Monday, November 28, 2005

Works been crazy, but fun as always. Tinas awesome, Jason H is awesome, everyones awesome. Except for Shawn. He scares me. o.o; Its really fun to work with Rei and Kayla, and even more fun working with my sister. Whenever I have to page her, I call her Tammy over the intercom. Its funny. Tina told me to say "Sissy to register blah blah". That would have been funny. The T-Shirts are always a mess and Tinas always freaking out over them. Anyway. On Friday I threw a surprise party for Viki, and it was a BIG Success. It was actually a surprise. =D Had two cakes, beautiful cakes made by me and one was decorated by my sister, and the other by me. Both super cool. Samy, Kristin and Jess slept over that night, boy was that crazy hella fun!!! I wanna do that more often. That'd be crazy as alllll hell. Yep yep! My sister bought the game "dirty minds" which is the first one of the game I bought Jen which was called "more dirty minds" .. Boy is it a fun game! Its crazy. ^^ I've been having so much more fun lately, I'm starting to forget all the sad things that happened in the past. I'm starting to actually be happy. Its so great to actually smile and not have to fake it.. But.. There are still things that make me sad. And, I hate it when Eric teases me... But, hey.. A lot of the things he says makes me feel really really happy. ^^ Sometimes, when I don't get to talk to him, I start thinking sad things, but whenever I do get to talk to him, I get really happy all over again. He really does make me the happiest. I told him hes not allowed to say "chuu" to me and yell at him when he does, but... Thats only because I get this strange feeling whenever he does. I kinda like the feeling, I really wish I could get that feeling more often ^^ Buuut... I'm just.. So scared of him, its really sad. Theres only two people I'm scared of getting mad or upset at me, and thats my mom and him. Haha. I don't know what I'd do if they hated me. That would suck majorly. I've been listening to the Rolling Stones song "You Can't Always Get What You Want" soo.. This is from the song, "You can't always get what you want, but if you try real hard, you get what you need." Soo.. I've decided I'm gonna try my best to get what I need, and what I need is someone very special ^^ Well, I have one, but well... One that well, I'm special to too! Haha. I must sound really stupid and dorky right now. Thats okay. ^^; Well.. Thats all for now!
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