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Monday, July 4, 2005


   So lonely...
Current Mood: Undecided
Current Song: Wish by Nine Inch Nails


Waaahh.... me so lonely. T.T Bloodandtears went to Japan on July 1st and I miss her so much! ToT I know, I'm sad, it's only been 4 days, but she is my best friend and I feel empty without her to call me every single day and babble about nothing. At least she is happy there and isn't homesick anymore. That's where she truly belongs. She's gonna come back on the 17th, but it's gonna be horrible for me. I'm happy that she's happy, but I miss her so much!!! ToT I suck, don't I? Eh... sorry. I just miss her a whole lot and hope that I can get through it without being a miserable sack of skin the entire time. Meh, but isn't that what humans are?

I saw War of the Worlds yesterday since it was my dad's birthday and it was soooo cool. My dad thought it was even better than Batman Begins and Star Wars (and that's saying something! My dad is even geekier than I am!)! I admit, it was awesome. The sound and special effects were breathtaking and unbelievable. It seemed 3-D in some parts, but you got really in the movie. I love it. I think it was Tom Cruise's best work yet! I hate Tom Cruise, but he did an excellent job in this movie. Also, Dakota Fanning, my favorite chibi gaijin actress, rocked!!! She's a wonderful actress and really makes you think that she's a helpless little kid. I really suggest it, I can't put it into words. I liked it so much that I'm reading the book by H.G. Wells now, which takes place in Victorian England. I love it and you should really see it.



Right now I'm really pushing on my Japanese studies so that I can master it soon and that way I can go to Japan! My parents said that if I keep up my good grades, if I master Japanese, if it's safe, and when I'm old enough, I can be an exchange student in Japan! ^_^ Bloodandtears sent me a website on it and I was so happy because so far all of the qualifications are perfect for me! I can't wait and I will do my best so that I will be able to succeed and fulfill my dreams! I know that sound cheesy, but I want to make something out of my life and I want to be a successful gaijin! I will not die being a failure. I will succeed, no matter how much it takes to get there. So far I already know how to write in Hirigana and Katagana, and I know a few kanji. Now all I have to do is learn how to speak it. Curse it all... -_-;

I am sorry for the short post, but I don't really have anything more to tell you about my uneventful life. Thanks for your time and sorry for not updating in a while... I was grounded for a little while. ^^; Well, Ja ne, my beloved darklings!
+Shiyume, hopeless American idiot+

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