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Friday, July 20, 2007
this post isn't showing up for me again damnit
I slept for a long time last night, 11 hours, a new record even for me. So now i have to get started on my room after i eat. I want my mom to let me paint the walls white so that i can draw on them and then paint in the pictures to create a mural. She kinda already said i could. But and ways i wrote a poem yesterday and what not and i figured i would post it up since i dont have anything better to put.
I think of all those times I let you down,
I remember how I just sat back and watched you hit the ground.
And I think to myself where would you be,
If I had been able to make them see?
You always thought you were worthless,
And amazingly you might have deserved this!
My words always fell on deaf ears.
They had destroyed your spirit after all those years.
You swore you were fine,
But I know now that you had crossed the line.
You called one night crying and scared,
Releasing all the pain and hate they had layered.
They couldn’t come quick enough!
Suicide is one thing you can’t bluff.
I cried that day at your funeral as they lowered you down.
Your face looked so different, smiling. Where was your frown?
And I cry now as I think these things.
The tears, they run past my side swept bangs,
I don’t know how to tell you that I’ll be there soon
I don’t know if you rest in fire, or a field that is abloom.
But I will find you soon.
A/N, If it confuses you, it's about a girl who's boyfriend had abusive parents.
And one night he commited suicide right after he had called her and told her
goodbye. Sadly she was the one that called the police and tried to stop him, but
when she arrived at their favorite place, a abandoned rooftop, she wasn't quick
enough. She fell into depression and at the end of it all she commits suicide in
the same place where he did.
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