Sunday, April 3, 2005

   Don't wanna be an American idiot...
Current Mood: Magickal
Current Song: American Idiot by Green Day

Konbanwa, minna. Last night's InuYasha episode was pretty gay... I feel kinda bad for Kagome because she was sick but everyone made such a big deal about it. I hate episodes like that... -_-; The only part that didn't make me fall asleep during it was InuYasha when he started talking about his mom. He's so sweet and I feel so bad for him... his mom was the only one that loved him for so long. Poor thing... ToT Anyhow, SESSHOMARU AND/OR NARAKU NEED TO COME BACK ON!!! CURSE YOU, TAKASHI RUMIKO!!! CURSE YOU!!! >_< Stupid stinkin' good for nothin'...

Today was pretty boring. My family and I went to go eat pizza and then we went to Target to buy all sorts of crap... X_X We got to go to PetSmart but there was only one animal there and everyone was crowded around the cat and I felt bad for her... She only wants a home. Then I went home and practiced my Japanese. I'm such an American idiot. If only I were a Japanese... such pride, such extravagance... oh, how I wish to be part of their culture... T.T Why do I have to be born of impure blood? I then listened to Dir en Grey to ease the pain and I recorded different spells and recipes in my Book of Shadows. I love being Wiccan... magick is such a wonderful thing. If only everyone knew of the wonderous powers they were endowed with by their birth rite... *sigh* Wicca rocks. ^_^ I painted my nails purple then. I wanted the designs for Mars on them, but I have an unsteady hand so I couldn't. -_-; YAY! I get to see bloodandtears tommorow! ^^ She said she would post... grr. Liar... she probably was looking at Kagrra. She has fallen under their mystical spell! X_X



I dun wanna go to school tommorow. I shall wallow in my filth and laziness and giggle in madness about it. RYAN RENOLDS! JAKE GYLLENHAAL! Eh, sorry. Random outburst of American guys that are almost as hot as Asian guys. Ugh... I better do a tarot card reading for next week. You can never be to careful... oh, yeah! Before I do, here are pics...


Due le Quartz and Kaggra. ^^


This is Vidoll, a band I REALLY want to listen to. If you guys know where to get Vidoll mp3s, please PM me.


Nao is so pretty...


SUGOI! Akiya looks like Kyo in that pic... O.O


Aw... I want Isshi's costume!


I love how Kagrra embraces their Japanese culture... ^^


This is Kagerou. I want to listen to them so bad...


This is MUCC. I want to listen to them badly as well.


o.O Psycho Le Cemu looks... intresting...


Hizumi-sama... eh, Gomen nasai. I just love him. ^^

Alright, later you guys. I gotta go do a reading. Sayonara! ^^
+Shiyume ISN'T proud to be an American+
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Saturday, April 2, 2005

   Trees are my friends...
Current Mood: Guilty
Current Song: Into the Darkness by Kittie

Hello, everyone. Yesterday I watched The Eye and it was great! It was in Madarin Chinese and it was really creepy, but good. It was about a blind woman who gets surgery so she can see and as her vision improves, she begins to see ghosts... it was really cool. Sam Raimi (the director of Evil Dead, The Grudge, Spiderman) is going to make a remake of it soon. I dunno when, though... At Blockbuster I got to hug my tree! I love it... I almost got run over by a PT Cruiser coming back though... XD

Today I went to Aikido and we had to do these exercises on leadership. The bad part was... I was the leader most of the time, even when I wasn't supposed to. It sucked... -_-; Afterwards, we picked up one of my friends and we got to screw around and crap. It's so funny because she is totally in love with Kurama from Yu Yu Hakusho and if you even mention his name, she has a seizure-like compulsion of screaming his name. It's really entertaining. Anyhow, we went to lunch and went to the movie theaters to see Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events... unfortunatly for me, it was the 4TH time. I took my GameBoy SP with me and played Yu Yu Hakusho: Tournament Tactics. I love those little chibis! ^^



Once my friend went home, we watched television for a while and then we went to go get dinner. I had Subway! Yeah! I love those subs... so yummy. ^-^ There was a gay guy who worked there and he was really sweet to me and my mom. I feel bad for homosexuals, though. They must be judged all the time and made fun of, which really isn't fair. It doesn't matter what they like, as long as they're a good person and have a good heart. I actually admire homosexuals because they can say, "Yeah, I'm different and if you don't like it, tough luck. That's you own loss." They're sort of like goths and punks in a way (socially speaking). Sorry... I'm babbling on now, aren't I? I just feel very strongly about this and I think that everyone should be treated with equality.

