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Welp i just spent 3 hours cleaning a house with my girlscout troop. my feet hurt really bad. And this morning i was woken up from another nightmare at fucking 6 in the morning. then i couldn't get back to sleep for 2 hours it sucked. Comments (6) |
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Thursday, July 5, 2007
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Welp i managed to type 2 pages last night, but much more then that. We have to go to the funeral parlor sometime today to say good bye to my aunt may.
Last night i had the freakiest dream where everyone was turning into zombies, even my grandpa turned into a zombie. It was kinda scary. Cause my grandpa's not doing so well this week, and to dream him becoming on of the dead just really makes me uneasy. Welp bye for now ya'll. Comments (7) |
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Wednesday, July 4, 2007
How an Angel Falls.
Pain, immense pain. Such an odd feeling, before all she had know was happiness; forgivness. But now here she was. Wings broken and stained red, crystal tears running down cold cheeks only to splatter against cold stone.
Pale violet eyes looked upon twinkling silver stars dotting the black blanket of sky. Wishing for home.
Life faded, her will died. Her once smiling lips gapped open in a shudder of breathe, then nothing.
Today is not a good day
Welp my great aunt May died yesterday. It's not really crying sad for me cause i never knew her but it's stil sad. And now epocolypse seer is leaving and what not, so yup today is not a good day for me. I think when i get home i'll baracade myself in my room and type until the god knows what time, then i'll sleep till noon and do it all over again on the 4th of july. I dont like fireworks very much. Welp, time for me to fall back into my bout of depression. I probably wont update for a couple of days. Toodles.
Sigh
Well this is wonderful. I woke up today at alittle before ten after going to bed at 5 in the morning.
Yes i am crazy.
Thank you for noticing.
I hate life right now. Wanna know why?
Well lets see i came up with 4 new book ideas, that makes a total of almost 10 book ideads that i have yet to continue. And since i'm at my grandparents i cant type. And i really want to.
It makes me sad.
Oki Doki last thing. Epocolypse Seer is becoming depressed so i command you all to go and glomp him *hug in other words*
Cause i told him that i would glomp him if he's ever depressed, but i cant comment on his site post for some reason. So yeah go visit him'eth.
Bye bye Ya'll
edit- i just watched the saddest music video for a korean show called Meteor Garden (by the way the show rocks!!!!!)
*Sigh* Poke.
So it's really quiet here at home and it's getting on my nerves. I think I'll listen to music. yeah that what i'll do >.<
So in about 4 hours my grandparents will be showing up so we can go out to dinner and until then i'm going to be quite bored........ wait i take that back. I'm currently working on a 1,000 piece puzzel thats being a butt. So that's what i'll do.
How come no seems to get on myo at and early time before 1.
Welp.
We're going out to dinner tomorrow with my family cause me mom's b-day tis coming up so yeah, thats gonna be fun.
I cant wait to see my gramps, out of all my relatives he gets me the best. And i sent him part of my story in an e-mail and he likes it and he said he was gonna make grandma read it. ^_^
So yay, i finished the FN callenge, and I typed 3 more pages on Slowly disappear, and i think once i do some research on rome that i'm going to start Fallen through magic. So yup full summer of typing for me. Comments (5) |
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Friday, June 29, 2007
Sigh
I really wanna start on the story i told you about in my last post but.... *sigh* if i did i know i would never be able to finish Slowly Disappear and then On the run, plus i have to finish the challenge set out by Future Novelists that needs to be put in by next thursday, i have a great idea for it but i cant tell ya'll. ^_^
So anyways, yes i am outta my rut, no i did not die T.T makes me so sad. lol jk. So anyways i think tonigght i might be up quite awhile typing, the sooner i finish the challenge the sooner i finish Slowly Disappear the sooner i can start Fallen Through Magic (thats the name i decided to call the story with estellio and rome ^_^ yay go me)
So how have ya'll been doing lately?
(okay so this post isn't showing up on my main page atleast not for me so i hope ya'll can see it T.T) Comments (2) |
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
Grr
I'm in a rut. I'm having arguements with non existant rain god's (the noisy asshole wont shut up, i mean geez is it really needed to thunder for 5 mins just cause i called him a wimp. >.<) I hate all things i do, which included, drawings, writings, poems, and my html for my site.
I currently want to shrivel up and die in a lonely corner, but can i do that NOOO!
sheesh.
Cant do anything i wanna do.
Oh and one more thing, i have filed my nails to a point. So my brother might loose an eye if i get really angry.
one thing about being depressed though, i always get the best sleep, and i had the awesomest dream last night, about a guy named Estellio, and my family, we were in rome and Estellio was a person we met, and i asked him if he would give us a tour of the ruins that i think were in a cave or something. but anyways thats all i remember. If i somehow make it outta my rut then i'm going to write a story off of my dream where we are crossed over into the fea dimension when we visit the ruins, and my brother gets lost and we have to find him. Turns out the my family was fea (but i wont have it be my family, i'll use other characters) and my brother has been appointed king, well we all get split up and then war comes and we find out my brother is captured so we go to rescue him, I think i'll make Estellio die, and i think i'll have my self die. Comments (6) |
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Hola
My brothers not here today so wooohooo! I have the house all to myself. yay! You know what i noticed, every time i write more of my story Slowly disappear i have to listen to this song i have on my computer, it's an irish fiddle and piano song and i absolutly love it. Really honestly i wish you could hear it, cause it rocks.
Welp i just me some mashed potatoes, yummy ^_^
Does anyone on here listen to coheed and cambria? Cause they rock to. Not to mention Paramore, the used, and cute is what we aim for. I could name bands all day. The eagles, aerosmith,the beatles, the who.
Okay okay i'll stop.
one more
Kill hannah.
HA okay.....I'm done.
You see folks this is what happenes when i'm bored.
broken hearts parade and we're putting our hearts out on display..... okay okay i'll stop singing.
