Tuesday, April 12, 2005

   I am the voice inside your head...
Current Mood: Ill Current Song: The Odyssey by Orgy Eh... sorry about that. I'm just listening to Orgy and I love their lyrics. So eerie... yesterday was quite exciting. Unfortunatly, I cannot say the same for today. Allow me to elaborate... Yesterday I went to the local Science Museum on a field trip and I wasn't very pleased about it. Luckily, they had rainforest animals on exibit, so that made me really happy... but sad at the same time. I felt so bad for the animals because they were caged and were in a place where they were held to their will. They were in a prison and they didn't do anything to deserve it. People keeping on getting freaked out whenever they saw the pythons, fox bats, tarantulas, and scorpians and things like that, which made me even angrier. They are beautiful creatures and are very sweet if they are treated with kindness. I've pet a tarantula before and it was soft and really nice. If only people would get past the exterior... snakes are really sweet too! My friend has a pet corn snake named Fred and he is one of the sweetest animals on the Earth. I just hate people's judgement. Also, there were these hollowed out boxes right next to the lemur's cage and people would crawl in it and scare each other. I was fine with that except that they were terrifying the lemurs. The poor dears ran up in their tree and hugged each other while shaking. I told the people to stop and why, but they didn't care. I would like to put them in a strange, odd place and lock them in a cage and have ugly creatures poke their faces in and scream at them to see how they like it! Also there was this macaw in there that would talk to you but they were screaming, "Polly wanna cracker? Come on, you stupid bird! Talk!" I hate stupid people that are mean to animals... I just want them to understand their beauty. Eh... sorry. I went into an entire rant, didn't I? I do that sometimes... -_-; Bloodandtears got the 2nd part of Gokusen, a Japanese drama about an all boy's school that harbors juvenile delinquents and a female teacher teaches the class. The way she goes on about it makes me want to watch it so badly! But I can hardly understand the conversations between herself and her mother... -_-; She posted some pictures of the actors on her site and they are HOT. ^^ Today she came up to me and told me that my hair was cool. I asked her why and she said that it looked like a guy's off of Gokusen, just longer. I rolled my eyes and she burst out laughing. We both have the maturity of five year olds on crack. :P Today bloodandtears and I designed masks for me because when we become part of a visual kei band, I'm going to cover my face with a mask so no one will see that I am nothing but a baka Amerikanjin... *bows head in shame* Anyway, some of the masks are really cool like I designed one that was made out of mirror and named it "Reflection." Bloodandtears designed one of my favorites, a mask with a girl smiling like she's way too happy and her face is covered in black straight-jaket like material. It's really cool. A terrible tragedy (I won't say what for their privacy and I promised) fell upon one of my friends yesterday. When I heard about it I almost cried and fell to my knees. The whole entire day she couldn't stop crying and I couldn't do anything, but think of her when I was on the field trip. Fear is twisting in my gut because she hurt herself because of it and people are spreading rumors about her. I performed one of my spells of healing for her, but I don't know if that will be enough. She has a lifeless look in her eyes now. She looks like crap and it seems that she doesn't care about anything she holds dear anymore. The only thing I can do is hug her and tell her that everything will be alright... but I don't know if they will be. I feel horrible. I can't possibly imagine how she feels because her grief is so heavy and her lost was so great. I just wish I could take her pain away... Eh, I'm getting all depressive. Sorry. I do that sometimes when I get to deep into things. I need to go pray for my friend again. Sayonara. +Shiyume is lost and can't find her way to the light...+
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