myOtaku.com: Aimai-Kagura

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Gender
• Female
Location
• In the monkey that eats your nuts!!!
Member Since
• 2005-01-24
Occupation
• Obsesser, fangirl, headbanger, phycho, etc.
Real Name
• Momo-chan! ^o^

Personal

Achievements
• I know a little Japanese. ^_~
Anime Fan Since
• Before I was a disgusting little embryo. o_O
Favorite Anime
• Too many to type in this little space.
Goals
• Start a j-rock band with Zakuro, become a psychatrist, move to Japan, and help people all over the world. ^^
Hobbies
• Writing, drawing, music, computers, singing, hanging out with ZakuroIro, practicing Wicca, and learning Japanese
Talents
• I can decode dreams! ^^

myOtaku.com: Aimai-Kagura

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

KISS ME, KILL ME, LOVE ME!
Current Mood: Angry and angsty Current Song: Spit by Kittie I'M GONNA BURN DOWN MY FREAKING SCHOOL! I HATE THAT PRISON! I WISH THAT ALL THE TEACHERS WOULD GET WHAT THEY DESERVE AND THEIR KARMA COME BACK TO THEM TEN FOLDS! THE IGNORANCE! I FEEL LIKE SMASHING SOMETHING! I WANT TO SCREAM AND SPIT POISON! I WANT IT ALL TO MYSELF! Sorry... I really don't feel good right now. Last night I had really bad heartburn from all the stupid American food that I had to shove down my throat because we're Americans and like to make ourselves morbidly obese and then mope and cry over it when it THEIR FREAKING FAULT! It felt like a demon was looping through my ribs and struggling to break through my chest cavity... you know, like in Alien. I missed three hours of sleep and I was so tired in the morning that I didn't care what I wore and I only put two bracelets on, unusual for my twenty-some. I even wore my glasses because I've been straining my eyes. Stress has smothered me like a thousand-ton brick. I want to take a hammer and smash it all... my stress, the pain, the worry, my mind... I just want it all to go away and leave me alone. It's like a nasty omen that just won't go away and haunts me eternally... oh, Goddess. I must sound so selfish right now. There are thousands of other people dying right now and I'm griping about how much my life sucks. I must be a real dissapointment... I've turned into something I hate. I tried to make an alter for my Wiccan rituals today, but it was too small. I'm also trying to find a box for my tarot cards. Why does everything I do end up in vain? Bloodandtears got in trouble today for wearing a mini-skirt because some stupid people said that it was too short when it was past the school regulations. We were both really angry. Why can't people just mind their own freaking business?! I'm going to chop their dirty little noses off if they don't stop poking it into my buisness! Today during 5th period math I asked one of my teachers if I could use the bathroom and she said no because she wanted me in the room for a certain excercise. 25 minutes later, class ended and she let me use the restroom. Why do teachers have to be so stupid? In 7th period Science, my teacher was explaining something to the students that I wasn't going to be here for- and she knew that. I was working on my homework- writing 30 spelling words 10 times each- and she saw me. She walked over to me, ripped the paper out of my hands, and tore it apart and threw it in the trash. I had already wrote 230 words and I only had 70 left. Everyone in the class started to laugh at me and gasp saying, "The smart girl got her homework thrown away!" I started blushing and I wanted to cry. I just don't feel like doing anything. I want to go to sleep and lie in a permanent sleep... where I can escape from this horrid reality. +Shiyume is stumbling in the dark+
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