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Sunday, April 29, 2007
my dream...what you've all waited for..hehe
hey =] so uhm im gunna post what i can remember about my weird dream where i almost died.
Dream: i was walking around and i see a lot of people i do know and don't know. then i see this strange lady with my father. i wonder who she is but i get this feeling i should just run away, run far far away. i see my brother talking to his friend so i call him over. i ask him who the lady is and he looks at me as if i was crazy and tells me that she's our new step mom. i look over at her and tell my brother that i don't like her at all, he agrees. then it fades.....
Next: we're in some type of house or building where we're celebrating something. i find myself in some sort of basement with large machines,they looked as if it was some type of new cooking devices. i find my step mother, my brother and mother in the same room. my brother and i start insluting my step mother while my mother is going up the stairs. she talks back to us and this continues until she's had enough. me being well me tells her off one final time telling her that she's nothing to me and never will be or something of the sort. her face boils in anger and she starts coming at my brother and i with a knife. the picture fades.
After: i find myself running around the party room avoiding the crazy lady[step mom] trying to kill me. its as if no one notices and they continue on with their conversations. my brother is safe from her wrath yet i am not. it seems as if she holds a deep hated with only me and no one else, although i can't figure out why. i look for my father to see if he can get his bit*h off my case. then something in my mind tiggers and i realize he's outside, probably bring in beers,wine and smirnoff. all of a sudden the picture fades to black again.
Next: i find myself braking plates although im not sure why. it just seems like a good idea. i can't seem to find the crazy step mom.although i still feel the need to be on gaurd.i hear singing,its a males voice and it's almost hipnotizing in a weird sense. i however am not a victim to the 'hypnotizing' i hear a vocie talking to the singing man. then the singing stops for but a moment. i look over and theres my 'stepmom' kissing the singing male.apparently they're together.he sings again hypnotizing everyone and i run again. im being chased by now my crazy 'stepmother'and her boyfriend. i keep braking plates and i still can't figure out why but it somehow works. i feel someone grab my hand and i see my friend he asks me whats wrong and i look at him as if he were crazy.i tell him to let me go so i can run he doesn't want to let go because he presists to figure out whats wrong with me. i mange to break away and tell him to stay still and follow everyone else. i keep running because the chase is still going on. im almost caught numerous times yet mange to escape. i see that my friend has found my brother and my brothers friend.everyone's still hypnotized,my father's still outside, and can't hear me at all. i have this idea, i realize its crazy,insane,and if everyone comes out of their hypnotized-like state it'd seem suicidal. i realize im wasting time by contemplating my decision and do what my instics tell me to do. i throw myself against the beautiful large window and mange to throw myself so hard against it that it brakes i'm outside now with bits and pieces of glass shards surrounding my bleeding body.the picute fades.
The End: now i find myself sitting in a car going on the highway.in the car is my father driving, his 'wife'/my 'stepmom'/his bit*h[yes i've given her quite a few names]sitting in the passengers seat next to him. the seat behind my father is my friend and apparently im not in my right state of mind for im on his lap and he's hugging me and my drybloody body.next to us is my brother with his friend on his lap,he's hugging her and it looks as if something happened to her,i see mascara running down her face,but it's dried.the seat behind us is my stepmothers boyfriend,my father doesnt know about their relationship. i ask to stop at a gas station making some excuse to go to the bathroom. we stop and i get out of the car,my brothers friend following. my brother and my friend feel the need to get out of the car too. i tell my dad that he should consider getting snacks or something to drink while the car is being filled up.leaving my 'stepmom' and her boyfriend as the only two in the car. i tell my brother,his friend,and my friend what had happened to me and im exsatic to find that they believe my crazy but true tale. without anyone noticing us we manged to be like ningas or spies on a mission and manage to have gasoline all around the car. we all back away and my father has luckily not come back yet.my brother and i pull lighters from our pockets,what can we say?fire fascinates us. we realize they wont work too well with our plan so we pull out our matches. all of us throw the lit up matches to the car and run. BOOM! theres flames everywhere, we had just killed them both and made it look like it was an accident. as much as all of us are glad we each have someone to hug as we are a bit traumatized that we would each do such a thing. my father comes out after hearing the loud noise and realizes what has just occured.he sees us and he holds his composure together,probably because he feels that he should be strong no matter what. we don't know what to say as we all just stare.but something tells me that this is far from over. the picture fades once again but this time im awake.
Now: damn that was long and im amazed i remebered my dream.well anyways there ya have it my weird crazy dream.haha okay i'll stop typing since you already have a lot to read have a great day ^-^
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