myOtaku.com: Aimai-Kagura

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Gender
• Female
Location
• In the monkey that eats your nuts!!!
Member Since
• 2005-01-24
Occupation
• Obsesser, fangirl, headbanger, phycho, etc.
Real Name
• Momo-chan! ^o^

Personal

Achievements
• I know a little Japanese. ^_~
Anime Fan Since
• Before I was a disgusting little embryo. o_O
Favorite Anime
• Too many to type in this little space.
Goals
• Start a j-rock band with Zakuro, become a psychatrist, move to Japan, and help people all over the world. ^^
Hobbies
• Writing, drawing, music, computers, singing, hanging out with ZakuroIro, practicing Wicca, and learning Japanese
Talents
• I can decode dreams! ^^

myOtaku.com: Aimai-Kagura

Thursday, January 5, 2006

I hate stupid people.
Current Mood: Kinda Sad
Current Song: Dreaming by System of a Down

I read Zakuro's post today and I agree with her... I'm tired of the same old thing. It would be really nice to have some variety in my life and I'm just so tired of it. Here's what I said about it-

I know what you mean, Mero-I feel the same way. I mean I'm white and everything, but I don't really fit in anyways. You're my only friend (at school) who doesn't freak out on me. Guys don't like me and but I have no idea why Taylor does... maybe it's because he's an outcast too. People talk about me behind my back and think I am bitch and shit like that. The thing is, I don't give a crap anymore. It feels like no one will ever TRULY accept me, but I don't really care. I'm tired of the same thing too... I just wish I could run away sometimes. I guess that's one of the reasons I want to go to Japan so badly. I can't stand the thought of living in this hick-ass town for the rest of my life and I crave for something new. I guess that's one of the reasons we're so good of friends.

See? I don't know... maybe I'm going crazy just replaying everything over and over again. It's like watching a video tape that it so boring that you want to kill yourself and sometimes have events that make you break down on your knees crying... that's me.

I love my mom but she pisses me off so badly sometimes... the other day because I forgot when I let our dog out last, she called me and my brother useless. Of course, I was pissed about it and she got mad at me because I was upset. Then Dad came home and was angry that so many things went on when he was away and he told us that sometimes he wonders if he should stay home for the rest of his life or just run away. Then Mom started screaming at me, asking if I wanted to tear the family apart and cause Mom and Dad to get a divorce and said that she ought to put me up for adoption. When I started crying, I tried to suffocate my sobs and she got pissed at me for crying. When I was born it was an accident... sometimes I think it would be better if my mom and dad were never to meet. I hate my life so much sometimes.

But I guess I shouldn't complain... I found out that my friend Chealsea is going through some troubles. Since her parents are divorced, her mom went to go see her dad and told him that he needed to take Chealsea and that she was tired of taking care of her and that he needed to be a father for once. Then he said right to her face that he didn't want her and her mom was going to send her to a girl's school. Now they have to go to therapy and she can't be by herself since she's ran away so many times. I just wish that I can be sad without feeling guilty.
+Momo, stupid,whining, bipolar bitch+
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