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Thursday, February 17, 2005

The Ignored Side of Life.
Today wasn't exactly the greatest day ever. My best gal pal was really heart broken today.

Her boyfriend has been lying to her alot. Turns out he was getting high and then lying to her about it. She knew that he was in rehab once before, but he told her that he had finally quit.

However, about two days ago, his mom caught him completely stoned off his ass and he was sent right off to rehab again. Now my best gal pal can't have any contact with him.

But, today, she finally made the choice to break it off with him. She said she just couldn't put up with his lies, and that she didn't know him anymore.

There is no doubt in my mind that she cared deeply for him and vice-versa, but her boyfriend is just a child. He's selfish.

I've never experienced anything like this personally. Hell, I still haven't experinced an actual relationship with a significate other either. But seeing her cry was making my heart break, and when I was alone later on, I started to cry myself.

Life just gets more complex as you get older I guess.

The thing that plagued my mind the most was the fact that I was actually longing to find a significate other to have a relationship with too. But with what just happened today, now I've begun to fear it. I was actually beginning to see the best sides about being in love, but now all I see are the bad sides.

Do I fear the risk of loosing a close friendship with that person, if something goes wrong? Or am I just afraid of going through the same pain my friend was feeling today?...
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