Thursday, December 21, 2006

My first artwork...

Akane's PokéPet
 
Moondrop the level 85 Vaporeon!

Hey I just submitted my horrible art I hate it so much I cannot call myself an artist and those waiting on art trades I' sorry for the wait I'll get on them right away but seriously they are horrible I feel like I wanna puke everytime I see them they are so bad Please dont look at them they will make your eyes bleed I can't beleive I posted them for everyone to see how bad I am....*cries* I'm sorry If i upset anyone....I'm gonna crawl into a corner and die...of shame... okay I draw sorta chibiish and I hate it so if you could find a site that could help me with my problem....
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

I'm so sad
My best friend dayana is moving away I am so sad and I won't ever see her again We love anime and we have always loved it and we were gonna go to the anime mid-atlantic con together and now...nothing
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   The reason for the season
Today is lifting my spirits high! (lolz I oculdn't find a better openig sentence) but what happened was I woke up at my Nana's house and no one except for my 5 year old brother and the maid was home so I got to eat a healthy popcicle!!! yummy....but then every one got back and I had to get dressed quickly for the kindergarten, 1st, and 2nd grade christmas program at church. So I got dressed and I looked like crap but I went anyway, but we sat there in the pews for at least half an hour until each grade came out one by one singing christmas carols and they continued the carols throughout the program THEY WERE SOO ADORABLE I just wanted to go up on stage and pinch their cute cheeks!!!!Then at the end, they stated the reason for the season...Jesus, they sang the most cutest little song and not to be too sappy but....I cried ...a little. but then me and my grandmother went to Cheeburger Cheeburger and got a bunch of stuff and now I know why mosst of the world is overweight those damn cheeseburgers....rrrr.....were soo good but I restrained my self (thank god almighty) and ate a very small burger and onion rings (which makes me feel really fat let me tell ya ) but my already overweight brother ate the one pound burger !!!!! then my grandmother was so sweet and helped me with my manga problem. She bought it for me but I have to hide it from my mother cause my mom had countlessly protested. And now I am deeply in debt to Nana for the very kind deed that she did for me^_^ Well I gotta go help her shop now see ya later


Okay I went shopping and she got a bunch of stuff for me yey! but then after all that walking I went home and mom wanted me to walk with her! it was murder....but still it was fun anyway but I am so happy I found an art sitte that I am praying for a christmas miracle that it helps.....*prays*.....I'm gonna try it now! Wish me luck


Okay I tried it and I'm horrible....this has turned my day from the best to the worst and plus I gotta go home tomorrow so I go home non-artistic.....*cries* I can't do this!!!
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Kind of eventful day...?
I am supposed to wrap presents, bake cookies, decorate my nana's house and go see a movie with my brother....what movie you ask?

......Eragon never read the book or got into it but i'm going for the hell of it

I'm still trying to draw but nothing good is showing up on the paper and I have given up hope that some thing will *sighs*

Well I gotta go do my hair its a HUGE mess I think I lost my head phones in it....*grumble*

but Last night me and my brother (12) watched peter pan till 12 and stole cookies and Ice cream and I know I've gained a few pounds....grrr..... but it was fun
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Well I'm back and it was kinda bad I slept thorugh part of it and the whole thing went too fast and had a really bad plotline I at alot of pop corn after that we went to barns and noble and I scanned through the manga's and I saw chobit and I thought to myself ..."OH SHIT" you see I'd forgotten that me and my frined had already set up our gifts.....we are supposed to buy eachother a chobit book and exchange them (lolz stupid arent we!?) but I am slready a servant for my father and I owe him and my mother 40 bucks so another 10 would put me deeper in the puddle but ill figure something out/.....I haven't gotten out of my drawing depression yet I'm still horrible if I posted something on now then people who had seen it would be blind and they would send me the hospital bills....
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Monday, December 18, 2006

   A couple of days of nothing

I have art troubles again I can't develop my own style and have confidence in it I am actually in place with a working scanner and I can't make anything I can call my own!!! please help me!! any one!!!and now i've figured out that tutorials don't work for me!!!I've been trying to not draw as much as possible so I can't start fresh....sorta

Christmas with the Spirit Detectives! (Yu yu Hakusho with pictures) by Starzie
Name:
Where you all spend Christmas:	Your HouseGenkai's TempleKurama's HouseKuwabara's HouseYusuke's ApartmentHiei's... er tree...
Your Christmas wish?
You:	Laugh your ass off as Yusuke and Kuwabara try to help decorate the tree only to topple it over on an unsuspecting Koenma.
Yusuke:	Tries to open his presents early, only to get chewed out by the girls present.
Hiei:	Grits his teeth and bares with the festives if only for Yukina's sake.
Kurama:	Has to try and stop Hiei from murdering Kuwabara who managed to get under mistletoe with Yukina.
Kuwabara:	Brings his kitty along, and he and Yukina play with it for most of the time.
Your very special gift:

