myOtaku.com: Aimai-Kagura

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Vitals

Gender
• Female
Location
• In the monkey that eats your nuts!!!
Member Since
• 2005-01-24
Occupation
• Obsesser, fangirl, headbanger, phycho, etc.
Real Name
• Momo-chan! ^o^

Personal

Achievements
• I know a little Japanese. ^_~
Anime Fan Since
• Before I was a disgusting little embryo. o_O
Favorite Anime
• Too many to type in this little space.
Goals
• Start a j-rock band with Zakuro, become a psychatrist, move to Japan, and help people all over the world. ^^
Hobbies
• Writing, drawing, music, computers, singing, hanging out with ZakuroIro, practicing Wicca, and learning Japanese
Talents
• I can decode dreams! ^^

myOtaku.com: Aimai-Kagura

Monday, January 16, 2006

God is Wearing Black
Current Mood: Frustrated and Sad
Current Song: Soldier Side by System of a Down

I feel as if the weight of the world is upon my shoulders... not only do I have problems of my own, but I have to help all of my friends with their problems too. I found out that my friend is pregnant, one of my friends is still suffering from heartbreak, my boyfriend tried to commit suicide, my cheerleader friend is starving herself because someone called her fat, I'm still having a battle with my self-image, and I've been unusually depressed lately. Have you ever seen the sculpture of the man that Leonardo DaVinchi (I think) carved where he has the globe on his back and seems in pain? That's how I feel... Sometimes I just wish that I could climb under my covers and dream up my own little world of pretend where nothing ever went wrong.

I'm on a diet now and am also exercising like an anorexic. The minimum I've exercised everyday is one hour and the maximum is two hours... maybe I should just start exercising three hours. But it's terrible... I feel like I'm constantly hungry. I can't even look at food in fear of falling into temptation and I'm beginning to hate food. I wish I could go back to being a little kid where I had no worries... it's true. Ignorance IS bliss.

I went to a school dance and as always, it sucked. I don't even know why I go to those stupid things... I guess it's to be with Zakuro, but I still hate being there. All they play is rap, there are far too many people, I don't dance, and one of the boys at my school kept on hitting at me at my first dance. Next time I should just save my time and money and not go and watch music videos.

The past week I went to go see Memoirs of a Geisha and Tristan and Isolde with Zakuro and I cried during both. -_-" They were so good, but terribly sad. Especialy Geisha, but someone woh really knew Japan could tell that it had some Chinese influences in it. It even had some really cool kimono that they knew wouldn't be back in the olden days, but they were still cool.

I gotta go... talk to you guys later, and happy Martin Luther King Jr. Day.
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