Thursday, September 30, 2004

   Thank you....
Thanks TC and Kayke. I feel better now. Moron(Morgan's new nickname as of yesterday.) can die and go to hell. He can ALWAYS get the same, cause I know who he likes and doesn't have a chance with. If he bothers me at all next week, he's gonna have her name on my site.BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

   I feel so unwanted.....
Okay. So. This guy in my class told me that my crush hated me and didn't even like me as a friend a few days ago.(The guy who said it was Morgan,The evil one.) He didn't even know the guy he said hated me was my crush, but he knew that we hang out in free time and give eachother the peace sign in the halls, which I guess gave him ideas. At first I didn't buy that at all, but last night I cried myself to "sleep" over it, aside from the fact that I DIDN'T GET ANY SLEEP AT ALL, DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!11one. I soooo Believe him now. Now I need an excuse to live. Davey Havok, AFI, Evanescence, anime, and friends all seem so faded now. Can someone please gimme an excuse to live? I only have one really good, trustworthy, kind and all around great friend, and he's a guy!! Thats just gonna be one more misunderstanding. The other friends are turning their backs on me. And it doesnt seem that the one good friend would really care if I'm gone. What is life if the one person you live for hates you? This feels sooooo wrong.
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Saturday, September 25, 2004

   I'm scared...
My parents left me at home alone, and I'm too immature to be alone at home, the only thing thats keeping me mentally stable is my AFI music. Please don't laugh! This isn't funny! Davey, I'm scared!*Huggles Davey*
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Friday, September 24, 2004

YESSSSSSS!
Dad and mom are outside. That means I can play my music loud, without head phones. I hate it when on some songs it goes into one ear only, it hurts my head. CELEBRATE, DAMMIT!
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Thursday, September 23, 2004

   What a day...
I was almost grounded. And all the kids in my class think I type fast and am some super freak. Thats NOT a complement, slow peeps...
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Friday, September 17, 2004

   Why? WHY?! WHHHHHHHHYYYYY?!?!?!
Why the hell am I listening to "Hold On" by GC AGAIN!?! Its so depressing!*Shoots self in face* I think I didn't quite grasp what they were saying there. Suicide=BAD! And, I know this. I thought I lost Kayke to suicide. I was a nervous wreck. And, I've never lost anyone to suicide(Yet), but I know, I've considered it once, but the thought of my friends and the fact I'd never see them again got me back into place. I'm a wussy emo, just ask Kayke. She says that a lot.
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   Allergies >.
I'm sick, tired, and have allergies. This sucks. I have to stay home from school, and today's a field trip. My teacher brought in ragweed. RAGWEED!! Why are people so stupid?!
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Saturday, September 11, 2004

Round 2
"Your sins into me
Oh my beutiful one"
"I tried so ard and got so far but in the end it doesnt even matter"
"I tried to kill my pain but only brought more"
yes, thell keep coming 3 by 3.
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   aSo stupid.
I am so lame, and so stoopid.
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Friday, September 10, 2004

   Guess these lyrics
I'm TELLING YOU THE NAMES OF THE BANDS, YOU ET THE HARD JOBS, GUESSING!
1. "I don't mind standing everyday/ out on your corner in the pouring rain"-Maroon 5
2. "Thats when I decided/ Why should I care,/ you werent there when I was scared,/ I was this thing alone,/ You/ you need to listen/ I'm startin' to trip, I'm losin' my grip..."-Avril
3."I dont know whats worth fighting for/Or I have to scream, I don;t know why I instagate and say what I don't mean."-Linkin Park
Yeah, ran outta good Ideas.... Bye!
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