Pope John Paul the 2nd died today. It made me sad but happy when I found that out. I'm happy because his suffering will finally end and he will be in a much better place now, free of pain and hurt. I'm sure that in his next life, he will be rewarded for all that he has done for this world. I'm sad because I know that everyone is mourning for his death and the world will be of absence of a kindred soul... and trust me, there aren't many in this world... at least he is happier this way...

Ach! I feel like such a bad fangirl!!! I forgot that Toshiya's (Dir en Grey) birthday was on March 31st! I'm so sorry, Totchi-sama!!! Please forgive me!!! T.T Sorry all Sesshy fans, all the pics will be of Toshiya today.


Ooh... Totchi-kun...


He sort of looks like a bird...


Totchi is so pretty... ^^


I want to dye my hair that color...


I love that picture of him. ^^


Toshiya in the Childprey PV.


Oh... Toshiya shirtless. ^^


My favorite pic of Totchi-kun!


Heh... he's so kawaii. ^_^


Totchi in a mosh pit! Rock on! ^^

Right now bloodandtears is talking about Kagrra. I gotta go! Ja ne! ^^
+Shiyume needs to shut up+
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Friday, April 1, 2005

   Ow...
Current Mood: Hurt
Current Song: Spit by Kittie

I hurt so bad... last night's Aikido was tiring. Sometimes I just wish I could quit. I've been in it for three freaking years... -_-; I'm so glad that everyone likes my new theme. Yes, a lot of people seem to like Sesshomaru. He's a very cool person. ^^

Last night I was really depressed again and I found out that it was because the drug store ran out of Paxil, one of my anti-depressants, but I got it back last night. I feel better now, but last night was horrible. I just felt like crap and everytime I did something wrong in Aikido, I felt worthless. I ended up going into the bathroom and crying for a while until someone knocked on the door because they had to use the bathroom. It really sucked. Once I got the pill in me and talked to one of my best friends on the phone, I was feeling right as rain. It's pretty sad that I have to take two anti-depressant pills to be happy. Man, do I have serious problems. *laughs softly* Anyway, last night I got to watch The Late Show with David Letterman, Jackass, and a little bit of Monty Python's Flying Circus. I love BBC. The British crack me up. Then I petted my dog until both of us fell asleep on the floor and my dad had to wake me up so I could go to sleep. I love my kawaii chibi inu. ^^

April 1st... Ugh. I LOATHE Spring. First of all, it gives me allergies, and second of all, it's hot and the sun is out all the time. I want snow!!! ToT Today I woke up at 12:45 p.m. because I had to get ready for my grandmother because she was coming to pick me up to get me my ring. It's so pretty! It's a gold ring with an opal in it, I simply love it! It's beautiful. I've been thinking about Donnie Darko a lot. I LOVE that movie and I think Jake Gylanhaal (sp?) is really hot for an American guy. ^^ Right now my brother is watching Miss Congeneality and my dog is lying on his blanket and sleeping and I'm listening to "Spit" by Kittie, one of my favorite songs of theirs. I love Kittie so much! ^^ Goddess, it's so funny listening to myself. I have the maturity of a homicidal 5 year old on crack. I'm becoming to preppy for my own good. *punches herself* There we go. Here are the daily pics.


Such a pretty picture, ne?


It's cool to see how much Takahashi-sama's drawings of Sesshomaru changed over time.


See? He looks far more mature in this picture.


AHHHHHHHH!!! IT'S JAKUTSO!!! HIDE, SESSHY, HIDE!!!


My favorite picture of Sesshomaru!


There you go, Yume-sama. ~_^


Aw... how cute. ^^


A promotional pic. (The kanji and hirigana are just his name)


Sesshomaru is my homie.


Sesshomaru with Tokijin.

