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Monday, February 21, 2005


   too much work, little time...
weeee!!! kupO! im just so tired and overworked today.. i want to sleep the whole day.. but i need to do a lot of things..

im watching nba all-star game 2004-2005.. and im loving every minute of it..

by the way.. still in lot of trouble with a lot of problems though.. esp. the one which is too personal for me... *sigh* i'll just have to wait..

im a little worried for blue hawk though... she always has the look of a sad and lonely person.. i guess, thats shows how good she is in poetry.. i do love her poems though.. but sometimes i just dont understand certain poems... i want to go near her and cheer her up.. but she just ignores me... :( but thats the bad part.. and that was this afternoon... but in the morning.. she was still fine.. everytime i would call her name "blue hawk" she would look away and smile.. i like the way she smiles though.. im makes me happy to see her like that..

even tries to cut herself whenever i go near her... :( *sigh*

i know she will be reading this so i'll be prepared what comment or she will think of me... i just care for her.. thats all

anyway, wont be able to visit all of you.. coz the computer is going all crazy... *damn stupid computer**bangs the monitor*... i'll leave you all with this nice wallpaper i got... i dont even know what anime is this though... see you all! kupo!

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Saturday, February 19, 2005


   really really bad day...
sigh.. im very very depressed right now... ive done everything i could to rebuild the friendship... we use to have.. still...*sob* maybe they just need time...*sob*

i hope it will all turn out well.. *sits in bed looks out the window* sigh...

done nothing today.. just slept and felt bad the whole freaking day...

anyway i'll leave you all with this wallpape from Yami No Matsuei... its quite simple but cool...

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Friday, February 18, 2005


   Formal gundams!!!
check this image... its more like the formal gundam pilots... hope you will all like it... kupo!

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   clueless on what my title would be...
great things happened today.. got good scores in all my tests and the parade went fine.. we ended up playing one song with my friends... but actually it was nice.. the kids were great.. i love kids!! there so adorable.. except the naughty ones...

still not talking with blue hawk.. i dont know what to do right now.. im so confused.. *sighs*

im completely clueless on what to do tomorrow.. maybe i should just go over to my friends house and play playstation2... that would be cool! kupo!!

almost out of the 2000 popularity mark.. wheee!!! cool!!!

and by the way, blue hawk just visited and made a comment.. damn! i knew she knew.. damn its totally embarrassing to pour out my feelings with you guys.. thanks for the support.. hehe! still thinkin on what to do now...

heres another quote... hope you'll all like it...

"Of all the girls I have ever met, you’re the one I won’t forget. I know now we are just friends but to me, we two will never end. If I had one dream tonight, it would be of me and you. If I had one wish, I’d wish you’d love me too."

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Thursday, February 17, 2005


Another tiring day!!!!
got nothing to do today.. but the suprise came..

a teacher, who i happens to be a very close person to me.. i already address her as my big sister.. came to me and ask if i could lead the pre-school children to play the snare drum for them for their parade! i had no choice since she was a good person to me.. had to accept.. *have to avoid boring classes too! hehehe* i had to practice the whole morning.. still i have to prepare for tomorrow.. hope i got to have free food for the work i've contributed.. hehehe!

we had a test for chemistry which was quite easy...

i got home.. so sleepy that after i took a bath, i went straight to my bed...

BIG ISSUE!!!(a must read)

my god! she knew all along i was the one who made the message.. im so dead!!! i wonder what was her reaction... she probably must hate me... oh well, i miss the times we were still together though.. i always get to be beaten up! but it was worth it! i wonder if she ever feels the same... thats probably a tough and a question not meant to be answered...

anyway, heres a quote i got from my sister... hope you all like it... hehehe!!kupo!!!

Every now and then, we find a special friend, who never lets us down, who understands it all, reaches out each time I fall. You're the best that I found. I know you can't stay, but part of you will never ever go away. Your heart will stay. I'll make a wish for you and hope it will come true; that life will be kind to such a gentle mind, and if you lose your way, think back on yesterday. Remember me that way.

see you all later... kupo!!!

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005


   boring...
nothing much happened to today.. unlike my classmate got burnt.. hes now in the hospital... hope hes okay...

doing nothing but practicing drawing anime and writing poems... just listening to music.. heres a list of what im listening to right now...

finch - what it is to burn
3 doors down - here without you
3 doors down - kryptonite
story of the year - anthem of our dying day
story of the year - until the day i die
and lots of blink 182

actually what i posted yesterday about someone using my name to say i love you to blue hawk.................. actually it was me... yeah.. its so embarrassing.. i lied to everyone.. hope blue hawk doesnt read this! im dead if she will! i didnt know number 5 was there with her... damn! hope they dont read this!! *prays* i'll tell you more tomorrow about the message i wrote and read by the mc.. actually it wasnt "i love you blue hawk!" it was "Blue Hawk i simply just care.. from a simple guy in the crowd..."

to be continued...

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Monday, February 14, 2005


   HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
hey everyone, happy 2-1-4!!(valentine day) hope you all dont get HIV hehehe!!! be smart and stay smart!! protect yourself!! hehehe! kupo!

today, got nothing much to say about.. the entire school celebrated valentines day by having some kind of game.. they were looking for volunteers, i was one of them... i get to pick one piece of a broken heart.. while the other is with another girl.. now all i have to do was to find the missing piece!!! so looked and looked, and ended up with a first year student.. her name is Patricia!! a good friend of mine!!!

have to concentrate now on my studies!! looking forward to the english month activity..

how did you spend your valentines?? just add your comments!!! kupo!!! see you all later.. hope for more loves and heartbreakes!!!!

and one more thing... last saturday, we had our valentine concert.. and there was an mc which was a popular dj from a radio station, who happens to be the brother of my friend.. was willing to read some love quotes or messages..

some freaky guy used my name and wrote in a piece of paper, I love Blue Hawk!!! now who the fuck would do that!!?? actually...

to be continued...

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Sunday, February 13, 2005


   so tired!!!!!!!!!
hey whats up everyone.. still tired.. with all the activities that has to be done!! here are some activities that recently just happened!!

JS prom
Valentine concert
(and more projects and assignments)

damn im so tired!! we had like a whole week of practices.. for the js prom and concert.. so tired.. i wish there will be no classes tom.

i want to sleep the whole day... and just listen to music in my room!!

anyway happy valentines to all of you!!!!!!! kupo!!!!

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Friday, February 11, 2005


   Prom night!!!
okay.. last night was our prom night.. i was very much excited to meet my friends having their gowns and coats and ties and whatever!

it was so much fun and exciting.. there were some my0 members there.. but i'll not tell them who... they might break my neck

although im still tired of all the dancing and stuff.. i was still happy... there were a lot of laughs and smiles!!!

i wish i could post some pictures but i just dont know how... sorry... it would have been interesting...

anyway.. sorry have to go.. have a concert in school to attend to.. i actually have to play though.. but i dont wanna.. *dragged by sister towards the door* see you guys later!!!

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Wednesday, February 9, 2005


   Check this out!!!
For Final Fantasy lovers!!!
Vote for your ff7 favorite character for the month of february and maybe i can give more information and some more pictures and artwork of mine!!! (just place it on the comments)


cloud
sephiroth
red XIII
tifa
yuffie
barrett
aeris
cait sith
cid
vincent


just add any comment if you please to! just a survey on which is the most popular character in final fantasy 7! rock on! kupo!

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