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Tuesday, May 31, 2005


   So very tired...
Current Mood:Lethargic
Current Song: The Hand that Feeds by Nine Inch Nails


Goddess, I'm tired. I've been staying up until 2 am every day this week... insomnia- curse you!!! I need to take some sleeping pills or get some tea that will put me to rest because I am so jittery and hyper at night. It just isn't normal. And then I wake up at 2 pm so I barely have a day. Grrness. Oh, well, at least I have more night that day. Whooo!!!! ^-^

My poor doggie has fleas. Last night I stayed up about half an hour picking fleas out of his fur. Poor baby... ToT I love my dog. Unfortunatly, I can't find any spells for prosperity or health for animals so I might have to write one for a human and use it. I'm so afraid for him. I did a Tarot card reading last night and I received a reverse "The Tower"- one of the worst cards you can receive. I started crying. What will happen to me? I think my dog is going to die. He's 15 years old and he's in really bad shape. Every night I ask the God to take care of him. If he does die, I know that he will be taken care of, but I want to be with him when the Goddess takes him to his next life. I can't stop trembling.


Reversed meaning: Pointless misfortune that you may find difficult to cope with. The situation you are in could be frustrating and, moreover, unnecessary, yet all you can do is endure it. Disaster may have been avoidable, but look to the future. The destructive influence of The Tower will certainly not last forever.

Crap. Crap. Crap. I don't know what to do. Okay, maybe I do. TRENT!!!








"I mean I'm sitting there in my underpants and it's like whoa!"- Trent Reznor

+Shiyume, disgruntled little stink child+

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