You guys are lucky that I love you all because I had to go through some really colorful websites to get those pics... the bright orange... X_X Anyhow, I have to watch this Chinese horror movie, The Eye so we can go back to Blockbuster tonight. Maybe I can hug the tree again! ^^
+Shiyume is a filthy stink child+
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Thursday, March 31, 2005

   Sesshy style...
Current Mood: Happy
Current Song: Sugar by Kittie

Konnichiwa, minna! As you can all see, I have changed my layout to Sesshomaru-sama. I hope you are all pleased with the layout design, and if you aren't, I'm really sorry. I'll try to slim down the selection next time so it'll be fair! But my Sesshy plushie is pleased with the layout, so it shall stay. Isn't that right, Sesshy? *kisses plushie and giggles* Speaking of which, my dog sort of looks like Sesshy's fluffy boa... COOL! *hugs her dog who was sleeping*

For some reason last night I got really depressed because I was thinking about my ex-boyfriend. I know it's pathetic and I should move on, but it's hard to let go when you have nothing to grasp. Everytime I think about him, it hurts. And there isn't one day that I go without thinking about him. I just stayed in my room, cried, drew, and listened to Kittie. I wanted to listen to Evanescence, but that wouldn't make things any better because it's his favorite band. I felt like crap. Luckily, I took a shower and watched InuYasha and a little bit of Trigun and I felt better. I have to say, I feel sort of bad for Kagura because she wants to be free but she can't because she's part of Naraku. But I also sort of think it's her fault that she gets punished the way she does because she doesn't follow the rules. Like Kanna said, "It's in Naraku's hands-life and death. We are merely his tools." (WARNING: Spoiler!) And besides, Naraku eventually does give her heart back to her. He kills her afterwards, but that's because after he gave her a second chance, she blew it. At least he let her die happily. BUT I STILL HATE HER!!! (By the way, in case any one is confused, my name is NOT named after Kagura from InuYasha. Aimai Kagura means "Obscure Dance" in Japanese.)

All I've basically done today is watch T.V. and pet my dog. Fun... *yawns* I have to go back to Aikido tonight... but I'm still sore from Tuesday! We flipped and threw each other a lot and did plenty of push ups... we have to work with either swordwork or jokens tonight... WHY?! WHY?! Eh... tonight's episode of InuYasha sucks. So I'm not gonna watch it. Right now my dog just layed under my chair and went to sleep... poor thing. He worries me these days. His age is my main consearn. Oh, I almost forgot- Purgatory is back!!! YAY! *throws confetti up in the air* Here are the daily pics.


A magazine ad for the episode of Sesshomaru with Tokijin VS. InuYasha with Tetsusaiga.


The cover of a magazine with InuYasha, Miroku, and Sesshomaru.


Sesshomaru and the Black Pearl, his father's tomb.


MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! *coughs* Eh... MUHAHA...


Sesshomaru getting rid of the arm Naraku gave him, but that's not what fangirls are focusing on, now are they? ^^;


WAAAAAAA!!! ToT


Sesshomaru and his doggie form.


Sesshomaru getting ready to attack Naraku. (THIS EPISODE IS AWESOME!!!)


This is such a beautiful picture...


The first appearance of Sesshomaru in the manga. Isn't he adorable?!

Okay, I'm done ranting. I'm watcing Pet Star on Animal Planet right now and there's this really cute cat on! Bye!
+Shiyume has A.D.D+
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

   Eh... can't decide...
Current Mood: Tired
Current Song: Career Suicide by Kittie

Hello, everyone. I'm so tired! Last night after I came home from Aikido I talked to one of my friends on the phone until midnight. All we mostly did was come up with a list of hot guys. I came up with about 85. ^^; After that I came into the living room and watched one of my favorite American T.V. shows... CHAPELLE'S SHOW!!! I freaking love that show, man! It's great! But after I had my good laughs, I turned it over to Cartoon Network and watched InuYasha and got to see Naraku in his weird icky demon form... or some people call it. I still think he's still hot in that form! (Same thing with Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho when his skin is green and has eyes all over his body... ^^) :P


Naraku's transformation...


Hiei's transformation

Anyway, I was happy that I got to see Sesshomaru-sama and Naraku-sama and I watched a little bit of Trigun before going to bed. I know I'm boring, so shut up! >_<

This morning my brother woke me up because my Grandmother wanted me to eat lunch with her and take me to the jewelry store to get my opal ring she bought me. We ate lunch at Dairy Queen (YUCK! >_<) and when we finally did get to the jewelry store, it turned out that the stupid clerk that sized my finger made it too small! So now I have to wait until Friday until I can get my ring. I really want it, it's so pretty and it's going to be one of the nicest things I have. I want it! I sound like a spoiled brat. Forgive me. *bows head in shame* To soothe my dissapointment at the jewelry store, we went to a pet shop so my brother and I could play with the animals there. It was great, you all know how much I love animals. The puppies liked to nibble on my fingers and I talked to the parrot for a while until he attacked the glass. He obviously thought I was teasing him. T.T Now here I am, babbling to you about everything and nothing and listening to Kittie. I got another person to listen to them! YAY! The sickness shall spread... MUHAHAHAHAHA!!! Eh.. sorry. I got a little meniacle there. ^^; I've felt guilty and unloyal to my anime and manga, so I have decided to change my layout to an anime one. I know I just put up the other layout yesterday, but can you not see my pain? CAN YOU NOT SEE IT?! Anyway, I need everyone's opinion. I need everyone to vote on the following anime character/series they would most like to see on my site in their comment. Here are your choices:

