trent Reznor

+Shiyume, the next (girl) Trent Reznor+
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

   Konnichiwa, Minna!!!
Current Mood: Scary
Current Song: Starf**kers Inc. by Nine Inch Nails

Hello, everyone! How do you all like the new layout? I think it really fits my current obsession- TRENT REZNOR!!! I want to be the next Trent Reznor and meet him one day and soon amount to his greatness. He rocks. Bloodandtears thinks I'm crazy and that I need to get a grip. But... it's Trent! ToT



nin.com
This is his official website and you can ask him questions, watch all his videos, and crap like that. It's ALMIGHTY!!!

I'm really sorry I haven't updated lately, hopefully I'll have more time over the summer, which will be in 1 1/2 days!!! YEAH!!! I'll be so happy to get away from all of the weird people at my school. I hate school, it sucks so much. I'll be listening to j-rock, Nine Inch Nails, practicing Wicca, watching t.v. and lounge around all freakin' day!!! YEAH!!! And I'm also going to learn how to play the piano... perhaps I can get good enough to play some Nine Inch Nails songs... like The Wretched. *grins* I feel so bad for bloodandtears. Just listening to me is making me want to bang my head in a doorjam... XD

My poor doggy is really tired. I shall huggle him so he feels better. Huggles make everything better. ^_^ I'm starting to sound so happy-go-lucky that I'm really scaring myself. But it's true! Huggles really do make everything better! And so do cookies!!!

+Shiyume, "dark" ruler of cookies and huggles+
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