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myOtaku.com: Aimai-Kagura


Friday, January 6, 2006

   Stupid face.
Current Mood: Jealous
Current Song: Jealous by Dir en Grey

I'm so tired of feeling like I'm not pretty. People tell me that I am, but I'm not. One time I just looked at a flower and cried because I knew that I would never bloom into a beautiful blossom like it would. My boyfriend tells me I'm prettier than geisha but he's full of shit. I'm jealous of all the girls at school and I just wish that I would be decent. Even when I wear makeup it fades off and makes me look even worse. I'm also 10 lbs overweight and I can never find anything to fit me and I'm trying to excerice like an anorexic might. I just want to look decent... maybe my life wouldn't be so fucked up. Sometimes I just think it would be better to cover up my face with a paper bag and wear a bedsheet for the rest of my life... I know that my religion tells everyone that they're beautiful no matter what but I could never imagine myself as "beautiful."



God, what's the matter with me?! I have a good life and all I can think about is the negative stuff!!! I'm such a stupid fuck. I mean, my family earns medium wage, I have a nice warm home, I have good grades, I have nice friends, and I'm living in America. I dunno... sometimes I just want to make my mind shut up.
+Momo, dazed and confused+
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