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Friday, September 28, 2007
In memory
Finding I can fly
So once ago,
I broke a wing.
And fell very low.
Lost my voice to sing.
I touched the earth,
and felt her shudder.
Laughed with no mirth,
could gain no flutter.
As I look now,
I still see them pass.
Au revoir, Cao!
This bubble of glass.
It started off small,
and grew so large.
circular wall,
with electric charge.
You know me well,
but far from the truth.
in the glass balls spell,
grown old in youth.
I know it's been
said a million times,
but that was then,
these are my rhymes.
So take my hand,
hide your fears.
And understand,
I contain no mirrors.
I can't be you,
or any form.
Though I can't float too,
I'll flutter in a storm.
Part 2
Healed with time today,
gave my wings away.
Sold it all for them,
broke my rose from the stem.
Cry on my shirt,
pull me through the dirt.
Hold my hand,
march through the sand.
Tug my heart,
tare it apart.
But know one thing,
in my winter, they're spring.
Please don't fear,
My intentions are clear.
Though I'll die alone,
but not with a heart of stone.
My friends I love you,
with eyes of brown, hazel, and blue.
Keeping holding on to me,
my wings wish to be free.
Don't let me go again,
don't let my laughter dim.
Lastly smile for me,
the greatest gift truly.
~~Dedicated to my friends.
I found out last night my grandma is dieing from a type of cancer.
So I didn't go to school today, I dont think I could handle being asked what was wrong or being told that they are very sorry for me. I cant do it, talking about it will make me cry, and I would rather not cry infront of my friends, my teachers, and the school in general; I'm supposed to be the sturdy one, the one who has the answers and accepts things easily.
I refuse to accept this.
Wish I could (quote, freestyle)
(If You Love Something Let It Go)
My fathers mother,
a beloved person in my life;
slipping slowly,
away from my grip.
Never cried so much,
in my life.
I can hear your voice,
laughter.
I can see your eyes,
stern and loving.
Please dont leave.
Please.
I know it's wrong,
to hold to you;
but I cant let you go.
Please dont go.
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