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Thursday, July 14, 2005


   i dont know
i may have a chance with alayna but i might not be able to know yes or no. Im gonna give it a whirl. I talked to alayna's best friend. She says that i need to go to the movies with alayna and take her out on a date or somthing. i use this myotaku server because its like a journal for me, because i need to express my pain and hatred and stress and very little happines that i get. But i just pray that i might be able to get a chance and just sit and soak up on how much effort has paid off, or maybe that life will crash and just abruptly end. i also havent gone to confession. Im thinking about going the sunday before school starts so i can get a clean and new slate. I just hope that alayna and i will connect. because i dont want another sudden stop and crash. i also dont want to be following and chasing the whole time either. so if she says no ill just give up and live in a box by myself on main street. So pray that this works. I cant go untill the 27th or so. so i pray this will work , if not a feeble life is ahead...........................................................................................................................................................................

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