Friday, April 18, 2014

Jesus
I haven't been on here for 8 years. I'm sure nobody will even see this post. But holy shit has life changed!

I've got a degree now. I'm not angsty (yes. I really was angsty despite that one post...) and I'm figuring things out. I've got my own life, I live on my own and am independent and a grown up...Its kinda sad, looking back on the years I used to visit The Otaku every day...

Sigh.
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Figured it out!
Dum dum dum dee! I figured out why I'll get so pissed off...it's not just random mood swings. It happens everyday, right after fourth block, when I'm walking out to the busses. I get really mad. And I've figured out that I get mad because I know I'm going home.

Heh, simple as that, the thought of home pisses me off. Weird, eh? Cause really it's not so bad around here. I mean, sure, there's alot of yelling, nothing ever works as it should, and something is always going wrong...but...it's not so bad....maybe?
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Monday, March 20, 2006

Mood Swings?
Well, it appears that my mood has taken a turn for the worse when it comes to a few of my peers. No, I'm not going to say names. It just seems that some people are getting on my nerves. I'm just tired of...their mundane normality, the way they constantly conduct themselves. It's always the same thing, same quotes, same songs, same everything! Nobody ever does anything different...and I'm annoyed by it.

Which I guess, to some people, would also qualify me as being 'angsty'. Hear this: I HATE THE FRICKEN WORD ANGST! It's over-used, annoying, and an inadequate way to describe what the heck anybody is feeling. Besides which, nobody has the right to judge whether I am angsty of not. I'm not depressed, and angst, as said by the dictionary, 'accompanies depression' and no, I have no anxiety. I'm just annoyed with the world. Don't ask why, I just am. And don't you dare say in any comments you leave, if anybody cares to leave any, that I am ansty. I'll bite your head off. Or just stop talking to you out of being so 'grrr' at the word.

Angst is now my new 'anger trigger' word. Goes right there next to 'Shhh!'

::storms away, suddenly in a bad mood::
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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Yay for Guys and Dolls!
Whoot...well, didn't try out for the school play...I didn't even really think about it. And yet, somehow, I still got involved.

I'm in the Pit Band. Yeah, that interesting assortment of players who provide the background music and fill in the empty spaces between scenes. It's really an honor, I guess, that I was asked to join the band...cause I'm the only highschool student. Everybody else is professionally hired, and getting paid. I'm just getting extra credit, I guess. It's very intimidating to play among a group of professionals, being a freshman and all an only being in my fifth year of playing. I've made alot of mistakes, but thankfully the rest of the band is very understanding. And thankfully, nobody in the audience seems to have noticed.

The funny thing about the whole pit band thing is that it isn't on the stage, or in front of the stage, or even in the auditorium. We're located in a room dubbed as "The dungeon", with an audio feed over into the auditorium. We watch for the cues on a TV set up...and yeah. It's crazy, but it works...

Anyways...well, there's nothing else to say, I guess...I'll go back to packing boxes now.


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