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myOtaku.com: Akane The Fox


Monday, September 12, 2005

I Guess I Can Only Keep Dreaming...
I guess I was just too late. I was just too afraid to tell you how I truly felt, and now I won't have that chance for a while now. Maybe never again.

I never knew that this would hurt this much, or just how many tears I would cry because of it. You're with someone else that isn't me, and that's all my fault. I never told you how I felt so it's also my fault why I feel all this pain.

I think it hurts even more because you and I are so close, but you never told me that you were with HER.

I'm not jealous though. If you are happy, then I will try to be happy for you as well. I can't just push you away because things didn't go the way I had hoped they would. That would be more hurtful and selfish of me.

However, even though I can only watch you from a distance now. Even though I can only hold on to the few simple touches you give me.

I still, and always will, love you more than anything in this world. You're the reason my world is still able to go on, and I'll still stand by you no matter what.

Even though the only thing I can do now is dream, I love you...
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