Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Well, I'm officially being the weirdest person in the world to me. I would seriously love nothing more than for me to stop hurting myself. When I said I'm an evil spawn of my fathers will... I don't think I realized how true it was. My mother has raised me to try to have everything I've ever wanted. What happens when you want two things though? Two amazing females.

The first one I liked, her name is Jess. I've trusted her with a lot of stuff, and I will continue to trust her with a lot of stuff. She has always been there for me, always a close friend. I got to know her through a friend of mine, I'm not sure if many of you will know him, but on the otaku he calls himself "the assassin." I would suggest visiting his site if you haven't gotten to know him. I didn't mention him for nothing though. I met her, because he started dating her. I got to know one of my best friends girlfriends, and started to like her. Right there, I consider myself an extremly horrible friend.

Kitty I met secondly. She came to my site, and signed my guestbook. I randomly added her msn because her msn is on her page. Her page is called... "tsukitheninjawolf" I think I'm deeply and passionatly in love with her. I really don't know what to think at this time though...because I started dating her. Then I broke up with her to be with Jess. Which most of you know Jess as "JuZ.CuZ" from the otaku.

I fear...that I have seriously screwed up not only friendships...but the way people think of me. I'm sorry to type all of this just to bring a few people down, but I felt that I needed to say this. I apologize to those I have hurt, and I hope friends will come back to me.

Until then, all I can ask for is to be forgiven, and to forgive anyone that has hurt me.

Farwell my friends, for I need to call some people on the phone...
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