+Naraku from InuYasha
+Sesshomaru from InuYasha
+Dark from D.N.Angel
+Chobits
+Kurama from Yu Yu Hakusho
+Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho
+Hellsing

That's all I can think of. Choose or die! No, I just kid. But it would be really nice if you voted.

Here are the daily pics.


Miyabi-kun!!! (bloodandtears drew a great fanart of this pic!)


Miyabi's lip ring is awesome! ^^


Hakudoshi!!! Eh, sorry, I just love all of Naraku's little demon children! ^_^


Kanna! Another one of Naraku's little demon children! *hugs*


KOHAKU! Ok, not exactly one of Naraku's demon children, but Naraku controls him! ^^ Sorry, I'll get back to J-rockers. -_-;


I want a hair cut like Zero's. ^^


HIZUMI-SAMA!!!!!! *drools*


Malice Mizer, my homies. (with Khala)


Aw... poor Mana-sama. *hugs*


Take his candy, Mana! Hurry! :P

I gotta go and message bloodandtears. WHY WILL SHE NOT UPDATE?! ToT
+Shiyume is a tree hugger+
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

   New backgroud!
Current Mood: Bored
Current Song: Daughters Down by Kittie

Konnichiwa, minna. I coudn't stand the colors of my Kyo background, despite how much I love him, so I changed it to a black and white Kaoru one. A nice change I would say. Also, my icon is now Die because I found my "Beautiful" Shinya icon too boastful because I'm not beautiful. Ugh... I'm so picky... -_-;

I'm so bored! I'm happy that it's Spring Break and all, but there isn't anything to do except play with my dog but he's so old that he can't do much of that... T.T He's feeling much better, though, and thank the Goddess for that. If he's going down, I'm coming down with him. I've been listening to Kittie so much that I almost have memorized all of the lyrics. I can't help it, the album is great!!! ^____^ I had to go see my psychiatrist today and she thinks I'm doing really well from when she first saw me, which is always good. She and my family are all proud of me for not cutting for two months. ^^ *bows* I'm watching TV right now and this Christian CD is ripping off the iPOD commercials... funny if you ask me? Isn't that a sin? I dunno... I hate America. Right now they're showing a comercial for Chocolate Lucky Charms and now a commercial for a workout machine. STOP SELLING CRAPPY FOOD AND THEN EVERYONE IN THE U.S. WON'T BE SO OBESE!!! DIE, GOVERNMENT, DIE!!! Eh... sorry. I went into my Anarchic mood. I've been listening to too much Kittie... *starts to take off headphones* Eh, never mind. *puts them back on and headbangs* ^^ I have to go to Aikido tonight... *sighs* I dun wanna go. I want to talk to bloodandtears so we can babble like idiots and screw around on the computer. Speaking of bloodandtears, she better update sometime! I want to talk to her! T.T Maybe I'll just draw some more... or stare at Naraku. Yeah, that sounds good. *stares at him and drools* It's all good here. Eh, here's some pictures for you little peoples.


I miss hide-sama... T.T


Alright, I don't like Gackt all that much, but you have to admit that he's hot. ^^


Go Kyo!!!


I'm gonna have to steal Kaoru's alien hat, it's too cool.


Kawaii Totchi-kun. ^^


Die is so fine...


If you ask me, I think Shinya looks best without his makeup.


NO!!! KAORU HAD A SEIZURE!!! RESECITATE HIM!!! RESECITATE HIM!!!


Die, Totchi, and Kaoru...


... and Kyo and Shinya! ^^

Alright, I gotta go. Naraku is calling to me... X_X
@_@ +Today Shiyume is possesed by Naraku AND Kittie+ @_@
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Monday, March 28, 2005

   What time is it???
Current Mood: Confused
Current Song:Look So Pretty by Kittie

The time has been passing by so fast... it seems that I can't keep track of time... bloodandtears is babbling to me on the phone and I think she's on crack. She talking about Valentine's Day poems about chickens... X_X She worries me sometimes.... poor bloodandtears. Someone needs to help her. A cucumber in a salad? An orange in a peel? What is she talking about?