YEAH!! and I did this on my first try too I'm so proud! *WOOHOO* I am sitting in my large pink mushroom chair eating a candy cane, listening to christmas music and waiting for my mom to get home so we can go to to my Nana's house (grandmother) and my 5 year old brother is wathcing a video where lobsters are eating a cat alive *whines* poor kitty cat *sniffles* I just stole his leapster and drew one of my oc's and you cant save your picture I'm mad!!!! grr but I feel very sorry for my nana because my grandfather (popop [like hop on pop]) died last october and their anniversary was on the 22nd we are actually staying at my home for the holidays so ill be posting on christmas day okay?
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Sunday, December 17, 2006

   One of those days...
Have you ever had one of those days that everything sucks. Well let me start when I woke up...well it was my time of the month.....Ihad to babysit my brother who was obviously on crack and jumping off the walls, and I had to clean the toilets....ughhh I'm gonna have nightmares...Also my other brother was/is being a crap head (a normal thing) and today it really ticked me off and the negativity of my self critism took over and as I threw ugly comments at myself in my head I got over it about dinner when every thing was great hten and before that I did what I love to do most...wrap and decorate for christmas....too bad we won't get snow it was so warm today we had a cook out....unfortunatly we won't have a white christmas but I put up fake snow flakes and I am wearing my pj's inside out just for the hope of it and the fun of it I hope your day was better than mine.
Happy Holidays
*Akane*

What I did on Friday (it was so funny I have to explain it!!)
Well I got home off the bus Friday and hugged my mother and told her how happy I was that there was no more school, I invited my friend Molly over (who is jewish and she had celebrated the first day of Chanakah (sp) at about 5) She had gotten a blue ipod-nano so we listened to it like total dorks and sang along to all of the songs and we kept singing (VERY Loudly) "Modern Swinger" by The pink spiders and then my bro told us to stop then we watched (not really) animated christmas movies and not really watching them and my brother sat next to us (he's fan of south park) and said " Don't you remember what cartman said it was soo funny" and then said very loudly and laughed " HEY LOOK THE COVETUS JEW!!!" my face turned totlaly red and I apologized for his behavior and whispered in my brother's ear "she's jewish you ass hole" his face turned white and he left the room then we went up stairs and went on funny sites and watched funny movies and then we laughted our heads off then at 10:00 she went home and I fell asleep.....funny huh?
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Saturday, December 16, 2006

   I am the Queen of catastrophies!!
Okay So me and my 6 year old brother (who has a diease that makes him bruise easily) were running around out side and he tryed to hid in the bushes from me and missed the turn and whacke3d his head on the corner of the brick, He started running to the door and screaming! I ran to him thinking it was a small bump but he turned around and his face was covered in blood!!!( I can't live with my self!!) he's in the hospital right now and I feel so sorry for him cause it's my fault and he's scared of the hospital even though he goes at least 10 times a month (maybe even more!!!) I am so sad and I cried when he left and I haven't stopped!!1
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Friday, December 15, 2006

   Art Help please!!!
I would love how to draw better!!! If you have any sites of reference or tutorials or tips I would adore them! I am haviong a artists break down where I know everyone is better at drawing than me!! *sobs* It's quite depressing really I've been studying all of these books about it but I can't get the basics right and I suck at everything!! Hair, Hands, Body, Eyes you name it!! and on top of that I cannot develop my own style that I am comfortable with!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
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Monday, December 11, 2006

