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• to be hired by AS
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• double jointed, speak 4 other langauges, and other stuff that i cant say here ..... }:-) lol
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myOtaku.com: AlchemicGundam
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Friday, June 24, 2005
Im tired of the lies and shadows
Well, i found out that alayna broke up with kelly b.c he was cheating on her. Now she just got back from wisconsin and went to her friends house down the street. Now her freind knows that i love her alot, and it hurts me everytime i hear somethin i dont want to hear. Alayna told Jolee that she had a guy w/ her wen she was drunk. And i can only imagen what happened. Though i cant stop the feelings i have for her, it just kills me to see the same damn thing happen all over just like what happened between me and Jessie. I am not having a very good life. And i can never get the chance to go to confession. I love Alayna, but some of the choices and descions not to say or do something right, is bothering me and i was going to ask her out this week, and now i am kinda iffy if i should. Is loving her wrong? Because i cant see through smoke or shadow. I think im gonna go to bed and just think to myself and concentrate on "what am i going to do?". I love her and its extremely hard to give up someone that you've liked for a while. So idk what else to say. Im hurt and i think when i pull the dagger outa my heart, i think im just gonna show the ones i love how much torture and pain ive gone through.
Daniel
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