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Sunday, December 25, 2005


   Goodbye All.
[Posted 9:53 PM]
I'm going to hell. I'm so stressed up with IB. I'm sick and tired but my brain is not working. I doubt i'll AM NOT doing any anime/manga summaries/reviews/comments for this week. Maybe next week, i got like 6eps of Mai Otome waiting for me. Dun expect much, i'm probably juz gonna slack through them.

I need to work on IB report ... today and tomorrow ... and then on SMM project then on LAM project ... pissed off with myself, why can't i work? Why can't i concentrate? Why? Why the hell am i even blogging? I dunno.

I need to calm down. I know i know. I need to bang my head against the wall. I know i know. I've been repeating 'MATERIALISE' for goodness knows how many times. God. I love it so much shit lol.

I changed my wallpaper to Shizuru-sama to hope tat my mood can get into gear. But it's backfiring. I'm ... getting too hyped up, i go 'Kyaaaaaaaahh' whenever i see my desktop. Shit manz. And the GIF i placed. Manz, it's even worse. I'm going so crazy. Am i stressed? Am i sad? Am i nuts? Am i a lunatic? I've been posting food pics these few days ...

Pissed. Pissed. Pissed. I've been reading fanfics ... not working ... why i need to write down my thoughts and organized them. I dun wanna do things anymore. I can't even find the peace to sleep. I keep thinking i got alot of stuff to do. But what? I have no idea. I have no darn idea.

Yes, i need to do IB ... i ...

[Signing off @ 10:00 PM]

PS: Oh merry christmas all.

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