Friday, March 4, 2005

   The horrible truth...
I now know why I have been so hyper and upbeat lately. Instead of taking my 150 miligram dosage of Wellbutrin, I have been accidentaly taking my mother's 300 miligram dose! Hopefully I be back to what I call "normal" soon. X_X I've been thinking about Jhonen Vasquez a lot lately and have been reciting lines from Invader Zim a lot. Here is a picture of him.



Who0t! I love Jhonen. He's the creator of Invader Zim, Johnny The Homicidal Manic, B.A.C. (Bad Art Collection), I Feel Sick, Squee, and Filler Bunny. Wow. That's a lot of stuff. 0.0 I've also been listening to Nine Inch Nails a lot lately too. I guess it's because Trent is singing in English and I can understand everything he's saying. I want to speak Japanese so badly, but I'm stupid. T.T Curse it all. Today bloodandtears and I were really hyper because she didn't get any sleep and she's hyper when she doesn't and after I took the 300 miligram dosage, I realized that it was the wrong type of Wellbutrin. It's so funny because bloodandtears and I make fun of my depression medication, Paxil and Wellbutrin. Paxil sounds like some type of retarted computer program and Wellbutrin sounds like a nun's name. It's so fun to make fun of them. ^^ In reading class we're studying poetry and we have to write 10 poems for a project. I already knocked down 3 today. But it was really funny because I wrote this sad and depressing poem and it worried my teacher. It's about a Japanese legend that when ever it snows, the Snow princess is crying. I thought it was a really good idea for a poem. I'll post it up.

Snow Princess
Sorrow in her eyes
Cold beloved at her side
Her tear drenched face
Is one you can't erase
The Snow princess must be crying
The ground blanketed in snow
I wish this deep pain would go
Death never ends
The cold tears she sends
The Snow princess must be crying

It sucks but my teachers will eat right out of my palm sometimes, so it's good enough. It was really funny today because we had a celebration today for the "good students" and bloodandtears and I were invited, and plus we got out of 7th period! Yeehaw! It was retarted but I'll take hanging out with bloodandtears than going to school any day. We went to the cafeteria and we could do whatever we wanted as long as we didn't violate school rules and we got cake or popcorn. I got popcorn and bloodandtears got cake and I shared the popcorn with her. I also didn't eat lunch today, so I was kinda hungry. >_< It was funny because I was babbling about Naraku and then she told me about this picture that she saw on MyO and it was a picture of Naraku with his eyes cut out and moving eyes put there instead and he went cross-eyed and stuff. She laughed about it when she was drinking and she choked and laughed at the same time so I couldn't help but burst out laughing and we were laughing so hard that people were staring at us. It was great. ^^ After that we got bored and drew on out napkins and I drew an eye and then she drew a dog that said, "Hello. My name is Polly Prissy Pants." She's so weird, but then again I have no room to talk. :P We saw some boys and girls facing each other and it looked like they were about to fight. It was awesome. Then I started complaining about my period and I showed her how my pads were sticking out of my pocket. I took the pad out of my pocket and waved it in the air and went, "Look, everyone!" No one saw it but bloodandtears but I thought she was going to die. Her face was bright red from laughing so hard and she almost fell down. I would feel bad if she were to fall because of me. T.T Then when I went on the bus, I had a lovely conversation with my friend Lisa. She's Hmong but she knows how to speak and write in Korean and she likes J-rock and anime. We were babbling on the bus about all the different j-rockers we liked and all different types of Japanese things. We even talked about Ramune and Pocky. -_-; Lisa's really nice and funny and it's cute how friendly she is. She's like a puppy, she always wants to be by your side. ^^ Tommorow bloodandtears has to go skiing with a group of Japanese people that her mother teaches. Let's just say she's NOT looking forward to it. Poor thing. Also, tommorow is Hitsugi's birthday, so I'll be celebrating and telling it to everyone. I hope we get to go to Blockbuster soon... I miss the tree there. He loves me and I love him. I miss him. (Yes, I'm a treehugger, so what?! I'm also a treekisser!) T.T I'll shut up and give you guys what you really came here for- pictures!


Sugoi! What a wicked banner! I like it. ^^


Kyo and his neko. How kawaii. :P


The band in their Jessica PV.


Sorry, this pic is kinda fuzzy. -_-;


This is a Mana cosplayer. They did a good job, ne? ^.^


Wow! This Sesshomaru cosplayer did an awesome job compared to some of the others I've seen. Plus, he has spiffy contacts! ^^


All of the boys this time with Khala.


Oh, what a cool outfit! I like the black angel wings, I had some like those for Halloween last year.


Alright, if you attempt to make a doll look like Mana, you have WAY too much spare time on your hands.


I love Mana. He rocks. ^_^

Okay, minna. That is all for today. Ja ne!
+Shiyume+
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