I had a really good day today, even though my family didn't do much. We went to Wendy's and ate a tasty lunch and we got to talk about everything and nothing and laugh at random people. It was fun. ^^ Then we went to Media Play and I looked at manga, played Tekken (I thought about Shintoga the entire time ^^), and bought a bracelet and a charm bracelet. The charm bracelet has two fishes that look really happy and it says "sushi" and in the middle it has a miserable looking goldfish in a fish bowl and it says "this sucks!". The necklace has a picture of a cat in a toaster and it says "Goodbye kitty". They're so cute. ^^ Then we went to Best Buy and I got Kittie's CD "Until the End" as my Easter present and I played Donkey Kong. It was awesome. I love "Until the End", I've listened to it about 5 times. :P



Then we went home and I listened to Kittie and drew for three hours. I drew a picture of Naraku dismembered and wrote "Immortal" on it and I drew a picture of Kikyo with lyrics from Kittie on it. I like them even though they suck. It's the best I can do. -_-; Now here I am, listened to bloodandtears making up a story about a boy named Dookie. She is so crazy....

I am bored so I will post up lyrics to the Kittie song stuck in my head. ^^

***
Look So Pretty
Say what you will
I will walk past that plate
Of glass
Your time has passed

Don't ever say it's my time
Burning hatred will light my way

A choice not an echo

And as your world comes down,
I will be there

You look so pretty, digging
Your grave
You look so pretty what's
Left to save?

Say what you will
Eyes to the skies

You look so pretty right now
***

Yay! Wasn't that fun, kids? Now it's time for the wonderful land of happy fun time! Pictures! ^^


Kittie backstage! ^^


Miyabi has gotten paranoid... the fangirls are out to get him...


Due le Quartz!!!


Mana-sama. ^^


Holy crap... that's one scary picture of Yu~ki. 0.0


Aw, how kawaii! Mana and a bunch of little kids! ^^


Kyo-sama!!! *drools*


I don't care what anyone says... that's sexy.


Um... wow. 0,0


Shinya looks so pretty. ^^

Okay, I believe that those pictures should suffice. If not, go to www.pinkuspider.com, I'm sure you'll find satifying pictures there. Sayonara, everyone!
@_@ +Shiyume is possesed by Kittie+ @_@
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Sunday, March 27, 2005

   Happy Easter!
Current Mood: Bored
Current Song: Artemis by Tsukigami featuring Kyo from Dir en Grey


From Sesshies_Gurl's page

Hello, everyone! Happy Easter to you all! Last night's InuYasha was a total waste of 30 minutes of my life. It was so gay! There were monkey that were looking for their god and it was so stupid. I thought about killing myself, but I wanted to see the preview for the next episode. Unfortunatly, the next one looks gay too. When will Naraku or Sesshomaru come back?! T.T I fear that my bishonens have gone forever... ToT


This is what my Sesshy plushie looks like. Isn't it cute? ^^


Sesshomaru is so pretty... ^o^


Naraku in his tripped-out demon form.

Today my brother woke me up at 10 o' clock to open our Easter presents and search for eggs that our parents hid and the only reason I wasn't angry is because I got to sit down with Shinya-bear and my Sesshomaru plushie. I can't wait until they come out with a Naraku plushie in America. ^^ We had tons of candy and there was this really cute basket that was in the shape of a rabbit and it was soft, white, and it would talk and eveything. I think I'll put a black ribbon around it and do some other things to it to turn it into a Goth Lolita purse. :P I got to read my newest Shonen Jump and I drew a picture of Naraku, Kanna, and Kagura. It really sucks because the eraser wouldn't work on the paper. >_< Grr... Then we went to go eat lunch and we went to Blockbuster. I got The Eye,, a Korean horror film that was helped made by the guy who did Ju-on and Ringu. I want to see it so bad... Tommorow I'm going to go to Media Play to buy Kittie's album- Until the End. Now my parents are trying to get me to watch The Passion of the Christ. I don't think my parents understand that I'm Wiccan. Either that or they don't want to accept it. >_< Here are some quick pics before they make me get off. Curses...


Mana in a weird kimono. ^^


Mana is so pretty... ^.^


You have to admit that Gackt-san is hot...


^^


Kozi-sama!!! *bows*


Kozi-sama's eyes are so pretty...

I have to go... grrness.
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