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myOtaku.com: Aimai-Kagura


Wednesday, April 6, 2005

   And if I die before I wake...
Current Mood: Miserable
Current Song: Fiction (Dreams in Digital) by Orgy

Hello, everyone... I'm still sick. Now my throat hurts. Curse it all! I can't imagine how much makeup work I have by staying home... just thinking of it makes me want to puke. I think tommorow I'm going to school even if I have maggots crawling out of even orfice of my body. (Nice thought to think about, nai?) I'm wearing the clothes I wore yesterday... I didn't take a shower yesterday... I slept for about 18 hours and had some REALLY screwed up dreams. For instance, I had a dream that I was with a bunch of druggies and we chewed some gum that had crack in it and I was in pure bliss. We partied in this bus the police picked us up in and went crazy. It was really weird and it freaked me out. I think I've gone even further into insanity than I currently am in. Today I ate ramen and drank green tea and coke. I want to go to the gym so badly for some odd reason and just run until I collapse. I feel like crap. I want to talk to bloodandtears and babble about all different sorts of crap. I'm listening to Orgy right now and Fiction (Dreams in Digital) completly describes me. I'm like a robot and I dream in digital all the time and live in a world of permanent imagination and go to sleep to escape reality. It's sad, but true. I dream in digital. (It's a great song, I hightly suggest it.) I think I should do a ritual bath to cleanse myself of my illness and worries. I dunno. I just feel like lying down and going to sleep again. I changed my icon for all the people that voted and if you aren't happy with the change, I'll change my layout on the 20th. So shut your mouth until then. I know I'm not pleasant right now and I'm sorry. I just feel like crap and I want to go to bed and not have to worry about anything. I want to have a stronger immune system... I get sick all of the time. I think it's because I worry and get depressed all the time. I dunno. And right now I really don't care. I don't feel like posting any pictures up. I have to finish homework... maybe my dog can do it for me...
+Shiyume is tired... of everything+
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