myOtaku.com: Akira 2004

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1994-01-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• Illinois...It SUX!
Member Since
• 2004-08-09
Occupation
• Vocalist/concert goer
Real Name
• Chelsea

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• ...................................Since I came out of mommy's womb.
Favorite Anime
• FLCL, Fruits Basket
Hobbies
• Drawing, skateboarding, being the vocalist of a band.
Talents
• ........None

myOtaku.com: Akira 2004

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

I feel so unwanted.....
Okay. So. This guy in my class told me that my crush hated me and didn't even like me as a friend a few days ago.(The guy who said it was Morgan,The evil one.) He didn't even know the guy he said hated me was my crush, but he knew that we hang out in free time and give eachother the peace sign in the halls, which I guess gave him ideas. At first I didn't buy that at all, but last night I cried myself to "sleep" over it, aside from the fact that I DIDN'T GET ANY SLEEP AT ALL, DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!11one. I soooo Believe him now. Now I need an excuse to live. Davey Havok, AFI, Evanescence, anime, and friends all seem so faded now. Can someone please gimme an excuse to live? I only have one really good, trustworthy, kind and all around great friend, and he's a guy!! Thats just gonna be one more misunderstanding. The other friends are turning their backs on me. And it doesnt seem that the one good friend would really care if I'm gone. What is life if the one person you live for hates you? This feels sooooo wrong.
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