   Kawairashii myou : Part one- Decorating for Christmas
Kawairashii myou : Part one- The Holidays ?Akane walked up the slippery, snowy steps to her front porch to her house. Carrying her heavy package of Christmas presents she knocked on the door and rang the doorbell twice. She waited for what seemed like forever and her arms couldn't take the weight of the bags and was about to put them down when one of her roommates opened the door. "Hey Akane! Can I help you with those?" "Sure" she said as she put all of the bags into his arms. Poor Sora almost tipping over with the weight of the packages staggered into the room. "What’s in here ROCKS?” he asked grunting. "No" She curtly replied, "They're presents silly!” He plopped them down on the couch in front of him and sat on the floor gasping for breath. "Oh, come on you wimp" Akane said teasingly "It wasn't that heavy" He started to reply but he stopped because he knew it was useless. "That's what I thought you said,” she said giggling. Sora ran over to her and started tickling her. "OH STOP!!" She said laughing "YOURE GONNA KILL ME!" He stopped and they both sat on the floor laughing until they swore their sides had split. After the laughing had subsided Akane asked," Where's Kurama and Kyo?" He smiled " Not gonna tell you!" "Why not?!" she asked, "...because you can ask them yourself!" Suddenly the door swung open and standing in the door way was cold Kurama and Kyo covered in snow holding a ten-foot Christmas tree. Akane swung around, ran to the door and pulled them inside and then ran to get blankets and to cups of coa-coa. " Oh you poor things" she said hugging them both "Are you alright?" "Yeah we're fine" Said Kurama in a cheery tone "Why do you worry so much Akane?" asked Kyo "Cause I care" She smiled and gave them their blankets and coa-coa. " I know you do" Kyo said back" If any one, you should be worrying about me!" said Sora jokingly "You were the one who made me carry those packages!" "Oh stop your whining you sat in side all day and played Mario-cart and built snowmen!" Akane said giggling. Kurama let himself out of his blanket and set his cup down on the coffee table. "Well we have the tree, presents and decorations I guess this means we better get started" Akane smiled and went up to the attic to get the ornaments and decorations and came zipping back down with loads of boxes labeled in bold letters *CHRISTMAS*. She opened the first box and started sorting the ornaments on the carpet."Wow, you're excited" said Kyo with a smile. He ran over and hugged her "I'll make sure to make this the Christmas you won't forget..."said Kyo. Akane turned to him and smiled. Kurama ran over to her in a playful way and grabbed her away from Kyo. "Hey! She's mine" They all burst out laughing and to Akanes suprise, she was blushing. The boys then started to set up the tree and the lights. Akane hid the presents in her room so she could wrap them later and then she continued decorating " I just love the holiday season" Akane said, Sora, Kurama, and Kyo all smiled in agreement.............................After all the decorating, it was 12:00 midnight and all four of them sat by the fireplace in warm blankets and looked at all the tree and the decorations they had put up. Akane snuggled in a blanket in Kurama's arms. She leaned up and whispered into his ear " Thank you...This is going to be the best Christmas ever...." She quietly fell asleep and Kurama looked down and her and kissed her head and smiled
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Monday, December 4, 2006

   Two christmas stories

Akane's PokéPet
 
Whizzer the level 75 Cherimu!

Speaking of christmas presents I got a pokemon for myself never seen it before but its still cute!!!

Santa? (please know I found this and i'm not talking about myself)
It was war time and my father was missing in action. His helicopter had been shot down and it was nearing chriatmas time. My mother had no money for gifts this year but we didn't care. Me and my siblings were a happy bunch of kids and we all decided that if Daddy could come home we wouldn't ask for any presents. Then on christmas morning we sat around the tree with a handful of presents and then there was a knock at he door. We all stared at my mother and she walked slowly to the door. She opened it and there was nobody there and she stuck her neck out of the door and there was a giagantic truck load of presents all with our names on them. Mom looked shocked and happy. We all opened them and after we had opened them all the telephone rang, it was the army! They had found daddy and he was alive and coming home it was christmas miracle and to this day we still don't know where the presents came from!

If Only You
Knew

it was always his desire to fly high with the birds. To get away from the poor, hopeless, tough world he lived in. He was stuck between to love. He had issues of the family sort. He could not help but feel his friends were slowly abandoning him. He just wanted to fly away from this poor, hopeless, tough world he lived in.
He had no idea how to handle the world he lived in. He was always watching the sky, always hoping, always praying. He walked home that cold December night, through the snow of the streets. He slowed and sat with a homeless man. Telling him his problems and in return listening to his. He gave him all his money and walked home poor again through that cold December night. He had no regret in his heart at what he had done. He went home to that old run down apartment crying at what his children had to live in. Every night he sat and cried at the stoop of his apartment.
He looked threw his pockets to try and find some money. He could not find any. He went in to find his daughter playing with her dolls, and his wife standing over the stove....crying. He ran to her side and held her. He asked what was wrong already knowing the answer. She simply replied “money”. The man went to his daughters side and sat with her. He picked up one of her dolls and played with her. He asked “so, sweety what do you want for Christmas”. She said “I want a new dolly”. Just hearing that one silly little line that most fathers hear everyday without even thinking about what she said. The man sat and cried, his heart was aching because he knew he could not afford his own daughter even a new dolly. He looked into those big blue eyes and embraced her.
The next day the man was coming home with a new dolly in his hands. He spent the money they had planned on using to keep there apartment. He kept walking until he saw the homeless man again. He sat next to him and they exchanged problems again. This time however when the homeless man heard of what he had done for his daughter he cried for him. The homeless man slowly stood and said “you have been so good to me when no one else has, you have talked to me, given me money, and warmed me with blankets in the night, now it is my turn” the homeless man took out of his pocket 13 million dollars and gave it to the man. The man looked stunned. “Sir I can not take this money from you”. But in the end they came to an agreement and he took the money. He ran home gave his daughter her new dolly and his wife a new life.
The couple and child moved to a new home. They now have a room filled with dollies. They are living happily. But still to this day every night the man goes to see the homeless man, thanks him again and sits and talks. Please pass this on, this is a lesson that Thomas wishes everyone to know. When being the good that we all know exist in this world, much will come back.
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