Wednesday, March 1, 2006

Oww
Oww, I think another molar is coming in...it hurts. And that's all I have to say.
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Hey, It's Mardi Gras!
Yeah! Mardi Gras! What's that celebrate again...?
Anyways, uhh...I didn't realize it was Mardi Gras until lunch. Sad, eh? If I had known, I would've dressed up. :( Oh well. I did wear some beads a friend gave me.

And, today, being the twenty eighth, was the day that Ne-yo released his CD, on which is the song that I really loved the first time I heard, "So sick". It's catchy, and sure, it's another love song, but compared to the normal stuff on the radio now adays, it's really mellow and nice.

Alas, our band is going downhill. You'd think that upon coming up on two days till our concert, people would have all their music learned, and the only thing we'd have to do in class is a few touchups, otherwise just playing through it, perfecting it, rehearsing it. But no, not with the bands at my highschool. First off, the Wind Ensemble. We have the trumpets who still can't count, the trombones on wrong partials, and the drummer who doesn't know his part, when he's the only one playing! ARg, it kills me! I mean, how hard it is to take a peice of paper home, get two sticks, and tap on something?! Jeez...

Now Chamber Winds, the second band I'm in, is only doing three songs, whereas the Wind Ensemble is doing four. There's a combined peice too, and it's like a grade 2, maybe. It's really easy. But nobody seems to be able to play it. We're also playing something called Sea Portrait. It's a funky tune, and we haven't had many sessions that we've actually focused soley on that peice. We've only played through the whole thing three times, I think. If that. It's pretty, like, french or something, and there isn't much wrong with it besides the "flatness" at which people are playing. Dynamics seem to be invisible sometimes. Really, the worst of the songs is the combined peice. Our tuba player, his name is Lewis, sucks. Our teacher will be looking right at him, and Lewis will be looking back, but he won't respond when the teacher cues him. He'll just stare, and wait...and miss all his cues. He doesn't play half the time, or at least, I can't hear him. And I sit in front of him.

::sigh:: Ah, the troubles of one involved in music. Personally, I practice for at least an hour a day. YEah, I know, I'm supposed to practice at minimal an hour and a half, being a French horn player. But after daily practice in school, then coming home to play, my lips only make it an hour. I wish other people would commit to their art as I do, or just stop ruining the joys of others...

Oh, and, hear this...I have to play 8 peices of music on Thrusday. Two of them are three movement peices, then there's the really long Sea Portraits that I have a solo in, and Elegy for a Young american, where I have to hit a high G, which I couldn't even attempt until the end of this summer. It's crazy...nonstop playing for me. But, despite the fact my lips will probably be bleeding at the end, I still love music!
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Monday, February 27, 2006

::does the tango::
La da...de da...well...I'm listening to Carmen, all in french horns. It's pretty darn pretty. And every time listen, I seem to hear something new, which is kinda cool. I wish I could play like the people who performed this can...::sighs::

Someday, I shall be one of those great instrumentalists you hear about...ya know, the one's who go crazy and either end up getting hit by a train because they think the sound is music, or the ones that just disappear at the age of thirty, and you never hear from them again. Maybe I'll cut off my ear. Oh wait, that guy was a painter...darnit.


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Friday, February 24, 2006

::coughs;:
I just thought you'd all like to know...I just choked on a piece of potato. I almost died...

::eats some more potatoes::
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My hands...are...green?
Well, I just set out my Mardi-gras costume. I am almost finished with it. I'm still wondering over a top to wear with it, and I have a few Feathery touchups to do on the bottom half. I managed to colour my hands green working on it, and I have a purple stripe down my leg. XD

So, now I'm eating potatoes. Yeah, potatoes, as in the...vegetable. Potatoes are vegetables, right? Oh well, who cares anyways? It's all food to me!

::gnaws a potatoe::
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Thursday, February 23, 2006

Tee hee
AHahahah! FEATHERS! BURN THE FEATHERS!

Nah, just joshing...well, maybe.
I was messin around with feathers today, cause I was makin up my Mardi Gras mask for a party I'm going to. It's a pretty cool mask, a little lame, seeing as it's composed of cardboard (which doesn't bend) a buncha small beads, construction paper, and feathers. Oh, And hot glue. But I like it.

So, I've dropped my diet. Shame on me, I know. I've been totally eating everything I see, and I can't seem to stop. I am always hungry! Maybe I'm pregnant...But, that wouldn't make sense, since I'm still a virgin. Well, I guess I'll just go bother someone.
::stuffs Marshmallows in mouth and waddles off to go sit in the dryer::
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Monday, February 13, 2006

Hmmm
Wow, reading over some of my posts, I really sound like I need some Zoloft, eh? Maybe I do, maybe I don't.Hehe

Well, just to clear thi- ::screams in irritation at popups and clicks them away:: Damn things always come up when I'm talking! Or...when Kat IM's me...XD...

Anyways, as I was saying, I'm not normally this...err...angsty. I guess I've just been feeling a bit stressed and down. Home life is a bit rough (as always) and sometimes it really gets to me. I find it easy to explode on the internet, so, this is where I do it. I'll try to be brighter in the future. I think. maybe. I dunno. I may be psycho, but I'm not psychic. XD haha...anyways...

Later!

::dives into pile of...marshmallows?::
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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

Smilin while your Cryin
It's song...

I'm so sick of hiding what I'm feeling, it's starting to really bother me, but I can't just out and tell people all the things I'm stressing about. I don't want help, but I know I need it, and I know I can't get from my friends...

I dunno. My parents have a court date tomorrow. Could really change my current outlook on life, the results I mean.

::goes away, silently stressing.::


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Screw that, man...jeez
Blah. So yeah...I'm in one of those moods where I'm...angry at the world. Not really though. I dunno. I guess I'm pretty contemplative or something. I've been thinking alot about life, and the values of experiences and what makes me who I am today. It's weird...

I've actually found that I can't remember alot of my childhood. I mean, I remember some from third grade and before...but between third and fith is like, a blurr. I remember little things here and there, important events, strange things being said, different places...I wish I could recall more of the feelings and emotions. Yeah, I know that at that point I was generally confused...but still...::sigh:: I guess I just blocked out what I didn't understand, and now I can't get it back. It makes me kinda sad, as if I'm not a whole person, ya know?
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Wugh...What's the date today?
Uhh...Yeah. It's been a very very long time since I've posted in this. It's not lack of time...it's lack of proper thinking. I've been kinda out of it lately. I think somethin's goin on in my head, but I can't figure it out. My friend Glenn said just to go with whatever's going on and try to find an answer, but I'm just goin with the IGNORE way of things. I'm not paying attention to feelings right now, cause they confuse me so much. hey! I guess I had something to say after all!

I've been staying up really late on the computer, trying to find people to RP with. I started a great one with my friend, Glenn, a few nights ago. HE broke my record and kept me up until three thirty. Wow! Snaps for him!

I don't sleep much anymore, and I'm always tense. D'ya think I'm crazy? Cause I do...or at least...more crazy than normal...@_@


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