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myOtaku.com: Akatsuki Chaos
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
School, Stress and letting off some major STEEEAAM
I'am SO not looking forward to today. >:(
-WHY?-
My homeschool teacher/Grams was talking about jobs yesterday. Because that is what our Math book is about.(findinga job etc.,) And so she mentioned we work somewhere DISGUSTING. So I told her different. She wants us to work at McDonalds!!! I told her I didn't want to and she was like ' Then where do you want to work!?!??!' I was so angry...>>>:((
Anyway I told her I wanted to work at ELectronics Boutique(EB games) and she started to rev her FRIKKIN' engine and tell me what a horrible choice I'd made. >>>:((
Not that exact wording but she is the type who thinks shes always right. She isn't my MOTHER though so she ISN'T going to CONTROL my LIFE. I'll work where I want to!!!
She even offered to DRIVE us to McDitz to work. -.- Disgusting.
-anger explodes-
Also the manager at EB already promised us applications when we turned 17. I sooo want that job. O.O
The reason I want this job so bad is because we are having tight funds right now. My mom is stressed out and I want to help her. Sure there are things I wouldn't mind getting myself but I want to help her most. I'm allowed to do that right? In my own way? Without getting pushed into something I don't want to do?
-sigh-
I really wish I could take my moms stress and throw it under an eighteen-wheeler but that isn't going to happen.
Oh, I may as well say this too. i come from a divorced mother and father. Father was a drunken idiot Mother saved us from nasty fates. We moved from Arizona, him and his parents in February of '98 (or March can't remember I was really small) Back to Florida we came to live with my Mother's parents. Grams and Grandpa are to completely different people. If not for him and my mother and sisters I would have gone uncontrollably insane.
(iam insane though O.-)
Well thats some of my life right there. As of now we have moved out. After 6 gruelling years of torture, misery, despair, and lecturing. To our own home and no more stress.
-not-
The house bill is costing over 700$$ a month now and my mom can barely pay it. It used to be 400$$ but our Dad actually was sending child support almost a full year so It went up because our mom was getting good income.
-kills government that controls these things-
Just pray with me that I get this job, my mother's stress goes away and I survive 1 and 1/2 years more of school.
I was going to talk about something fun and exciting this time but I had to get this off my chest. Thank you for reading if you did. ^^'
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